Ok we're getting into the Sana hotness lol.
Remember they are in high school still. Drama, drama, drama hehe. PLEASE REVIEW!!
Part 7- Of Invisibility and Afraid of Flying
After getting dressed and grabbing a bowl of cereal both, Ana and Sawyer walked out of the Cortez household. Today was a much lighter day than yesterday; or the past few days for that matter. There was no tension between them what so ever today, almost as if everything disappeared and it was just them. As if the other day forgotten or waking up each others arm was so far from their minds that it would take one hell of a long rope and a truck just to pull it back. They were invisible today and no one would stop them…
"Hey Ana, hey Sawyer." Hurley yelled. Ok maybe not entirely invisible.
Ana smiled and walked towards Hurley, Sawyer followed suit and walked next to her.
"What's up Hurley?" Ana asked bumping fists with him.
"Not much man, on my way to Shannon's. She's having a get together; wanna come?"
"Uh…" she said.
Ana looked towards Sawyer trying to find an answer, he held up his hands telling her it was her decision. She thought for a moment. On one hand they could hang out, just the two of them and hope that things don't get weird again or, hang out with the group and if things get weird again there are plenty of people around the take refuge too.
"Nah, maybe we'll catch up later though." Ana smiled at Hurley.
"Ok dudes see ya." He waved as he walked down the street.
Ana sighed and looked at Sawyer; who was grinning; Ana nodded and continued walking down the street with Sawyer to her left both enjoying the comfortable silence.
Comfortable; now that was a word that didn't get used lately because, it had been everything but. Ana was worried that their friendship was going to be strained from an incident like this, she needed Sawyer by her side and even if that meant pushing that tiny ounce of a more than friendly love to the side, then that was a chance she was taking because in the end she needed him. She knew that she could never make it in life without Sawyer there, to grab her arm when she's about to fly off the deep end or give her that push that was needed when she was to afraid to fly.
Was that the problem?
The fact that Ana NEEDED Sawyer that made this whole ordeal harder. Sawyer was her rock, more than he knew. But if only she knew how well she held Sawyer together.
She was almost like glue that held the pieces of a broken glass together. Even though it was fixed and looked good on the outside, one crack and it was shattered. Holding Ana together was holding him together as well. She was his other half.
Now that makes you wonder… if she was his other half and him to her, why not have a relationship? They were so perfect together so how could they not last forever?
They were both broken; both of their souls darkened from their troubles and their demons. Ana was broken from the fact that her father took off when she was too young to do anything about and how her mother is always working. Then there's Sawyer; who's parents who are never talking long enough to have a real marriage; making Sawyer's father barely around. So that right there was enough to make them understand each other more than anyone else could.
Even though they both had a layer of ice around their heart; that ice always melted when they were together. They brighten each others darkened souls. So maybe that could answer the question as to why they won't take the step: If they turned this friendship into a physical one and it failed. They would be lose those heaters that melted the ice.
They still didn't know where they were going yet; they were just walking; making small talk about along the way.
"I could see if I can borrow my mom's car and we could cruise around." Sawyer suggested. Ana nodded and they headed in the direction of his house.
Walking into his house Ana threw herself on the couch with a sigh. Sawyer walked into the kitchen and came back with two sodas. He sat next to her and popped the top taking a long drink of the cold beverage. Today was a very hot day; it being the middle of summer.
Sawyer's mother came home a half hour later granting them permission to take the car. They walked outside and both got in the vehicle. Sawyer backed out of the driveway and took off down the street.
"So where too Rambina?" He asked.
"I don't know." She sighed.
"Food?" He asked. She nodded. "Where?"
"I don't care…" She said lightly.
They pulled up to the McDonalds and exited. After both filling their face with big Mac's they left the parking lot and continued driving.
(Three Months Later)
School finally started again and Ana and Sawyer were both in tenth grade. It wasn't as bad as they thought it would be but it kept them busy. Sawyer had got a car from his grandparents so now he and Ana could drive to school instead of the bus. They pulled up to the school late as usually and hurried off to their first class.
(Sawyer)
I walked into class with a grin knowing that Ana and I were in for a detention later, it was okay though because as long as we suffered together everything was good. I took my seat in the back next to Hurley and Libby, while Ana sat in front of my and we waited for the teacher to finish filling out our pink slips. Once she was done with that we were both giving detentions for that afternoon. I grinned at Ana who glared at me.
"You made us late Cowboy!" She scoffed. I laughed.
"Look at the bright side, instead of having a life we get to spend an hour in detention."
"Shut up Sawyer." She sighed turning towards the chalk board.
Yup this would be fun.
