These two are just so great at getting into things that they shouldn't be, huh? ;)

Dick Wolf owns my soul.

xx

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2:43 am.

Olivia woke up and let her eyes adjust to the darkness. She could hear someone snoring and she had forgotten that someone was Elliot. "Oh my god.." She closed her eyes, rubbing her temples. Everything had come back to her and she couldn't believe it happened. Well, she could but, she didn't think it would have ever actually happened. Olivia had sex with her partner. Her best friend. But it was incredible sex. That man was a god in bed, and she wanted to ask if he had always been that good, and if Kathy had been that lucky, or if he had all of a sudden become incredible. Because if she had been married to Elliot, she would never want to divorce him. Well, not just because he was incredible.

Olivia slowly sat up, trying not to wake him and winced at the pain she felt between her legs. Yup, tomorrow as going to be hell, but she only had herself to blame.

Actually, she wasn't even sorry that she slept with Elliot. It was everything she had ever wanted and more. He was so gentle and loving at first, and there was only so much gentle and loving sex she could take before she needed to be fucked. He fucked her, and she felt like a whole new person.

She glanced over at him asleep still and picked up her panties off the floor and his t-shirt and slipped it on and headed into the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror and laughed softly. She had definitely just got fucked. Her ponytail was half up now, and her hair was all over the place, she had forgotten to take her makeup off after her bath so that was running. The crying she had done earlier hadn't helped either. "You're a hot mess, Benson." She laughed softly to herself again and took off her makeup and fixed her ponytail.

Olivia didn't know how they were going to deal with this now. Her feelings for Elliot had been all over the place. All she ever wanted from him was to be loved, and she knew he loved her with all he had, but it was different. They weren't allowed to explore that territory. Elliot had been married for as long as they had been partners and Olivia knew better than to ever cross that line, and she never wanted to be the other person.

Of course she knew Kathy had always blamed Olivia for her and Elliot's divorce, and Elliot had told Kathy time and time again that nothing was going on between them, but Kathy knew better. She knew they had been in love with each other for years, and she knew Elliot would never be the same if Kathy had taken Elliot away from SVU and New York, especially Olivia.

Olivia, on the other hand, was always the one to push Elliot to try to save his marriage. And when he and Kathy did get back together when she found out she was pregnant with Eli, Olivia couldn't deny the fact that she was a little hurt. She had pushed Elliot harder than anyone to make sure their marriage had lasted. And well, look where it had ended up.

Elliot had fucked Olivia senseless and now they had to deal with their feelings, finally.

Olivia glanced at the clock and rolled her neck, trying to get some kinks out before she decided to head back into the bedroom. They both had to be at the precinct for eight, so she had a few more hours to rest. Olivia laid back down to Elliot and closed her eyes. It had only felt like a moment before she heard the alarm go off.

6:45 am.

Olivia hit the button on the alarm to turn it off and rolled to her side, reaching her arm out then feeling the empty space next to her. Of course she wanted to be pissed at him for leaving her without saying anything, but when she heard the rattling of drawers in the kitchen, she simmered down and got up. "Elliot?" Olivia softly called out walked into the kitchen.

He glanced up at her and stopped what he was doing and smiled. "I never thought I'd wake up to something so goddamn beautiful before, and here I am, staring at you."

Hearing those words were so strange, but so incredible to her. "Stop it." Olivia blushed and walked over to him and rubbed his bare chest then looked up at him. "I know we have to go to work in a bit… But we also need to talk about us… And last night." She softly said and leaned up to gently peck his lips. "I don't regret anything." Olivia began and Elliot quieted her with another kiss.

"Thats all I needed to hear." He smiled and poured the milk into the coffee cup and handed it to her. "We'll talk tonight, after work. Sound good?" He kissed her forehead. "I gotta get home and change… I can't have a walk of shame. Fin will know." Elliot smirked and grabbed his jacket.

Olivia's cheeks blushed red. "Do you want your shirt at least?" She asked and sipped her coffee.

Elliot chuckled and pulled his jacked on and zipped it up. "If you take it off, then we'll definitely be late for work." He smirked and headed out the door. Olivia laughed and rolled her eyes and grabbed her phone off the coffee table and sat down for a moment.

'Jesus Christ, Alex, I really hope we cross paths at one point today. I did something you'll never believe.' Olivia sent a quick text to her best friend and got into the shower.