Chapter: 3
Edward~
Alice just jumped the gun and ran away with Bella; I was headed to my room when she came running back. "Edward I am taking Bella to do some girly things, I want you to use this time to think about how you feel about her. I saw you look at her the same time dad looked at mom, Edward the looks were the same. Think about it." Then she just walked away. WTF! "Oh and by the way, she feels the same."
Ohhh that little pixie. What is she up to? I stood there stunned for about 10 minutes before my brother jasper came up and started waving his hand in front mf my face. What's up with people and doing that today?
"Brother what's wrong? You are standing there like someone just stole your ice cream and gave you $100,000.00 instead. What's up?"
I really didn't know what to say. Do I tell him what's going on with Bella? Even though there is nothing going on… yet. She is so beautiful, the way her hair looks with the sunset shining through the clouds. Today was a kinda sunny day there was still lot's of clouds, but the clouds lets just enough sun through to let my so the lovely auburn color in her hair.
"I think I am falling in love with Bella."
He just stood there, fucking stood there. Prick. "Well uhmm, umm… You don't even know her dude."
What a fucking jack ass. "Well no shit. I don't know what to say, there is a tugging that just won't subside when I am anywhere near her. Even right not it's there, it's almost pain full. No! It is pain full." I don't know how it happened but we were sitting on my bed. Huh Imentally shrugged; I really must be out of it.
"Well Edward all I can say is is that, the feeling you say you have for Bella was the same feeling I had for Alice. So buddy I think you are in love. What are you gonna do?"
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! "I dunno." I just shook my head and got up. I need to have a shower, showers always help me think.
When I got into the shower all I could do was see Bella. It was like she was there with me; it was the most beautiful site. The way the water made rivers over her shoulders and down her arms, the way she put her head back to wash her hair. The way the water made a pool at the small of her back, the way it streamed over her plump ass. The way the water made a waterfall off her delicious collarbones and fell through the valley of her wonderful cleavage. That was it I was so far gone I had to relieve myself or I would not make it through the rest of the night. It didn't feel right the jerk myself off in the same house as Bella, but what needs to be done needs to be done!
Grabbing my already hard cock I started some affective motions from the tip to the base. I just kept picturing Bella and her doing it to me, it felt kinda degrading to her but I knew that if I pictured her doing it, it would be over faster. I pictured those small hands of hers rubbing me so softly it hurt, she started to speed up and started getting on her knees. The way she moved I couldn't help the grunts that came out, it was phenomenal like nothing I have ever seen. She put my rock hard cock in her mouth. "Yeah you like that Bella? You like my hard dick in your mouth?"
I was really hoping that I did not say that out loud, I don't know who could be listening. She looked up at me with her big brown doe eyes and sucked. Oh the feeling of having her hot mouth around me was like heaven, nothing has ever felt this good. She was good, she was good for me and I new it. With one last trip down to the base she put my whole length in her mouth and lightly dragged her teeth up my length, she sucked on the tip and I came right there. The way she looked swallowing my cum was amazing. I love this girl and I truly new it when I looked in her eyes.
What the fuck is wrong with me. It was a fucking day dream, OMG I am in for it now. I got out of the shower and dried off. When I went into my room to put on some boxers so I could go to bed, Bella was sitting on my Leather sofa I had in my room.
"HI…" She blushed; I have not seen anything so fucking beautiful in my life. "Umm, I Just needed the bathroom. Sorry to just barge in here."
"Umm… No it's fine totally fine." Wow I must have looked stupid. OMG what if she heard me in the shower? I knew I let out a couple very loud grunts and said her names a couple more times then necessary. She was just staring at me, I felt kinda uncomfortable.
"Well I should have a shower. Sorry to bother you." She got up and started on her way to the bathroom. What am I gonna do? I want to spend more time with this girl.
"Hey... Bella?" She turned around a gave me a questioning look.
"Yes?"
Come on fucker just ask her. "Would you like to… uhmm… go to dinner with me sometime?" There it's out all I have to do is wait for the answer.
She stood there for what seemed like forever and she finally opened her mouth only to shut it again, she did that about 3 times before she answered.
"I think I would not be apposed to that." And she walked into my bathroom, our bathroom and shut the door. I stood there for about 5 minutes and finally heard the shower turn on. I went to go sit on my bed when I heard my angle.
"Edward?"
What would she want? "Yes my Bella?" OMG did I just call her my Bella?
"I forgot to gram pj's do you think you could grab me some out of my bag and bring them to me?"
"Where's your bag?" Could she really want me to, OMG what if I see her naked?
Way to go Cullen, you are now thinking like a real perv!
Oh great the almighty voice in side my head. Who do I owe the pleasure?
Cause you are going to fuck this up without me! I got cho back bra!
I just rolled my eyes at myself.
"It's in my room."
"Okay give me a minute."
I went to her room to grab some pj's out of her bag. Maybe I should just bring her, her whole beg?
Are you a moron? Go inside her bag and look fucker! She asked you to.
Well I guess she kinda did.
So I looked in her bag to find her pj's. They were fucking silk little boy shorts and a silk tank top, they were a soft baby blue that would look eatable against her milky skin.
I was going to close the bag that contained all of her things when I noticed something lacey and very pink; I took it out of the bag. OMG what did she need this for? Was she planning something with someone? Maybe she put it in there by mistake… Wow Bella in pink lacy lingerie. Mmm…
I was pulled out of my day dream by someone clearing there throat.
"Are those my pajamas Edward?" SHIT
You are sooo busted buddy.
"Uhmm, yes here."
"Thank you." Uh-Oh what was she thinking? FUCK I still have her underwear in my hand.
"Here… I guess you might need these." I passed her the lingerie, I am sure I have on a smug smile. I hope not.
"EDWARD!" She slapped me playfully on the arm. "What are you doing with those?"
Shit what do I say?
Tell her that you thought she would need them…?
"I just thought you would need them…?" Did I say that as a question? I think I did. FUCK!
"Well these aren't something you were to bed under pj's… So I guess it's one or the other!"
What was she saying? That she was either going to were the pink underwear or the pj's?
Pink underwear please!
"What do you think I should wear?" She said holding up the bra and underwear in one hand and the blue silk pj's in the other.
"Well whatever you feel more comfortable in love." Oh shit I did not just say that out loud.
Oh dam right's buddy you did. She is gonna see right through you now.
Bella~
So I got out of the shower wondering where my pj's were and why Edward had not brought them in yet. So I grabbed a towel drying myself off and wrapped it snug around my body. I exited the bathroom and walked to my room.
OMG why did he have those in his hands? And why was he looking at them like there was someone in them? Maybe he was picturing me in them? I thought about it for a minute with a smug look on my face and then thought about it, no he was thinking about some other girl in them I can tell. He does not like me nope! Not gonna happen.
After a minute with debating with myself on what to do I cleared my throat to tell him that I was there.
"Are those my pajamas Edward?" he had my silky baby blue pj's in one hand and my very pink lingerie in the other.
"Uhmm, yeah here." He said passing me my pj's, but held on to the pink underwear for what looked like dear life! Haha how cute!
"Thank you." I just sat there and waited for him to give me the lingerie but to me it looked like he wasn't gonna give them back.
He sat there for a minute and what looked like realization crossed in his eyes.
"Here… You might need these." He said with a smug look. Oh he is gonna pay for that one.
"EDWARD!" I said and slapped him playfully on the arm. HA look who's gonna be smug now.
"I just thought you would need them…?" He said it as a question. Hmm… Maybe he wants me to wear them. Let's see.
"Well these are not something you wear to bed under pj's… So I guess it is one or the other." I said with a shrug trying not to tell him I want him to tell me what ones to wear.
A smile came across his face and something told me he wanted the pink so I thought I would ask.
"What ones do you think I should wear?" Holding up the lingerie in one hand and the blue silk pj's in the other.
"Well whatever you feel more comfortable in love." WAIT!! Did he just call me LOVE?
"What was that Edward?"
"Uhmm, whatever you feel more comfortable in?" Hmm maybe I was just imaging things. Oh well I shrugged and walked away in to the bathroom.
What ones should I wear? What if he thinks im gross? What if he dose not like me? What if Alice if wrong? Fuck it. You only live once right?
So with that I put on the pink lingerie and walked out of the bathroom with one last glance in the mirror.
Edward was sitting on my bed I felt a little self-conscious just standing there in front of him almost naked.
He just sat there on the bed with a smirk on his face. Wtf was his problem? Maybe I had something one me. No… I just had a shower. Maybe he found me revaluating? No I think I am quite pretty.
"What?" I asked with a slow shaky breath.
"Nothing, you look… beautiful actually." What was this guy for real? He knew me for like what? 4 hours. Wow.
"Thank you?" was about all I could muster up because that crooked smile he gave me made my breath hitch.
He stood up from my bed and started walking over to me, stalking my in a way like I was his pray. It was kinda sexy to be honest. But for some reason I could not find it in me to be scared or nervous. Actually I felt very at ease and comfortable with him.
"You very welcome Bella." He said in a seductive sexy voice.
"Uhmm, Edward what are you doing?" He grabbed my around my waist and lowered his head to nibble on my ear.
"Bella, you don't know how irresistible you look in that." He breathed in to my ear. His smelt divine like cinnamon and mint. I felt my knees start to shake and he held me tighter.
He started to kiss down my neck and stopped to lick up my collar bone. I small moan rolled off my lips causing my hips to buck into his. What was he doing? You know what I don't care I love it and I don't want him to stop.
I pushed him over to the bed until I felt us hit the edge. I ran my hands down him chest and felt everyone one of his perfect mussels twitch and relax by my touch. Once I reached the hem of his shirt I slowly, deadly slow pulled it over his head. OMG he was gorgeous, he looked like a statue carved from stone. He was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in this world.
I felt his hands slowly come up my side from where it sat on my hips. As he made his was up he messaged and needed my skin till he reached my breasts and squeezed them. I felt the tingly feeling in my stomach knowing I was in desperate need for release.
"You are so beautiful Bella. If only you knew what I wanted to do to you." He said it in the most love filled way I couldn't hold it in anymore. I threw him on the bed and straddled his lap.
"Then show me." I grinded hard on his erection making him moan and grab my hips.
"Do you think that is a good idea Bella?" he said in a strained and husky voice like he was holding himself back.
I leaned down and kissed him hard, with everything that I had. "Don't hold back Edward. Let go. Show me." I don't know if it came out as sexy as I wanted it to but I know that it was full of love and desire and want and need and lust. I wanted him and I wanted him now.
He gave me a look and I don't know what was in that look except that it looked like love, and a lot of it.
He rolled me over so he was hovering over me with his legs in-between mine. I scraped my nails down his chest till I reached his belt buckle. I slowly undid the clasp and the button on his jeans. I tugged on his zipper while looking him in the eyes and he grinded into me, that was all the okay I needed so I pulled down the zipper and drug my finger along his erection on the was down. He groaned and bucked his hips into mine.
I used my feet to pull his jeans down the rest of the way and wrapped my legs around his torso pulling him closer so I could get the friction I needed. I ground my hips in to him hard causing us both to moan loudly.
"Bella are you sure you want to do this? If we go any farther I don't know if I will be able to stop." The concern in his eyes made mine want to water up. I just pulled him for a kiss he would never forget. It started out slow and full of love and when his tongue came across my bottom lip I granted him access. His taste was amazing, like smoke and honey and spice, it was intoxicating.
The kiss became more fierce and hungry, when he finally pulled anyway both of us gasping for air he moved the kiss to my jaw and down to the hollow of my neck, I moaned with the pleasure he was giving with me. My hands dove into his silky bronze hair to pull him closer, he started to suck hared.
"D-don…don't lea…leave a-a-a…a mark… Char…Charlie will k-kill me…" I stuttered. Hmm I can't even form coherent sentences, he must me good. He started to move down to the valley of my breasts and moved his hand under my back to unclasp my bra. I arched into his chest to give him more room to unclasp my bra. He painfully slowly slid my bra down my arms.
"You are truly the most beautiful creature I have ever seen Bella. What made me deserve you?" He just sat there and stared at me taking in every inch of my uncovered body. He ran his soft hands down my sides to my flat stomach till he reached my panties. He slid his finger into the waist band of the lingerie, thank god I shaved. He slowly started to pull them down as if to ask for my permission so I lifted my hips and he yanked them of and came back up to take my lips with his.
I could feel his rock hard shaft against my sex it sent shivers to places I didn't even know existed. I reached my hands down to pull off his boxers I needed to feel him against my skin, I needed to feel him. When I got his boxers off he grinded hard into me and all I could get out was his name.
"Edward…"
"Yes love?" Okay for one how can he talk so calmly? And two what's with him and calling me love? Was he in fact in love with me? Maybe it's just my brain but I don't care I don't want to think about this right now I just want to feel him in me.
"You feel s-so good…" I said in a huff. "I need to-to feel a-all of y-you…" His hand went down to me heat and he slid a finger in to my wet folds causing me to let out a shaky moan.
"Oh babe, you are all ready for me." He said in a sexy seductive voice, all I could do was nod. I grinded into his hand and he slipped two fingers in me and began pumping in and out of me, his thumb pushed against my clit and started rubbing it in a circular motion. I moaned on the edge of my release. He added another finger and curled them to hit my g-spot just right. I clamped around his fingers and cried his name and I rocked out my orgasm. BEST orgasm of my life if I might say so myself.
As I waited for my breathing to steady he began kissing my all over my wet folds my hip bone my stomach the valley between my breasts and stopped to take my right breast in him mouth while needing the other, I moaned him name and bucked my hips into his. He looked up at me with a smug smile on his face. He leaned into my neck and nibbled on my ear.
"What would you like Bella?" He whispered and grinded his hips into mine.
"I want you to take me, I want you now!" I am sure it sounded like I was whining which only made him smile bigger.
"And how bad to you want me babe?" He said against my mouth and took my bottom lip in his teeth and began to suck on it.
I moaned against his mouth and thrusted my hips against him causing his dick to slid into my entrance just the tiniest bit.
"I fucking want you bad! FUCK ME EDWARD! Fuck me hard and fast! TAKE ME!" I all but yelled at him.
He got a devious smile on him face and with and shrug of his shoulders and an 'okay' he thrusted into me HARD! "OMG" I gasped and moaned at the same time form the pain and the pleasure all in one.
"Are you okay love?" I looked in his eyes they were full adoration, love, caring, concern, lust, and need. I smiled and nodded with thrusting into him to give him the okay to continue.
We started out slow for reasons I don't know, maybe for me to get used to his size, or to savor the feeling. But whatever it was I was grateful because he did hurt but he felt so good I never wanted it to end.
The feeling of him inside me was amazing; it felt like he was supposed to be there, like we were two missing pieces to lost puzzle.
"Ugh… BELLA! Ugh… You're so tight, and so fucking WET!" The look on his face was so fucking hot, his mouth came crashing down on mine with so much need, and want it was almost sad, but not quite.
"Fuck Edward, FUCK ME! Make me cum! Please… Im almost there. UGH!"
He lifted my left leg over his shoulder and went deeper in hitting my spot perfectly; oh I was so far gone. "EDWARD!" I had a strange feeling in my heart that we were not just fucking but that we were making love. With the way that he would caress my face and kiss me on my neck shoulders and mouth. The look in his eyes told me everything he just stared at me with… love.
"Im almost there, harder!" I wanted him to go harder and faster but for some reason he was being gentle, almost loving.
"Me too, cum with me love, I want to feel you cum on my hard dick inside of you." He looked me straight in the eyes, I knew it then Edward Cullen loved me, and I loved him.
I cumed at that second my walls clamped around his shaft and milked him causing him to cum at the same time.
With 3 more thrust's he collapsed on top of me.
"That… w-was the… be-best sex ever!" he said taking in heavy breaths.
All I could do was nod with a big stupid grin on my face im sure. I have never been told that I was the best at anything, and being a virgin, yeah I am pretty fucking proud. But I couldn't stop thinking about what is gonna happen now. Shit did I fuck everything up? I hope not.
Edward pulled out of me and I whimpered from the loss of contact. He rolled over on his side to face me, running his godly fingers threw my hair and down my back. "That was wonderful love, I am glad we did it now. I would have been really missin out if we waited."
Wait what was he talking about? "What are you talking about, waited? Waited for what?"
"Well to be together of course. I still want to be with you I am just happy that we chose to sex before you know it was official." Wait a second buddy… Is that your cheesy line for asking my out?
'Waiting for what to be official exactly?"
"Well me and you of course. You are a silly girl, aren't you Bella Swan?"
"I guess so… So was that your cheesy like for asking me out Edward Cullen?"
"I suppose it was… Well here, my dear sweet Bella Swan, will you be girlfriend?"
Was he for real? "Well… If you suppose…" That was not really an answer but I will see if he is for real first.
"So is that a yes or a no?"
SAY YES! Are you that stupid hunny? He just gave you the best sex in your life; well I guess it was the first, but still. And you saw it yourself; the boy is in love with you.
"Yes. I will be your girlfriend Cullen."
"YES! I mean… good…" aha awe that's cute, I really think that this will work. Well I hope so anyway…
He lifted himself so he was hovering over me and kissed me, oh it was the best kiss of my life, and it was full of love, promise, and adoration. I could really love this kid, I can see that now.
He laid butterfly kisses all down my jaw the my neck and one on each peek of my breasts, then rolled over and pulled me into his strong arms.
"Sleep my Bella." He said and kissed me on top of my head.
"Goodnight Edward." I said into his chest with a kiss.
"Goodnight Bella."
I Laid there and let sleep take over me.
"I love you, forever."
Wait was that him or was I totally over come by sleep? Oh well I was too tired to ask, I will just live the moment and pretend it was him. So I mumbled, "As I love you." I am not sure what is sounded like but I was too tired to care.
I realllly hope you guy's like it so far. I am trying really hard to make it my best. I want to be an editor after I grad so if anyone has any questions or if I fucked up anywhere please let me know and I will be sure to fix it. I really can't wait to hear what you's think! THANKS!
xoxo, Cassandra!