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Authors Notes: Happy New Year!!! Hope you all had a great 2008, and hopefully this year will be even better. I was happy with all the amazing feedback I got from everyone! Made me so excited to see all the enthusiasm over my budding couple hehehe. Hopefully this chapter will leave you all satisfied. Please keep up the reviewing! 3

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Reviewer1719 – If I told you all of the answers, there wouldn't be need for plot. Psshh. But I love the enthusiasm!

ladylovercsi08 – yeah, turned me on a little hahah! Jk. Glad you enjoyed it.

Justanotherditzyredhead – they are the best, and I tried really hard to make Alice's sweet. And I'm glad you took notice of the book similarity. I want to keep them as similar as possible, but also make them my own.

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Music:

"You Already Take Me There" – Switchfoot

"Endlessly" – Muse

"More Than Anyone" – Gavin DeGraw

Kissing My Soul

Alice PoV

I was sitting on the floor of my bedroom, Jasper to my left with his face stuck in a very boring looking novel on World War Two. I sighed loudly, trying to convey my boredom to him without actually having to say I was bored. My eyes rolled over to him to see if I had gotten a reaction from him. No such luck. He, instead, turned the page and I could see the concentration on his face, his thought wrinkled brow the only evidence I needed.

I stood up and flopped face first onto my bed, breathing another sigh into my pillow. It was Sunday afternoon and instead of being out at the mall with Jessica, I was sitting in my room, bored, while the object of my desire sat reading a war book, which he found to be way more interesting than me.

Speaking of Jessica, I wonder if she bought those shoes she had been dying to use her paycheck on… I rolled over to the edge of my bed and swung my arm around, my attempt in finding my cell phone that I placed somewhere on the floor.

As if hearing my thoughts, Jasper grabbed the object before my smaller hand could reach it, and placed it out of reach to the side of him.

"Your not calling Jessica; it's our time together and I'm not going to spend the next four hours listening to the two of you rant about cloths." His eyes never left the book.

"Oh, so what? I can sit here and watch you read some horribly boring book for the day? You're being hypocritical Jazz." I managed to maneuver my upper body into a sitting position on my elbows, fixing my eyes onto his beautiful face.

"You didn't express your boredom… Verbally that is." He closed his book and sat it on the floor gently like it was a bible. He then proceeded to stand and make his way onto my bed next to me. His fingers ran up and down against my red and black plaid pajama pant covered thigh.

He was facing me, resting his head on his bent arms open hand. His eyes were running across my features and I felt myself blush. I wasn't exactly looking my best at the moment, my grey thin hoodie and pajama pants not exactly the latest fashion trend.

He had called me up that morning, explaining how he would be bringing me lunch in bed and to not change out of my pajamas. Of course I wasn't expecting him to look as appealing in his baggy black sweats and plain white tee as he did. Some people woke up from sleep and actually looked like they slept. And then there were the few like Jasper who woke up and managed to look perfect, something usually only seen in movies. I had protested that it wasn't fair and that I should change, but he just tossed a raisin bagel at me and told me to shut up.

Suddenly a shiver ran up my spine, as his slightly cold fingers pushed past the hem of my hoodie and onto bare skin, although the chill was more from the contact rather than the cold. I raised my eyes from his chest, which I had obviously dazed out looking at, and caught his eyes. The dark green irises were glazed over and bordered on the brink of being black.

His fingers continued their journey up my ribs, stopping momentarily before he let his nails scrape teasingly slow back down. Those deadly fingers had me on the brink of ecstasy and he was barely even ghosting them across my enflamed skin.

"Still bored?" His voice was teasing, like his fingers. His mouth was close enough to mine that only a short shift forward would be needed to close the distance. And as tempting as that was, I was determined to keep from giving in so easily.

"I thought southern gentlemen didn't lay in bed with girls they weren't engaged to be married to?" I batted my eyelashes at him, using a fake southern accent, pretending to be an innocent southern belle.

"Oh, yes ma'am. That is correct. But I don't remember saying I was a gentlemen today. Do you?" His flirtatious tone and sinful smile had be giggling and shaking my head.

I rolled onto my back and let him crawl on top of me. He just stared down at me, his whole body language changing from flirty to serious.

"Look in my eyes, and tell me what it is you see? And not just the color Alice; I need you to really look inside of me." His voice sounded pleading, like he was unsure of himself and what I would see.

I did what he asked though, attempting to read and see everything that was Jasper, so that I could relay into words what made him who he was in my eyes.

"I see a lot of emotions, though I think they're more of what you have felt in other people, rather than your own feelings. I see secrets and sins. I see you being torn over something internally. I also see a wall, some barrier that's keeping you separate from who you were. I also see a lot of regret and sadness in you." I started, my eyes shifting between his, trying to see deeper, to see the man I knew he was underneath all his secrets and sins. "But that's just the visible part of the iceberg. The part you try to hide is who you really are. Your quiet, not because your not paying attention, but because you take in more than just words. I see deep compassion for your family, a man who would do anything for the people he loves. I can see you have a jealous and possessive side, and that you like to keep your 'things' to yourself. But the biggest part of you I can see is the strength you have obtained from all of your mistakes, and that each day is a struggle to keep yourself from ever turning back into who you used to be." I let the last words whisper out of my mouth, my hands reaching up to grasp his cheeks in either palm.

Jasper smiled at my suddenly saddened face and bent his elbows down to allow himself the ability to kiss my cheeks. His lips fluttered over my skin like butterfly wings.

Hastily, I grabbed him by the back of the neck and brought his mouth firmly down on mine. The backs of my eyelids lit up with the connection of our over heated mouths and the fireworks display began.

I eagerly opened my mouth and took his full bottom lip in between my own and pulled at it with my teeth, sucking on it and swiping it with my tongue after the abuse. His groan sounded like sex to my ears.

Pushing my hoodie over my head, Jasper ran his fingers up and down my now bare stomach, his hands never quite making it to chest. He was desperately trying to touch as much of me as possible without exceeding his own limits.

I wrapped my own legs around his narrow waist, grinding my lower body up into his. I could feel his muscles spasm under my hands as he ripped his mouth away from mine to give a full-blown animalistic growl in my ear. I could hear it in his voice that his self-control was lessening and it was making me excited to push the limit as far as he would allow me.

Unfortunately I was at my farthest limit. He gripped my hips and thrust them down into my mattress and away from his body. I was about to complain and protest, when his mouth at the side of my throat had me loosing my ability to speak. His teeth scrapped at my sensitive flesh followed by a gentle nip. His lips and tongue then proceeded to calm the abused flesh. The process continued all the way around my neck and down to my collarbone where he ran his tongue languidly across. I had by this time, my head thrust back onto my pillow, my eyes shut tight and breathy sighs escaping my lips. My right hand was fisted in his soft hair, while the other one gripped the sheets next to me.

I had never thought that a mouth could create such sensations, something Jaspers mouth had obviously mastered.

Jasper PoV

She had looked inside me, trying to desperately search for me underneath the façade I wore daily. Her obvious concern for what she did see was what touched me the most.

I was placing light kisses along her cheeks, attempting to ease her concern and show my gratefulness towards her. I was barely lifting my head from the last kiss when I felt her rather harshly grab my head and slam her cherry colored lips against mine.

Her raw sexual emotions were rolling off of her in waves that made it hard to not loose myself in, and I instantly found myself eagerly kissing back.

I could tell that she was a fast learner when she mimicked my own moves on my lower lip. Her actions were a little rougher than what mine had been the other night, and it had me instantly seeing stars, an incontrollable moan rolling out of my mouth and into hers.

Her sweatshirt was suddenly too much of a barrier between us, and I made my hands work as fast as possible at removing the damned article of clothing. Her now practically bare chest was emitting more heat than a burning flame. I was using as much control as I humanly had to not rip her bra and pants off of her heavenly body. I wasn't about to turn a make-out session into her loosing her virginity to an overly horny teenager who couldn't control his sexual appetite. I instead allowed my hands the pleasure to freely roam across her tight stomach and trace her ribs.

FUCK… My mind was screaming. My eyes flew open and nearly popped out of my head. Her sudden bold move had me grating my hips just as hard back into her. My dick went instantly rigid and I couldn't even keep the animalistic growl from escaping. My hands were shaking from the control I was attempting to keep over them to pin the little minx's hips down beneath me.

I desperately tried to distract her; kissing and sucking my way all over her deliciously exposed creamy neck. I almost felt bad for the bruises that would form by tomorrow I was purposefully making.

When I got to her collarbone I let me tongue trace it, her withering body in silent ecstasy beneath me. The grip she had on my hair was almost painful, but worth it with the eye full I got of her face contorted in pleasure, her eyelids fluttering in lust.

I pulled my mouth away from her skin and rested my head in the crease of her neck and shoulder, my body slumping down on top of hers. I was still incredibly hard, painfully so. It had me panting harder than necessary, my body trying to cool itself down. She had her nails gently digging into my neck and was pulling them from my hairline down to my shoulder, where they stopped.

"We could continue you know… I don't really want to stop..." her words were breathy and she accentuated what she was implying with a hard roll of her hips.

I bared my teeth and ground them down. She was driving me insane and if she continued anymore, I would give in to her. "Stop it Alice." My voice was harder than it needed to sound, but my frustration was pushing me to the edge of my control.

I moved off of her smaller body, shifting myself to be as comfortable as possible.

My eyes stared at her half naked body next to me, ecstasy written all over her flushed skin. God she was hot… And innocent. Which was a combination both deadly and erotic.

Her bruised lips were pouting at me, "What the hell Jasper…? Am I not as tempting as the other girls you've been with?"

I could feel my eyebrows drawing together, and I stared at her like she had two heads. "Alice, you and I both know, no, rather have just felt how tempting you are to me. And believe me Alice, I would gladly love to continue this and take everything you've got, but I care way too much about you to do something like that. I want your first time to be special, not rushed into." I brought my hand up to her cheek to gently rub it and then pulled it back to rest at the side of my head.

I watched her roll onto her side to face me, her annoyance still apparent on her face.

A Cheshire cat grin spread across my own face, "But I would love to lay here and just stare at you like this for the rest of the day. Nothing like black lace to give a guy some not so gentlemen-like ideas." I flirtingly raised my eyebrows up and down at her and brought my hand up her back to tease her with a flick at the clasp of her bra.

I watched her face go red and laughed when she scrambled up to search for the hoodie I had flung just minutes ago across the room.

It amused me to know how easily she could switch emotions.

She was better than anything I had ever been apart of.

Alice PoV

I frantically pulled my sweatshirt back over my head, my face burning from his previous comment. I had felt so exposed suddenly with him just starring openly at me like that.

I hoped back into the bed next to him and smiled at him before cuddling up to his side. I caressed his back in random patterns and attempted to entwine my body with his.

I felt my face heat up more as he pulled me into his hold, my leg between his and brushing against his still obvious hard-on. I felt bad for his current state, imagining just how painful it must have been for him to stop our earlier actions.

With my mind almost clear from its horny fog, I could understand what he meant by not wanting to rush things. I loved him for being able to stop, for wanting to treat me as something special.

I lifted my chin up to him, his eyes instantly locking in on mine. An internal battle was being fought and his teeth kept grinding down, his jaw strained and tight. I patiently waited for him to speak, my eyes never faltering.

"Who you are… is what defines my dreams, Alice. I was hoping earlier, …that when I asked you what you saw, you would be able to see it in me." He stopped for a moment, his mouth trying to come out with the best way to say his next sentence. I could see him straining, trying to pick and choose the proper words to describe what he was feeling. "I am hopelessly in love with you and I want to be the one to set you free… No, I need to be the one to do that. And I will. I want you to tell me everything you need and I will try, …with everything I am Alice, to be that. I can't promise you I'll succeed. But I can promise you that I will love you more than anyone. I won't let you down and I'll never leave you. I will never give you up." His voice was strained with every word, saying them like they had hurt him to keep them all in.

His eyes had sucked the life from around me and put me in a state of mind that literally allowed me to feel the honesty behind each syllable. I knew it was difficult for him to tell me that, to be so verbally emotional.

The comfort zone he was blurring the lines of for me had my heart in my throat. No one has ever tried so hard to do anything like that for me before, least of all something that would benefit only me.

I let his words sink in; allowed them to flow through my veins and into my heart. I bit my lower lip and looked him in the eye, searching for what I already knew to be the truth.

"I love you." I hesitantly stated the words, hoping he could feel it ooze out of me in its purest form and see it through my eyes where lies can't be told.

I knew he had received my heartfelt message when he kissed me, because it wasn't my lips he was kissing, it was my soul.

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