Part 13- Just Forget The World
"Wh-what?" Ana asked quietly. "You're kidding me right?" She scoffed softly.
How could her mother be doing this to her? Not now; not after all of this stuff with Sawyer. She's in love with him and now her mother wants to pick up and leave?
"Where? Why? When?" Ana asked.
"About an hours drive; in two weeks because I'm transferring." Her mother answered all at once.
"Why transfer?" She asked.
"To become captain." Teresa stated.
Sawyer sat there staring into space. He couldn't believe that Ana was moving. Who was going to wake him in the morning when he was running late? Who would snuggle on the couch with him and then insult him for being so stupid sometimes? Sawyer didn't really know what to think at the moment; he was still letting it all sink in.
"I'm not going." Ana-Lucia huffed.
"You have no choice." Teresa said.
"Yes, I do!" Ana snapped; standing up.
"Don't use that tone with me." Her mother warned loudly.
Sawyer quickly stood up and grabbed Ana's arm pulling her out of the kitchen and out of the house. He dug in her pocket for the keys and ushered her into the passenger side. He quickly pulled out of the driveway.
"I can't believe her!" Ana yelled.
"Yeah well getting yourself killed isn't going to help either chica." He said turning the corner.
Once they were back at Sawyer's they walked up to his room. Since the mood was killed they just lay in bed next to each other figuring out a plan.
"What if I stayed here?" Ana asked; full of hope.
"Your mother would never go for that." Sawyer sighed. "I say our best bet is the weekends. I can visit or vice versa. We could always talk on the phone."
"What kind of relationship is that?" Ana snorted.
"The best one we can have with you living an hour away." He snapped in frustration. "I'm sorry."
He turned onto his side and laid his head on her chest; wrapping his arm around her stomach; pulling her close. Ana started playing his dirty blonde hair while her chin rested on the top of his head. Sawyer closed his eyes and took a deep breath; breathing in Ana's soft perfume and wishing that this day went differently.
Ana reached over and turned on the radio and listened to the soft music. She began singing softly; she hoped that he knew she was singing for him and hoped he was listening.
If I lay here
If
I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world
I
don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
If I lay here
If
I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world
She stopped singing and left the rest of the song play till the end. She sighed heavily and closed her eyes. How was she going to make it without seeing her friends' everyday at school or texting during history or kissing Sawyer goodbye betweens classes? But her mother was right; she didn't have a choice.
"You know I love you right?" She asked in a quiet, raspy voice.
Sawyer lifted his head off of her chest and caught her eyes in a fiery stare down. He tilted his head to the side and searched her dark eyes. He knew she loved him. He nodded and leant down catching her lips in a passionate kiss; a kiss that let her know everything he felt for her. a tiny moan escaped the back of her throat and she tugged on Sawyer's hair breaking the kiss. She opened her eyes and looked at him with a small smile; a smile that he returned and quickly caught her mouth again in a rough kiss.
They didn't know how but, they would make it no matter what. This was Sawyer and Ana; they were unstoppable.
That night left Ana exhausted; after making out for what seemed like forever; she changed into one of Sawyer's big shirts and they fell asleep wrapped up in each other.
Ana opened her eyes the next morning to find Sawyer lying sideways with his head down by her stomach and his hand was holding his head up. He was tracing her legs with his finger lightly.
"What are you doing?" She whispered.
"Remembering every inch of you…" He stated without looking at her.
Ana didn't say anything just closed her eyes and allowed him to trace her whole body with his fingers; remembering every inch of her. After his exploration; he made his way to her face; tracing softly around the curves of her cheeks, down her jaw line and landing on her lips. He brushed his thumb lightly over her bottom lip and slowly bent down and kissed her. Nothing deep and sexual; just a soft romantic peck.
She whimpered and pushed his shoulders away from her body until he was lying on his back; and Ana towered over his chest.
(Ana)
As I leant over his gorgeous body; I stared into his eyes and smiled. I lifted my hand to his face and slowly ran the back of my fingers along his forehead. He closed his eyes slowly and I worked my way to his cheek. I cupped it for a moment and continued on too his neck. Only touching him with a feather light touch; I passed his pulse point and could feel it racing as his breath got ragged and fast.
I lower to his shoulder and ran my way down his muscular arms. Stopping at his chest I leaned down and placed a kiss in the middle of his chest. I left soft kisses all the way down his torso and stopped on his abs; feeling them flex under me, I smirked lightly and finished tracing his abs with my hand again. Circling around each ab carefully counting them; I grinned when I counted eight; my man had an eight pack…yum. I chuckled softly and bent down; licking and swirling around each muscle; all eight of them. Sawyer groaned loudly and dug his fingers tightly in my hair.
It happened so fast I didn't even realized I was on my back until I was already lying down. I gave him a confused look as he attacked my mouth with kisses while his hands roamed around my body. This wasn't fair he gets to feel up on my twice and I only get half as much?! I smiled at the thought and wrapped my arms around his back pulling him closer. He continued his assault on my neck and my breathing got loud and heavy. I could feel his hot breath on my neck; I moaned softly.
"Sawyer…" He stopped to listen. "I'm ready." I whispered.
"Are you sure?" He murmured against my neck.
"Yeah…" I paused. "I'm positive…please." I whimpered.
He nodded slowly and I sat up so he could take off my shirt; leaving me in nothing but my panties. His hands came to my chest caressing and tweaking softly; making me moan. When I expected to lose my virginity; I never thought it would be like this. This is…special, I had always thought that Sawyer and I would get drunk and it would be a spur of the moment thing but, I'm so happy that it's like this and no way else. Sawyer grabbed onto the elastic of my panties and pulled them down slowly; he couldn't stop staring and it was making me nervous. I think that it had something to do with the fact that he hadn't had the chance to just stare before. Usually we were busy doing other things; so I guess he was just milking it up while he had the chance.
Sawyer lay in between my legs staring down at me giving me that reassuring smile.
"Are you sure?" He asked softly. I nodded and took a deep breath; holding it.
I dug my fingers into his back and squeezed my eyes shut when I felt him break that last seal of innocence. Once the small pain subsided I let out the breath I was holding and opened my eyes. Sawyer was giving me eyes full of concern and I just smiled and nodded. I closed my eyes once again and waited for whatever was to come.
