Title:

Fangirl Friendships

i'd like to describe what it is for us
or at least for me
i'd like to show off to the world
how this is so legit and so radiant
but i find myself overwhelmed and vanquished
from all its artistry, spontaneity, authenticity and love
simply, love

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i'd like to trace all of its edges
and let the readers enter the core
of how it is for us
not only on what being a fan means,
people already know that
but what it means to have friendships like these

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true to form, i am dozing off
sometimes in sleep and in sleepiness we march on

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i can't describe it now
i can't unleash it now
or will i ever be able to?
will i ever record and represent
how we are?

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whatever the answer is,
i have an answer to that new blinking message,
yes