Kerupttina: Sorry for all the short chapters! I'll try to write longer ones for you guys- haha I write so much but yet my chapters seem to get longer each time I write one! I think it's just a habit… Hmmm… * goes to investigate *
Thanks to the readers/reviewers who have taken the time to read my story! More Thanks to Leafy for telling me she wanted to see Terra In my TT Series… Here's to you Leafy! Hope you like it!
-Carp
Beastboy led Terra down the hallway to her old room and the door opened and she turned to him.
"Beastboy, I-" She was interrupted as he spoke abruptly, shaking his head and growling slightly.
"It's fine Terra. You should get some sleep, it probably took some power out of you having to get here. Just get some sleep and call if you need anything," He put a communicator in to her hands, "If you want to push yourself to use it, that is." The door closed, separating them and Terra sighed and rubbed her arm as she put the communicator into her pocket.
She turned and scanned the room and saw something on the dresser. She looked at it and it was that heart-shaped vanity box that Beastboy had made her. She closed her eyes as a tear escaped them and landed in the box. She looked up at the roof and then out the window as she put the box down.
She looked at a star that shone bright in the north and she sighed as another tear fell onto the window pane. "God, please make this christmas be easy."
Beastboy walked through the doors into the main room and smiled as he saw Raven look up from her book and smile slightly.
"You alright Beastboy?" Raven spoke with a slight compassion and it made him feel honored that she was being so kind to him and he nodded as he jumped over the couch and sat next to Cyborg where Robin and Starfire previously were.
"Where's Rob and Star?" Beastboy asked as he picked up a video game controller and Cyborg smiled as he nodded to the door.
"Bird Boy's tryin' to teach Star how to sing." Cyborg laughed as he answered and saw Beastboy's expression and BB shook his head.
"Dude, that's the last thing I thought he'd be teachin' her."
"...Was being so cloOOS-" Robin covered her mouth and smiled at her softly and she blushed. He rubbed his neck and pulled his hand away as he spoke.
"Okay, that was... Better... You got the first 2 letters of 'close' right..." He tried to be encouraging but Starfire sighed in frustration and defeat.
"Oh! I will never get this singing right! I wish to learn from you but I can not!" She put her head in her hands and jumped as she felt Robin's strong arms wrap around her softly, stroking her hair, and his warm breath hitting her cheek. She breathed in the scent of his shampoo (A/N: Lame, I know but i'm tired right now) and put her arms around him, cordially becoming calm.
"It's alright Star... You just have to breathe, be calm, and focus on the music... It's serene, not hardcore, its just like happiness. Like you're flight- it's not meant to bring you down, it's supposed to lift you up. This song, it's a little sad, but it is an easy song to sing. Will you try again?" His voice was soft and loving and it floated into her ears.
"For you." He smiled and let go of her and played the music again and she breathed in when the words started and he was amazed as she let out a soft, angelic, and beautiful voice that was like nothing he had ever heard.
When the song ended the CD stopped and he was awestruck and she turned to him in joy.
"Robin! Did i do it right?" He nodded slowly and smiled as he put a hand on her cheek and took her other hand in his.
"You did it perfect, Star." She blushed and he leaned in to kiss her and they jumped as the door was slammed open by Cyborg.
"Oops," Cy spoke obliviously to what he had interruptted but noticed Robin glaring daggers at him and Starfire looking angry as well, "Uh, I was just wondering if y'all wanted to come down to Movie night?" He sweat-dropped and Robin and Starfire rolled their eyes (A/N: Not that you can see Robin's eyes!! :P) and walked out the door behind him.
On the way there Robin took Star's hand and whispered into her ear softly and quietly...
"I love you."
Beastboy stood before Terra's door and he sighed thoughtfully.
"Why do I keep coming back to her?," He thought to himself, "She hurt me so much... Why do I want to keep coming back??" He suddenly found himself knocking on her door and it opened silently and she looked shocked to see him.
"Beastboy! What is it?" She tilted her head and he stared as a strand of blonde hair fell over her eye and he felt the urge to brush it away but he stopped himself and blushed.
"It's movie night. Want to come?" He spoke quickly and high-pitched and she was thankful he wasn't using a stony-hard tone anymore.
"I'd like that." She left her room and they went to the living room and everyone turned and smiled.
"Hurry up we've been waiting for y'all!" Cyborg shouted and they jumped onto the couch as the movie started.
Beastboy's POV.
Why.... Can't... I....... Stop.... Thinking..... About..... HER! She hurt me so much but yet I want her to be around me, I want her to be with me... What is wrong with me? Do i have some kind of brain boggle? Okay that was a dumb thing to ask myself.... But why can't I stop thinking about her? I mean.... I could anytime i want to...
I could stop thinking about her blonde hair, pale skin, blue eyes, long legs, her cute laugh, her beautiful smile, her.... I can stop thinking about her! I just need to think about something else! Uh... Schooling Cy at video games, stealing Raven's journal, Robin and Starfire Hugging, Terra kissing me...
"AHH!!?!" I screamed and everyone stared at me like i was insane. "Shhh!" They all said in unison and turned back to the movie. I looked at Terra and blushed as she looked at me oddly. Like she was asking me something.
I quickly turned away and looked back at the movie, trying to disappear.
Terra's POV.
I'm suprised he's been talking to me so much, I mean... I hurt him so badly.... He really is a good person. I shouldn't have worked with Slade, I knew I shouldn't have but I did anyways! I had a friend standing right there in front of me, an amazing, wonderful friend, and instead i went to work with a crazy physco-path!
What is wrong with me?! Why couldn't i see him? Okay, that's stupid because he's green of course i could see him... But why should this bother me so much? Seriously... Why does it bother me....
I could forget all about what happened in the past and start over... But would that hurt him more? Oh i don't know what to do!! I wish he loved me like i loved him!
I gasped slightly and shook my head and turned to Beastboy as he screamed and everyone stared at him too. "Shhh!" They spoke together and turned back to the screen, and he looked at me.
His emerald eyes flashed full of embarrasment and fear and I tilted my head in confusion and he blushed and immeadiatly turned away. I sighed sadly and turned back to the movie, not noticing him curling up into a ball, trying to hide himself.
After the movie, all the titans were not adverse to heading to their rooms to get some sleep in case they had a night mission. After everyone left the room, Starfire stayed with Robin to turn off the DVD player and to help him set off.
"Robin, may i inquire to ask you as why Beastboy was acting, as you say, 'the straight-up strange'?" Robin laughed as she spoke with her strange way of putting her words, but somehow he understood her all the more than any one else.
"I don't know Star, I haven't talked with him lately." He answered her, glancing over his shoulder at the Tamaranian goddess, her red hair falling lightly over her face, and he pulled himself away from the DVD player to brush it off of her face and she blushed as he stroked her cheek lovingly. "I think it's because Terra had hurt him by saying she didn't remember him at all.
"I suppose the so. But, should he not be happy? Perhaps she has in turn decided to try to redeem their old friendship- and perhaps upbring more than that?" She tilted her head and he smiled and kissed her forehead.
"Perhaps," He spoke playfully and she smacked his arm as he teased her, "but you should really get some sleep, Star..." She smiled and hugged him.
"As you wish." She pulled away and he kissed her on the cheek lightly before she spun gracefully on her heel to traverse out the door and to her quarters. He rubbed his neck as he turned to the window, looking up at the sky as it started to snow. The stars shone brightly and he sighed.
"Please make things easier for him. I don't know if he can take too much of this." His voice was tender and thoughtful, and was used with a tone he saved for Starfire only. He turned around after sighing again and left for the door, gingerly grabbing the DVD on the way out.
Beastboy sat on his bed, sprawled spread-eagle on his back as he stared at the roof.
"Should I talk to her?," He questioned himself continuously as his mind swirled, "I mean, It's not like she can just push me away... Like she did before..." He groaned as he pillowed his head in his hands.
"What am I doing?! How hard is it to ask her if we could start over, make a new page in our lives, RIP the pages of the PAST OUT?!" He sat up and clawed the sheets of the bed, making holes in them and he soon retracted his claws and groaned and sighed. He breathed deeply, in and out, in and out, and repeated that several times before he was sure he was completely calm and serene.
"Okay BB. This is what you're going to do. Walk up to Terra's door, and tentatively ask her if she would like to be friends again." He sighed and stood and looked out the window again, up at a bright star, shining in the north, shining brighter than all of the snow that tried to obscure it, but the vision of the diamond-like star was as clear as day.
"God, help me, please..."
Terra sat at her Vanity, staring at herself in the mirror. She reminisced on all the times she and Beastboy had spent together so long ago.
"Why did I lie to him?" She was so angry with herself because of what she did to him, what she SAID to him. "I hurt him so much, I treated him like shit, and now he's treating me like a friend again... I feel horrible..."
She shot upright as her door was knocked on and she timidly called out to whoever was masked by the steel door.
"Who... Who is it?" She sounded nervous and afraid and the body on the other side cringed as it replied...
" It's Beastboy."
DUH DUH DUH!
Of course its BB! No, it's a fruitti-tutti obsessed bona-fide santa clause. Sheesh people.
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Readers? Fans? Leafy?--- What do you think?
Sorry if it's a little crappy- you were already warned- i've never wrote a story about Terra! I've put her in them... Just not all about her!!
*sweats* Heh-heh... Sorry....
Jerry: Sheesh Carp get a life.
Carp: I still upgraded to a pen, Jerry.
Jerry: *holds pencil* It's not your fault, it's not your fault....
Carp: Okaii.....wtflol.....
soooo, R&R! Read and Review! Reviews really keep me going, and luckily i get most of my reviews when i'm sad or sick, so it really lifts my spirits when i'm down! Keep me going! I need at least 3-5 reviews before i will go on to the next chapter!
THANKS GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Carp God Bless!3
Hasta la chirp moo!