Serena sat on her bed staring out of her window up at the stars and thought about what her mother had said before. She missed Mamoru and the Senshi but they betrayed her and hurt her in the worst possible way. They broke her heart, snapped it into tiny pieces and threw them away. She couldn't forgive that… But it doesn't matter… she's not Usagi…. She's Serena.
She sighed deeply "Please don't find me….im happy here…" An image of Chibi-Usa popped into her mind causing her to fall back and gasp. She shook her head, clearing the image. Water filled her eyes as she thought of the daughter that would never exist. How wrong she was.
Serena ran down the streets of London, she stopped suddenly outside a gray tall building, she went inside. Looking around she was in a large lobby area with a marble floor, and a reception desk infront of the door with a woman with short blonde hair was on the phone.
"Sorry im late Leanne! I got up late" Serena apologized in English. The blonde haired woman put the phone down and frowned at Serena.
"Are you ok Serena? You're never late…" She said, concern lacing her smooth English accent.
"Hai... I mean yes… I just had a really late night" She lied
Leanne's frown deepened
"We'll I'll just go up to my office now, bye" Serena giggled nervously, running past security and to the elevators.
Minako threw a magazine on a huge pile of magazines with an angry sigh.
"That was my last one!! Any luck you guys?" She asked the rest of the senshi and Mamoru
They all shook their heads while flicking threw pages.
Rei chucked her last one onto the pile of useless magazines
"It's no use!! Ami-Chan we read it wrong, she's not a model…" She said
"We can't give up!! I know she's in one of these magazines I can feel it" Ami said flicking threw the last pages of her last magazine
"Ami-Chan maybe your just hoping so much for her to be in there that's its giving you false judgment" Makoto said, resting a comforting hand on Ami's shoulder.
Ami sighed deeply. "Maybe…" She mumbled
"Hang on a second…. We're all taking Usagi as a klutzy air head, like she used to be… am I right?" Rei suddenly said, everyone winced at the statement but nodded bowing their heads.
"But we all know that Usako is smarter than she makes out to be…." Mamoru butted in
Ami gasped "I bet she's changed her look…"
"…AND NAME!!" Minako finished jumping up and down
Makoto's eyes went wide
"Right everyone look again more closely!!" Mamoru ordered, the senshi set themselves to work without another word.
Serena picked up her phone
"Miss Williams, Your photo shoot for Magita is in an hour, and we have a Mr. Renolds here to see you… shall I send him up?" A voice said from down the phone
"Yes please Nikki, thank you" Serena replied, putting the phone down gently.
She stared at the door waiting for a soft knock, when she heard it she told the person to come in. The door opened slowly and a man with long white hair and violet eyes walked in, Yep, that's right… its Kunzite but without his Dark Kingdom uniform on…
"Hello Kyle" Serena greeted
"Hello my princess" Kyle greeted back, bowing slightly
"Kyle I've told you thousands of times that im not that person anymore, I am Serena not Serenity or Usagi…You have no need to bow, I am as human and normal as you are…" She said gently
Kyle sighed "Serena, you may not want to be Serenity or Usagi but you are her, whether you like it or not… I heard from Nathan that your mother contacted you last night… he said that the senshi have not given up looking for you…"
"That would be correct" Serena nodded, ignoring the first part about her being Usagi.
"I will not try pressure you, ever since you came to us 4 years ago we haven't pressured you, we have brought you in and helped you re-build your life as you helped us re-build ours after resurrecting us… but please Serena… consider going back… I can sense a strong evil…and its getting more powerful by the day… the senshi cannot defeat it without you…"
"Kyle, I have had this conversation with you over and over again, they do not want me…they want Sailor Moon and the crystal… not Usagi…I am not Sailor Moon or the Moon Princess anymore… It's not my problem… it's their problem… it stopped being my problem 4 years ago…When they did what they did…"
"They hurt you, I understand that…but turning your back on the world isn't who you are! And I know deep down its not who you want to be!! If you had the choice between you being normal and your friends dying to you being Sailor Moon and saving your friends, you wouldn't have to think about it for one second… you would save them because you're a kind warrior!"
"They are not my friends Kyle! They stopped being my friends the day they all turned against me and called me a failure; they told me I couldn't be leader anymore! Even Mamoru turned against me and took there side! They didn't give me a chance to explain why I was late to most battles they just shut me out and turned their back on me" Serena's voice broke and tears started to slide down her cheeks.
Kyle walked smoothly over to Serena and pulled her into a safe embrace.
"Me and the generals won't let them hurt you again Serena, I promise you… your safe..." He rubbed her back tenderly while she quietly sobbed in his arms
"I've tried to build walls up around my heart, I've gotten stronger… I am no longer the crybaby I used to be… but I can't help but brake sometimes..." Serena cried
"Shhh" Kyle soothed, gently brushing some wet bangs out of her face
Serena suddenly gasped, pulling her self out of the embrace and wiping her eyes quickly
"Im going to be late to my Photo Shoot!!!" She grabbed her purse and ran swiftly out of the office, leaving Kyle, with his arms still in the air like he was still holding Serena. He let them drop to his side and chuckled to himself
"Don't worry Serena… sooner or later you will go to your friends… You are still Usagi no matter how hard to try not to be…"
AN: So two chapters in one day!!! im sooo good! lol!! hope you all are enjoying it so far!! xxx