Ah….I am so sorry for making you all wait for a damn month for me to update. ^-^; I was just having a lot of problems is all….
Anyways, why should I make you sit there and read a boring Author's Note?
:3
On with the story! (Remember, I will switch the P.O.V's soon, so try not to get confused!)
There is MAJOR OOCness in this chapter, so yeah…you've been warned.
Chapter 2: More, More
Damn him. Damn him to hell!
Why? Why did he have to be so willing to please me? So willing to give me whatever I wanted? He confuses me so much….this isn't fair.
I cross my arms as I lay back on the bed, waiting for Sesshoumaru to come back into the bedroom. He sent me dinner and a change of clothes to wear to bed…but where was he? Why wasn't he here? He always came to bed early…
Why was I even worried?!
I rolled over onto my stomach and buried my face into the pillow. Until I heard the doors to our bedroom slide open and close. I turned over again, and stared at my older brother, who had a very…concerned look on his face.
"What's wrong with you now?"
I seen him shake his head and walk to the wardrobe, opening it and picking out a silk kimono to wear for bed, light blue and dark blue clashing together on the arms and pant legs.
"Nothing. I'm fine. You can go to sleep, Inuyasha."
"Humph." I turned onto my side, facing away from him as he got into bed. I could hear his breathing coming in long breaths and the beat of his heart, slow and peaceful as he drifted off to sleep.
But I wasn't having that. Oh, no. He was going to get worked tonight.
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"Ah! Oh, mmm…" I moaned as Sesshoumaru flicked his fingers inside my entrance. It felt so good to have him play with me. So good when he was inside of me.
I may hate him, but I love having sex with him.
He slipped a finger inside of me, making sure that it was coated in saliva before he did. He stuck one more after I had gotten used to the feeling and then one more when I started moaning for more.
Sesshoumaru rubbed everywhere inside me, when he hit that special spot that made me scream in pleasure and my body arch and twitch. He had a very concentrated look on his face as he did so, not even looking up at me.
He removed his fingers and quickly got onto his knees, while pulling one leg onto his shoulder and the other around his waist. He slipped his huge cock inside of me quickly, making me whimper in discomfort. He went in dry.
It had hurt, but it was worth it in the end. It always was.
I let myself get adjusted to his length before I started to move against him. "Move, please, move!" I moaned loudly. I was surprised at how wanton I sounded. He complied quickly, thrusting in and out of me…as if he just wanted to get it over with.
I growled and reached forward, pulling his hair until his lips were crashing on mine and his tongue in my mouth. He began to move even harder and angled his hips, so that he hit that sweet spot with every thrust.
I moaned in his mouth and I felt him go harder inside me, slipping against my thighs and pounding me into the mattress. His tongue, still in my mouth, traced my gums, went over my fangs and wrestled with my own.
His hips moved violently as he grunted softly. I always liked to hear him moan, so I tightened myself around him and heard him moan into my mouth. The pressure in my stomach was incredible and it felt delicious. I could feel it all going to my cock, which was rubbing in between our stomachs.
"More, more!" I moaned.
He hit my prostate once more and I came with a scream, spilling onto our stomachs, while he filled me to the max with his own essence. That felt good too, having him cum inside me.
He immediately pulled out though, and rolled over onto his back, panting softly. We were not done. No, not at least for a couple more hours.
I smirked as I climbed on top of him, earning a wide-eyed stare, and began to bite on his earlobe.
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Sesshoumaru's P.O.V.
This… was the hardest decision I have ever had to make…
But, it had to be done. Without question, I had to fix this problem. It had taken me days to figure out what to do, what was best for my child, what was best for Inuyasha…what was best for me.
I grimaced as the word selfish crossed my mind. I sat back in the large chair behind my desk and sighed. This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do…ever.
I loved Inuyasha. With all of my heart. With everything I own. With all of my being. But there's no way I can ever make him feel the same. I am his "bastard of an older brother" and that was the only way he seen me. Other than a lover, of course.
So, when I woke up, I slipped out of the room quietly and told Jenriojin to tell Inuyasha to come to my office as soon as he woke up. Jenriojin nodded and agreed, a sad look crossing his features.
He knew. He knew exactly what I was going to do.
And when Inuyasha came into my office, his arms crossed in the arms of his kimono, his eyes droopy from sleep, his kimono top falling slightly off his shoulder, I wondered to myself how I would ever be able to let such a beautiful creature go.
"Inuyasha. Sit down."
He scoffed and sat on the chair across from me. I needed to do this quickly. I didn't know how long I would last before my own emotions got the best of me. And so, I looked at him, straight in the eye and said,
"As soon as you give birth to our child, you will be free to go."
His eyes widened and his lips parted slightly, a look of pure shock taking over his features. "W-What?"
I stood and looked down at him. "When you give birth to our child, Inuyasha, you will be free to leave this castle and never come back. Just like you've always wished, ne?"
He stared at me for a long moment and stood, his hands clenched in fists, his eyes flashing red.
"You think I'd just leave after my baby is born?! You think I'd abandon my child, leave, and forget about it?!"
He screamed. I looked at him closely, not even flinching when he raised his voice.
"You will not be abandoning the baby, you will be leaving it here, with me."
His face blushed a rosy tint as he clenched his teeth. "And what? You'll just find another mate to replace me?!"
I looked at him once more and crossed my arms. I needed to hurt him. I needed to get him to hate me even more. However much it may hurt me, it was the best thing for all of us.
"Yes. I will find another mate to replace you."
The look on his face, after I said that statement, ripped my heart to shreds. The look of anger went away, replaced by a blank stare to the floor. Tears fell; the salty scent in my nose confirmed it.
He looked up again, his golden eyes shining. "Fine. When I have this baby…" He laid a hand on his stomach. "I'll leave…and I'll never come back."
He looked down once more, and let out a sob as he ran from the room, pushing whatever servant was in the way. I sat on my chair and looked down onto the dark wood. I laid my head in my arms and, being the strong man that I was, my shoulders shook and I began to cry.
End Chapter
*sniffle* I can't believe this! *wipes tears from eyes*
I'm so sorry I made this happen, but…to tell you the truth…I needed to do it, in order for Inuyasha to understand his true feelings for Sesshoumaru.
Yes, it's kind of short, but hopefully, you all enjoyed it.
I don't really know what else to say but to please review and tell me what you think.
As I said before, this is MAJOR OOCness so please don't flame me about that. I warned you, didn't I?
Please review….
Hopefully I hear from you all soon…
Jeanni Ruiz