~~~~2 weeks past~~~

with what happend still on my mind. i got up the next morning to my ipod alarm clock playing in bloom. ever scince our kiss it has been my favorite song. i got dressed and started going outside. i started listening to smells like teen spirit. i started runing like crazy . i played polly. as i continued to run i saw each memorie. which only made me run more. my mom walks out side and yells " amore are you ok i've seen you run around the house 20 times already."

i paused the song, "yeah just needed some air" i yelled back

i walked back inside. but when i looked up i saw him. tate. he was watching me run. i went in my room to grab my boom cube. he was sitting on my bed i just ignored the fact he was there. what kind of guy kisses someone thed disappears out of nowhere. i went to the bathroom. when i was in the shower i heared someone singing along to island in the sun. i thought it was sonja so i ignored it. i got out of the shower and there was a message on the mirror that said " sorry" i thought it was sonja for using my steam. but that made no sense why would she sorry if she used the steam to say sorry. i walked in my room and saw him still on my bed. this time i had to say somthing.

"i need u to get out"i said annoyed

"why we need to talk" he said

"for obvious resons i need to change. second of all u needed your space and now i need mine". i said with irratation

~~~~15 min later~~~~~

im blaring american idiot and the door opens.

" i should have know you were don when i was 10 min out in the hallway". he turns off my music.

i sat up. "what do you want to talk about" i said apatheticly.

" i'm sorry i left"

"i am too" i said feircly" i guess it made sense to kiss me then run away although if it was because you dont like me i rather be ignored".

" no. thats not it will you listen" he said

"listening" i said sing-songy

" the reason i left was because i thought i made a mistake" he said

"that makes it a WHOLE lot better " i said hurt

" no thats not what i meant. i meant that i thought you didnt like me. that you only liked me as a friend , the last girl i dated,vilote ... i made a mistake and she hated me then she moved."

i got out of my bed and hugged him. i felt so bad " i sorry i was so irratated."

he look down at me " you can't have irratated without Tate "

i smiled i could see he wanted to cry and he tried to hold the tears back. but one little fighter fell down his face. i wiped his face for him. we laid down facing each other listening to music. i fell asleep on our song. i felt him kiss my forehead. i tried to still look asleep but i knew my cover was blown. he laid back and i put my head on his chest. he looked at me and said "dont break up with me. you're all i want "

i said " i would never. your the first guy thats made me this happy"

"mi amor" he whispered. we stared at each other for the rest of the night

it was morning.

i woke up with him holding me. my heart raced. he smiled "good morning beautiful" i could'nt evean help but smile i didn't even hate his morning breath. i got up and brushed my teeth to kiss him. but i still didn't mind becaus i knew he was mine. i went down for breakfast but there was a note saying that they had left. i went back to my room.

"well i guess no breakfast for you" i said falling into his lap."what?" he said, " why wont you eat breakfast."

"they didn't make anything " i replied

" ok" he said . he got a grip on me and carried me into the kitchen and sat me down." i guess i'll be the cook in this relationship.

"ok i also don't wash dishes either." i added jokingly

" lazy" he said.
i know i walked in front of the counter he stood at and sat up on it. pulling him closer saying "thats what you love about me."

"how did you know." he said before he kissed me.

" i can't help but feel like there is something your not telling me."

the maid moira walked in then saying " i bet there is ".

he glared at her. then looked at me saying " i would never lie, or not tell you the truth ".

i felt suspisous. i turned to look at the moira but i saw a blonde girl staring at me. got up but as i did she left.i sat down at my previous seat. that was it i new nora was a gohst from how she talked, and i knew that there was a gay couple here. and tate told me about his brother buea. i was ok with it. but who is this blonde girl ?

"who was that?" i asked

"who ?" he asked suspisously.
" i don't know. that is why im asking you."

"a girl?"

" yes" he finished making the food and hurried us to my room.

i wasn't really hungry i put the food on the dresser.

"Who was that girl." i asked

"nora" he lied

"i've met nora that wasnt her she look our age".

"i dont know but if they try to come at you just say Go Away."

"ok here give me the plates i will give them to moira".

i went downstairs and saw the girl again. it irratated me i knew every ghost here. i went into the kitchen and saw moira. she was waiting on me. "so i know that you know and Tate wont tell me the truth".

"her name is violet. his ex".