Chapter: 5 He loves me he loves me not.

Bella~

I woke up to that evil little pixie jumping on my bed, I tried to cover my head with my blankets but nope she would not have any of that.

"Get up, get up, get up, get up! NOW!"

"Ten more minutes please im bagging you. Don't make me do it!" I whined I really didn't want to get up I still had things to think about. Like does Edward love me or doesn't he, could he just be saying that to get with the new girl or does he actually love me?

"No we are going SHOPPING!" no, no, no, no, no, no, no, please god no!

"But why Alice, I don't want to I have too many things on my mind, im too… sad."

She finally stopped jumping on my bed and came and sat beside me. "Why are you sad Bella? What's there to be sad about? You have my brother and a best friend like me and Charlie, you have everything."

"That's the thing Alice, Edward…"

"Why are you sad about Edward? He loves you." She had such a sad tone in her voice, it made me feel like shit.

"Well I dunno I just feel like he is using me. Like the way girls throw themselves at him, and all the talk and whispers. I can't help but think that I am just another notch on his belt."

Alice got up and knelt on the ground by my face grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes.

"Bella, Edward loves you. He would give the world for you, I know my brother and I know that he has never had a girl friend because he has never cared about someone like he cares about you." She said it so sincere I knew that she was telling me the truth, Alice would never lie to me or hurt me, and I guess I need to have the same faith in Edward.

"Okay, thanks Al, I feel better now. Let's go shopping." I could have sworn her eye's were going to bulge out of her head she just started screaming and jumping up and down, I was just praying that she wasn't going to have a heart attack.

"Settle down Alice, you going to give yourself a hernia." I laughed as I got out of bed, that chick is to god dam happy!

Alice~

I decided I was going to wake up Bella this morning and make her go shopping with me, I knew that it was a long shot but no one can resist my puppy dog eye's I knew that much.

When I got over to Bella's she was of course still in bed so I started jumping on her bed, by the way she looked she was thinking about something very hard she looked almost sad.

After telling her that we were going shopping she told me she didn't want to because she was sad, HA I was right!

I couldn't understand why she was sad when she told me it was my brother I had a feeling that this was going to come up sooner or later. My brother was the biggest slut in our school. He has slept or hooked up with every single girl in our school even some that had boyfriends. He didn't think much of him self, he always said that he would stop when he found the right girl for him, Bella.

He would always say he had a fairy tale about the prince charming that would charm every girl, until along came his love, again Bella.

When she mentioned that she thought he was using her I had to put an end to that, she was his life, he would give his life so that she would be happy, and my Eddie would do anything and everything for his Bella. She had to know that he loved her but also that it was not my place to say anything to her. I had to give her some information so that she would not jump to conclusions and looking at Bella she looked like she was the kind of girl to do so.

"So are you ready to go shopping?"

"Yeah Al, let me have a shower and get dressed, then we can go."

"Okay hurry!"

I waited for the lazy ass the have a shower, and ran to my house to get her some clothes. I couldn't walk around the mall with something she would wear, nope not going down.

I when I got up to my room I started going threw my closet for something that would fit Bella when Edward walked in.

"Where's Bella?" He looked kinda confused.

"She's at her house getting ready."

"Getting ready for what?"

"We are going SHOPPING!" I squealed, he did not look to happy about that.

"Please don't change her Alice, she already looks like a model with out you making her look like a premature hooker." He said with a disgusted look on his face.

"Ouch brother, I would not do that to her, that hurt that you would think that low of me. I am only fixing her wardrobe, most of her stuff is out dated, and she needs something to fire her up." I said with a wink and grabbed Bella some clothes.

"Yeah okay, well you girls have fun."

"Wait what are you talking about? You're coming with us. We need someone to carry all our bags!"

"Oh no Alice, you're on your own." He said raising his hands in defense. Time for the puppy dog eye's.

"Please Edward…" I said batting my eye lashes; I could tell he was giving in.

"Fine! But only because Bella is going." He said and walked out the door.

"Okay meet me at your car in 20 minutes." I yelled down the hall after him.

I walked over to Bella's house with the clothes I chose for her with a large grin on my face. I made it just in time as I walked up the stairs she was just walking out of the bathroom. She looked at me with a confused look on her face.

"Where did you go?"

"Oh, I went to my house to pick you out some clothes for the day and to tell Edward that he was coming to."

She got a little sparkle in her eyes and turned away.

"Why is Edward coming?" She asked with a blush. No wonder Edward loves her, she is soo cute!

"To hold our bags of course! Why else would he come?"

"I dunno aha, why did you have to go get clothes? You look fine."

"There for you."

Awe she looks so scared. "Oh no Alice, nope not going to happen, I agreed to go shopping, you are not going to dress me up like a little doll."

"Ha, it's not that bad Bella look, there jeans and a blue tub top, it's cute. And they will fit you perfect!"

"Fine, but you are not doing my hair or my make-up."

"Fine, whatever your choice."

"Yes it is now get out so I can get dressed." She said while pushing me out the door.

"Okay but hurry up Edward is waiting for us."

"Okay im almost done." Ten minutes later she opened the door. DAM she looked HOT!

"You look HOT! You're going to kill poor Eddie." I said in awe.

"Please don't call him that. It bugs me." She looked so sad… oh yeah that's what all his skanks call him… oops.

"Sorry babe, I didn't think."

"Its fine lets just get this over with." She sighed and walked around me and down the stairs.

"Don't you want to eat breakfast first?" The poor girl has to be hungry; she is way to skinny for her own good.

"No, I will get something at the mall later." Why was she all of a sudden so sad? What did I say?

"Bella, why are you so sad? Did I do or say something wrong?" I looked at her with the saddest face I could muster up; I didn't want her to be sad for out first shopping trip together.

"Its not you Alice, its me. I know that sounds so cliché but it's true. I just want you to be right about Edward…" She said with teary eyes.

"Awe babe, I am right, like I said he is my brother I know him better then anyone else in my family because not only is he my brother but he is my best friend."

"Okay Alice, so where are we going shopping?" She looked a little bit happier that's all I can ask for.

"Port Angela's I hope you don't mind we can go to Seattle if you'd like."

"Sure Seattle sounds perfect, the shopping is much better anyways." Yeah it is usually but I just bought out all the good stores, oh well this is more for Bella than it is for me.

"Okay, let's go!" I said grabbing her hand and pulling her out the door.

"Hold on Alice I have to lock up the house Charlie is not going to be home all weekend…" She said with a laugh, wait what Charlie is not going to be home all weekend and she didn't even tell him, im so, so , so hurt….

"Shit…" she said under her breath, something tells me she didn't want anyone to know.

"What? Why didn't you tell me your father was not going to be here this weekend?" I asked with I think was a confused look on my face.

"Because I didn't want you all to fuss and make me spend the weekend at your house, yes I would love to spend the time with Edward, I just don't want to be a nuisance. Ya know?"

"Yeah whatever you are spending the weekend at my house weather you like it or not. You would have stayed if your dad was home or not anyway so get over it." I said in a huff. I threw on a smile so she didn't know that she had hurt my feelings.

"Let's go shopping baby!" I pulled her to the car where my brother was waiting.

"Wow, Bella you look… amazing." He said a little out of breath.

"Thank you Edward, but geez it's only jeans and a shirt." She laughed.

"Yeah I know but its jeans and a shirt that look totally hot on you." Ohh someone is gonna get a little somethin, somethin in the change rooms later.

"Alright you two let's hit the road." I said and jumped in the back of Edwards Volvo.

"Okay, let's go." Edward said after he helped Bella into her seat and took his own in the driver's seat.

They were so cute, holding hands and staring at each other with goo-goo eyes.

The ride to Seattle was a comfortable silence between us with Claire De Lune playing in the back ground, very relaxing.

When we got to the mall it was not that crowded for a Saturday so that's good. We got out of the car and made our way to the front doors.

"Are you ready Bella? Alice can become quite crazy when it comes to shopping."

"Yes I think I will be fine." She looked at me and gave me a glare.

"Okay princess, let's get shoppin!" I squealed and grabbed her hand running threw the doors. I love to shop and I love Bella, this is going to be fun.

Edward~

Poor Bella, she has been taken hostage by my Sysco sister. Great…

"Alice im serious go easy on her, she's a noob." I said in a serious tone.

Bella looked at me with fire in her eyes. "Oh I am the noob hey? I don't think so I am sure that I could out shop your sister anytime." She said in a threatening voice.

Alice's eyes lit up like a tree on Christmas. "Oh is that a fact?" She said in a mischievous tone.

"Why yes it is for a matter of fact." She said as she walked away. "Are you coming Alice?" she said looking over she shoulder and walking into an American Eagle out fitter's store.

Alice looked at me like I just gave her the perfect present for her birthday. "Thank you Edward, she's perfect!"

I looked at her in shock. "I didn't get her for you Alice; I got given her for me." I said pointing at my chest. "Me, and for me only, not you." I said walking towards the store Bella had entered.

"Oh well she is still perfect and I am glad you have her."

As we walked into the store Bella was no where to be found. "Maybe she is in the change rooms?" I asked my sister confused.

"Yeah maybe if she only found one item." She scoffed. "Know one shops that fast, not even me." She rolled her eye's, she was right she was the fasted shopper in the state maybe even the world. I wouldn't doubt it though she was good.

As we walked up to the dressing room Bella came out in the sexiest dress I have ever seen. It was red and silk and so tight I didn't know how she could breathe.

It was strapless covering not enough of her cleavage and stopped just above her mid calf.

"How do I look?" she said with a purr spinning in a circle with a large smirk on her face. I couldn't say anything I had no breath it was gone, she literally took my breath away. Wow.

"You, you, y-you look HOT!" Alice roared, she kinda sounded like Emmett for a second.

"I know right." She said flipping her hair over her shoulders with a wink. She was going to be the death of me I can see it clearly now.

"What about you Edward do you like it?" She said with a small pout coming across her face. I hated it when she pouted Alice ain't got nothing on my girl.

All I could do was nod with my mouth wide open I could tell. Bella walked over to me and pushed my chin up and pretended to wipe away some drool, well maybe she didn't have to pretend. She gave me a quick kiss and walked back into the change room brining Alice with her.

"Smooth…" Was all I could muster up in my daze.

I couldn't really here them talking in the change room, but I strained my ears to be able to hear.

"Oooh, that's going to kill him," Alice whispered. "I didn't think you had it in you to shop that fast." She squealed.

"Yeah I told you I could out shop you." Bella laughed.

I really didn't think she had it in her, Alice was crazy and when she started shopping you practically had to knock her out and drag her away from the mall to get her to stop.

"Alright, so are you getting all of that?" Alice asked a little bit surprised, there must be a lot.

"Yes I think so, it all fits perfect and looks really good. Where to next?" Bella ask only a little bit curious.

"I was thinking…. Victoria secret? Or maybe the sex shop at the other side of the mall, we would have to ditch Edward for either though. We want it to be a surprise." She laughed. Evil little pixie, im gonna get you for that, you can make sure of that. Actually a surprise might be nice once you think about it, kinda like the pink lingerie… yummy….

"Sure Al, whatever one you want." Bella said happily. Popping me out of my wonderful memory.

"Okay we will hit both; we will do Victoria Secret first and make our way down the mall. You have a lot of bags so that will give us an excuse for Edward to go back to the car."

"Okay. Let's go ring this up." With that they came out with… HOLY SHIT she must have had 20 out fits there. She was better than Alice; no way could Alice get that much that fast.

"Okay handsome let's get out of here." Bella said grabbing my hand.

Alice took all of Bella's clothes and paid for them and met us outside of the store.

"Hey Edward, can you go put these in the car, we are going to have a lot more, this will just make it easier on you." She said handing me the bags.

"Yeah okay, have fun in Victoria's Secret." I said with a laugh.

They just stood there and gawked at me. Yeah that's right I know what you to are up to, I said to myself.

I walked back to the car and put the stuff in the trunk slowly, thank god I got a car with a huge trunk. I knew I would need it one day. By the time I got back to the mall and found my girls they had already hit almost every store in the mall and had over 30 bags. Wow they were fast.

They were both pooped so I decided we get something to eat and head home if they were finished. They both agreed profusely and sat down.

"Chinese." They both said at the same time. Well at least they were easy. I laughed to myself and went and got our food.

When I got up to the counter a very scared Mike came to take my order. Ahahaha I thought his parents owned a store in Forks.

"Mike, I thought your parents owned that camping store or whatever?"

"Yeah they do but I needed the extra money…" He was so scared it was kinda sad.

I gave him my order and waited for it to be ready.

"You can go sit down Cullen I can bring it to you when it's ready." He said while staring at Bella.

"No, I can wait thank you." I said with venom in my voice, no way was he going near Bella, my Bella.

"Whatever." He said with faint disgust and walked away.

I laughed inwardly to myself. What a fool if he thinks he could ever have a chance with someone as great as Bella.

We finally got our food and ate in comfortable silence, the girls were way too tired to talk they could hardly eat.

"Are you lady's ready to go home?" I asked after we were all done eating. They just nodded and stood up.

I grabbed all of our bags waiting for the girls to get up when I heard his voice.

"Hey there Bells." Mother fucking dog.

"Oh hi Jacob…" I could tell my girl was uncomfortable in his presents so I put down the bags and put my hand around her waist.

"Cullen."

"Do-Black." I said with just as must hatred and disgust and venom I could manage.

"Well it was nice seeing you Jacob but we must be leaving now." Alice said in her chipper voice, even though I know that she liked him the same amount as I did.

"Oh sorry I just wanted to say hi to Bella." He winked at my girl not going to happen. I growled at him and tightened my grip around Bella's waist.

"And you call me the dog Cullen. Really did you just growl at me?" He said in between laughs.

"Actually I think that's me he is growling at aren't you hunny? I'm sorry to tease you I just can't wait to get you home." She said as she ground her ass into my hips. Yup she was trying to kill me.

I bent my head down to her ear. "You are going to pay for that later babe." I said as I nibbled on her ear causing her to moan.

It was Jacobs turn to growl. "Look who's growling now." I laughed and picked up the bags while keeping my hold on Bella.

"Bye Jacob" Bella said in a sweet voice and we walked our way to the car.

"You are evil you know that right." I said as more of a statement then and question.

"Oh I know, but I am just excited to find out how I am gonna pay for what I did." She said with a sly smile.

"You Better stop that love before I take you right here right now." My voice was husky and full of lust.

"Well I am not apposed to that." With a wink she walked to her side of the car and jumped in.

She was gonna get it when we got home, that much I can be sure of.