i need to leave you to make sure he's okay
that, i know for sure

-x-

i am truly loyal to him,
everybody knows
that i can't live without him
and he
knows that

-x-

you don't agree, i know
you are angry, i know

-x-

you don't deserve my disregard,
maybe i know that
it's irresponsible, it's reckless
maybe i know that

-x-

i am all for self-preservation
that, i know for sure