"What did you do!" I yelled.
" I told her the truth." violet said playfully
" I loved you. You were all I ." she interrupted me
" ever wanted. I still love you. You mean so much to me blah blah bull crap ."
"that is were you are wrong." I exclaimed. " you broke my heart. Told me to go away. Then when I finally find a ray of visible light in this dark,dark world you take her away from me." I couldn't believe the rage I felt. " go away violet!"
" I will be back you know u will miss me". She said into a whisper as she disappeared.
I ran down the steps yelling. " Bullet! Bullet! Bullet!". I finally got to her room, but she wasn't there. I laid in her bed. Thinking of her. " she is gone forever. You'll never get her back. How could she ever love a psychopath." the dark voice in my head said. I almost forgot about it. Amore makes the voices go away.
Tate stayed in her room till morning time. He heard noises in the kitchen he knew it was Amore's mom. He went invisible to check the rest of the house he found Sonja on her phone talking about him. " yeah there must be something wrong with him. He must be gay. Amore probably reminds him so much of a boy that he fell for her." she said to her friend. "wow" was all he could think. He continued to look he finally saw Freddie in the living room. As he walked in the room he could tell there was something or someone in her lap. It was Amore's head. She was laying on Freddie looking blankly at the ceiling. Freddie kept combing her fingers through her hair, while smiling at her.
"whats wrong with her?" I couldn't help but think. " you ruined her. She is mentally disabled because of you. She hates you. She hates you! She hates you! You sicken her so much she is mindless now." A tear fell down my face my lips started to quiver. I did that to her. How could I go on without her. How is it possible to destroy what you love over and over again. I wanted to hold her. I want another shot. We cant end like this. I have to talk to her.
~~~~~~later that night~~~~~
amore was in the same spot since this morning. Tate hadn't left her side. He hadn't even stopped staring at her. It was 12:00 and everyone finally was asleep.
"amore." I said while shaking her gently. She stared at me. " amore I am so sorry. What she said to you. I know I should have told you but I thought that you would leave me." I said with tears running down my face kneeling at the side of her on the couch. My voice was fading into a whisper. She still stared at me. Then she sat up. Then she walked into her room. It was almost as if she was ignoring me. I followed her. She sat on her bed facing the window. I knelt down in front of her pleading her saying, " Amore look I am sorry please forgive me. Its not what you think." she slowly turned to look at me. A tear ran down her blank face. Then a million more. It was weird because she didn't show any emotion. I wiped her face. She fell on me. I picked her up. Then sat down holding her. I cried. The worst thing is to know that the one you love is a hollow shell because of you is heart wrenching.
"your a psychopath! who would ever love you?" the voices in my head said tauntingly. " I love you!" I started screaming at her. She got out of my arms. I looked at her with hope of her being back to normal.
In a cold chilling voice, and a the same unmoved blank face she said. " you don't know what love is."
I grabbed her by the arm, and kissed her, " look at me and tell me that's not love." I hugged her, "Tell me when we hug it you cant feel my love for you." Then I held her hand. " tell me that when we hold hands its not magical!"
she still looked at me unmoved. Did I loose her forever? She put her hand on my face. She said In a still small voice. " Tate. Go away." suddenly it got dark. Until I was in the basement. I screamed, shouted. "What can I do? This cant be it this is not our ending!" I could help but forcefully cry. I started to feel hatred "violet! Violet! Violet!"
"do you ever stop crying?" a jokingly cocky voice said I turned around. There was violet sitting on the steps leaning against the wall.
"you ruined by life!". I screamed " I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" the words flew out of my mouth before I could realize what I was saying, but I when I caught them I knew that they they were true. How could you fall in love with someone and then you make mistakes and they ruins everything for you. Its building up. The darkness.
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