I don't own anything WWE but Ashley and John's son John Cena jr., and the 2 fans.
Hey everybody. I'm so glad you guys like the story. Yeah I know I took mad long but I had to go places at the wrong time and place. I'm not even sure what the next chappy's going to be about...wait I got it now you guys are going to freak out about this. Well mostly about the next chapter but it's time for the thank you notice. I want to give a special thank you to... MissPilippinessSuperStar, xAttitudex, Christal-R, flipflops, OneTreeHillWrestilingFan, Kennedy2006, Adrian Jade, Ms. Coocoo Bananna's, and Rickster627 for the 9 reveiws for the FRIST CHAPTER!!!I would also like to thank the people who put this story in there favorites list.
(Reminder:In this story it is 2012. Nothing has changed but ages and cars. Ashley is somewhat still in her mid twenty's. It's five years from 2007 and 2008 is when she got pregnant.)
Here's chapter 2...
Ashley rolled her suitcase as her son rolled his from the parking lot to the airport. She held her sons hand even though she had to carry her and her son's other bags. When they got through the automatic doors...
"Is that Ashley?" A fan yelled.
"Oh my God it's Ashley!!!" Another fan yelled.
"Mommy, that lady called your name! I think she's a fan!"
Ashley turned to where the sound was coming from when she heard the words come from the little boys mouth. She saw two teenaged girls run up to her. They where so happy to see the 2007 Playboy Cover model.
"Are you Ashley Massaro?" One of the girls asked.
"Um...Yeah. Why?" Ashley asked with a confussed look on her face.
"We loved you so much when you where on WWE 5 years ago." The other girl complemented. "And I am such a big fan I mean I actually cried my heart out when you left."
"Yeah, but I cried the most. Why did you leave Ash? We miss you so much!" The first girl told.
"Ohhh, thats so sweet. I left because I had him," Ashley said rubbing her son's back knowing that she wasn't going to say the other half of the story.
"Oh my god Ashely he is such a cutie! He looks just like John Cena...wait is he the dad?" The other girl asked as if she was Ashley's best friend.
"Yeah." Ashley said rolling a eyes as little as posible so the two fans won't see, giving the unknown fans her full trust. "But don't let that get to the public please."
"Wait a sec. You mean John Cena?" The first girl asked.
"THE John Cena?" The other girl asked.
"Yea, I mean, how can't you tell? They look so much alike. He just has my nose, ears, and teeth. He has John's smile, dimples, hair, eyes, and check bones." Ashley said smiling at her beautiful son.
"Ashley you are so totally cool!" The other girl said.
"Yea Ash, you took time out your life to talk to us and you told us about your son and who the father was." The first girl said.
"You are so awesome Ash I can't believe you trust us with your personal info." The other girl continued.
"We so love you for this time Ash." The first girl finished.
"Thanks so much. You guys are wonderful." Ashley said giving them a hug. "By the way whats your names?"
"I'm Makayla." The first girl answered.
"Yeah, and I'm Britney." The other girl continued.
"Well It was nice meeting you Makayla and Britney." Ashley said kindly. "Do you have pen or pencil and paper?"
"Yeah" Britney said reachng in her purse.
She them some and gave it to Ashley. Ashley took the pen with the fuzz on the top and wrote something on the paper. Then she got another piece of paper and wrote on it. Ashley then handed the piece of papers to her two new friends. One had her number on it and the other had her autograph.
"Call when ever."Ashley said smiling.
"Ash I love you I swear I do." Makayla said smiling.
"Can we take a picture with you and your son?" Britney said taking her phone out.
"Sure thing." Ashley responded smiling kindly.
The four squeezed together to fit in the camera lense of Britney's phone. They all smiled and looked very cute together cheesing.
"Alright Ashley we'll talk to you later." Makayla said waving and walking off facing Ashley at the same time.
"We know you have things to do, we'll call you for sure." Britney said doing the same thing as Makayla.
"Alright bye." Ashley said grabing her bags and suit case. Her and her son walked to the line and waited to get to the desk.
"Mommy I see you've made some new friends and they seem to like me." Little John Jr. said looking up to his mommy smiling.
"Yup baby. But I can tell you this, nobody in this whole entire world likes you more than I do." Ashley said smiling at her wonderfully beautiful son. "As a matter of fact I love you more than any thing or person in the world, babe and you better believe it."
"Even Randy and your own mommy?"
"Yes baby, I love you more than Randy and I sure as well love you more than my mommy."
"I love you too mommy. Nobody can take you away from me no matter what. I love you too much to let that happen."
"You mean that baby?" Ashley said looking down at her wonderful son trying to hold back tears.
"I sure do mommy!" John Jr. said smiling up at his mom with his gorgeous dimples.
Ashley looked at her son's happy face. Then she couldn't hold her tears in anymore, she let it out and started sobbing. Not only was she crying because of the beautiful words her son said, it was because he was so much like his father in the sweetest way.
She thought about the conversation she had with the girls. She rolled her eyes when she said John was the father. She was so happy when she discribed her son's features. She was so proud of her self for making such a beautiful child with the hansomest man she ever met. When she first was pregnant she was the the happiest person in the world. When she got the shooker supprise her emotions changed. She wasn't as happy anymore but something told her to keep the baby and she did.
"Mommy why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?"
"No baby you didn't do anything wrong. I'm just so happy I didn't let something so special go. And that was you."
"What do you mean let me go mommy?"
"Well, baby I can't tell you that yet but I can explain."
"Ok mommy"
"At first when I had you in my stomach and you weren't that big I was happy. I was very happy. Then when you here growing I didn't want you any more because I was scared I couldn't handle it alone. I wasn't sure if I was going to give birth to you or not. But when you came out and I saw how beautiful you were. I wanted to cry my heart out for trying to do something so stupid."
"What was it mommy?"
"I was going to give up on you but the moment I saw you I couldn't let that happen. I pray to God for each day that I'm here with you, baby. I love you too much. I'm so happy I kept you. Hearing you say that you love me has been the most wonderful thing I've heard in years."
"Mommy I'm not mad at you for thinking about giving me away. It's your choice and at the time you weren't ready to have a child. At least you took that risk and keep me. Thank you." Johnny Jr. replied to the hard news "I love you too."
"For a young age you are so understanding." Ashley said kissing her son on the fore head while hugging him.
Ashley got on the plane with her son's hand in one of her hands and her purse in the other. When they got to there seats they sat down. Ashley sat by the window and her son sat next to her with his head on her lap. He soon fell asleep. Ashley soon fell asleep as well as her son into a flash back dream...
FlashBack: The Other Part of the Story
Ashley ran down the hallway to John's room. She didn't even care to knock on the door. What she had to tell John was really important he had to wake up and hear about it, but unfortunetly John wasn't sleep. Ashley busted through the door jumping and yelling.
"Get up, get up John I'm pre-" Ashley stopped. Turning the light on seeing John in the bed on top of-
"Candice!!!!!" Ashley yelled with anger. "What the hell is going on ?!?!"
"Ashley this-"
"Shut the hell up John!" Ashley said cutting him off. "Don't even dare to say this isn't what it looks like because it looks like the only thing it can be...you cheating on me with that slut!"
"I know damn well you didn't just call me a slut." Candice said leaning up from the bed trying to put her bra back on under the covers.
"Ya damn skippy I called you a slut," Ashley said fighting back Candice's defence. "Oh, but there is plenty more words to discribe you: a lier, hoe, whore, trick, and oh yes my favorite a BITCH!"
"Wow Ashley you named all the names in the book but don't hate because your man wants me." Candice said coming from behind John feeling on his abs nibbling on his ear lobe. John couldn't help it but he tried to push Candice off him even though he wanted it.
"John I can't believe you. I'm not even going to yell and stress any more because it would hurt someone." Ashley said turning around to leave the door trying to hold in tears in but that just made it worst. "You make me sick."
Ashley then ran down the hallway. John finally got Candice off him and ran after Ashley with only boxers on trying to put on pants. With his pants fully on he caught up her and grabbed her arm.
"Don't dare try to touch me for the rest of your fucking life, Cena!" Ashley said turning around taking her arm back trying not to yell. "I can't believe I had sex with you! You have the nerve to cheat on me and I'm holding yo-"
Ashley cut her self off knowing she wanted to finish that sentence with "your child" but she couldn't because it wasn't the right way or time to tell John. She then looked down and started crying harder. Then she broke down to the floor on her knees. She buried her face into her hands. John was wondering what she was going to say. He bent down on the floor with Ashley. He then took her hands from her face and put it in his. She kept looking down daring her self not to look up into his crystal-sky blue eyes that were oh so beautiful. John moved Ashley's hair behind her ears to see a little bit of her face.
"Ashley back in the room when you said you yelling would hurt someone by yelling, who was that?" John said putting his hands on Ashley's shoulders. "And when you just now cut your self off, what was it you were about to say? Baby just say it, you can trust me."
At that second Ashley broke her dare and looked John Cena straight in the eyes as if he was on drugs and she was disgusted. At the moment supprisingly she didn't care for how beautiful his eyes were. Ashley smacked him harder then she smacked any boyfriend or Diva. John then felt his face feeling hurt because it stings. He knew desevered it but he still tried to talk to Ashley.
"I know damn well in hell you didn't just say I can trust your sorry ass!" Ashley yelled.
"Ash baby, I'm sorry I know that wasn't the right way to put it." John said lifting Ashley's face by the chin. She tried so hard not to look in his eyes but she couldn't help it. She looked up at in him dead in his eyes. She was so close to crying even more but she didn't. She told her self there was no need to cry over John. He hurt her and he wasn't worth her tears. She took his hands off her face.
"John, don't touch me especially after you touched that slut!" Ashley rasing her vioce but kept it low so it won't disterb the baby. "I hate you right now."
"I know why but-"
"No John, you don't know why I hate you right now and you won't," Ashley yelled talking about the baby. "At least right now."
"Ashley, what are you not telling me?" John said with a conerned look on his face. "Ash-baby, I have to know about this so I can fix my mistakes. I would do anything to take you back Ashley. I'm truely in love with you."
Ashley was pissed, sad, confussed and amazed all at the same time. She was pissed because she hated John so much for and cheating on her with her worst rival enemy Candice, and she was pregnant with his baby. On top of all the he couldn't fix the mistake that would be killing the baby. She was sad because no matter how mad she was or how much she wanted to choke John she will always loved him no matter what and she always cared about him. Ashley never wanted to leave him but she had to...for the baby. She was confussed because she wanted to tell John that she was pregenant and that the baby was his soooooo bad but she couldn't because it was such a bad time especially when they are in the middle of John's affair with Candice. Ashley was so amazed because John was trying so hard to win her back and he didn't stop yet. She was also amazed because he never told her he really loved her that much. Ashley's other boyfriends won't be like "she caught me cheating and I know she is going to give up on me. I might as well not even try to get her back and plus I don't really want her anymore any way." She wanted to be mad at him so bad but it's John Cena we're talking about here. If your with John Cena your one of the luckiest people in the world. Ashley just couldn't let him go, she loved him to much.
"John, I never knew how much you really cared about us being together, I never felt that attention before. I truely love you too." Ashley said with a smile on her face.
"So will you take me back?" John asked puting his arms around Ashley's waist pulling her closer.
"John I really want to. I swear to God I do but I truely can't," Ashley said turning her head to face the other side to the hall thinking about the baby. Then she turned back to face John then continued. "For now."
"Why?" John said feeling so hurt inside. "Ashley Massaro tell me why you can't take me back."
Ashley turned her head to the side again and a tear that she tried so hard to force back came out. She couldn't take him back because she had to move back to N.Y. and on top of that she had to take care of the baby. She deicided not to tell John about the baby but tell him she was going to leave. If she didn't then John would think it was his fault she would leave so she was going to have to tell him anyway. Everyone will notice that Ashley left. They would of thought she quit and she wouldn't be able to come back to the WWE.
"Ash, does it have to do with the 'thing' your not telling me?" John asked as Ashley turned back to John with tears down both checks.
"Yes, I really want to tell you but I can't, I really can't." Ashley said feeling angry as hell that she has to leave the man that actually cared about her.
"Ash, understand. I definitlly want to know but you said I can't and I'll try my best to respect and get over that." John said.
Ashley thought for a second and remembered that Trish said something like that when Ashley told Trish she was pregnant. Trish was mad but she said she'll try to get over it just like what John was just saying.
"I feel terrible that I can't tell you right now John, but there is something that I can and have to tell you."
"What Ash-baby you can tell me anything." John said trying to be comforting.
"I have to quit WWE and move back to N.Y.." Ashley said closing her eyes so she won't see the anger in John's eyes.
"Why! Ashley why are you leaving me!" John yelled.
"John you have no right to yell at me!" Ashley yelled back opening her eyes again. "It's your fault why I have to move back to N.Y. !"
'You were the one who got me pregnant! If it wasn't for you then I wouldn't have to deal with this crap.' Ashley thought in her head.
"Ashley what the hell did I do to you to make you leave!" John said standing up looking at Ashley kneeing down on the floor. "I love you more than anything in the world Ash! Why the hell would it even come to mind of making you leave?"
"It has something to do with what I can't tell you!" Ashley said getting up not daring to reach John's height.
"I know I said I'll respect that fact that you can't tell me but I can't take this." John said putting his hands through his short brunette hair.
"What do you mean you can't take it? It's only been 30 seconds!"
"You're yelling at me saying stuff is my fault and I don't even know why because you won't tell me!" John said having a piont. "If this drama happened within 30 seconds, think of how ever long until you leave, Ashley."
"John, your really lucky right now." Ashley said calming her voice down looking up into John's beautiful ocean blue eyes smiling. "If you knew then I would have all the right to yell at you but since you don't know I'll let you slide."
"Ashes, thats why I love you so much, you always calm down after you get mad." John said smiling with his dimples hugging Ashley to pull her closer to him.
"Shut up John." Ashley said smiling at the WWE campion that was teasing her.
Instead of streching her head breaking her neck just trying to look at John, Ashley put her head on John's chest. He then smiled and put his chin on top of her head.
"Ashley I love you so much. I can't live another day without you. I can't even take it when we go out with our friends without each other. I can't even take it when you walk to the bathroom and I'm left alone on the couch." John said telling the complete truth. "I don't know how the hell I'm going to live without you when you go back to N.Y."
"John baby, I know it's hard but it's for the best." Ashley said wishing that she said 'but it's for the baby'
"Alright." John said still mad but understanding. "Ashley, can I come with you?"
"No John, you can't. I love you dearly to the point I can't even be in a room alone with another man but you have the WWE title to watch over, fans, movies, and cd's."
"I'll give all that up for you." Johnn said picking her chin up to look at him.
"Don't do this for me John." Ashley said shaking her head saying no. "You have that WWE champion belt, The fans love you, everyone is looking foward to watching you every week on Raw."
"Ashley do you read the scripts much?" John asked with a soft cute smile. "Randy does something to my arm and I don't wrestle in a year or so."
"John thats not good." Ashley said taking her hands out of there arm lock. "Not only will the fans be pissed but you would have to be with me."
"Ashley, what is so bad about me leaving to be with you for a year?" The WWE Champion asked looking confussed at the 2005 Diva search winner. "Do you even want me? Or are you just saying this I love you truely crap to laugh at my emotional side?"
"John, why the hell would you even ask that?" Ashley said looking at John as if he was retarted. "I love you more than all the boyfriends I ever had! I always think of you when I'm doing something that has nothing to do with you. When we kiss it's like I fell for you all over again even after arguements. When you do the littlest things it feels amazing. When we make love it's like magic. When I make myself feel like crap because of my own issues, you make me feel special inside and out. Thats is why I didn't give up on you yet and I have the right to stab you in the neck."
Punk princess was telling the full truth too. Especially the last 2 things. When she said the last 2 things she was also thinking about the baby along with her thoughts on John. John felt so loved inside it wasn't even funny. John had a shocked look on his face. Ashley wondered why he was shocked because he knew this stuff already and some of the stuff that she said just then, she would tell him all the time. There was some stuff that Ashley never told John before that made him happy. It was a shame that Ashley never told John of all people her true boyfriend...
"I make you feel speacial?" John asked smiling with his killer dimples. Ashley should of at least told him that even when she wasn't pregnant.
"John, your just noticing that?" Ashley asked ruining the moment.
"I asked the question first and plus you never told me that I made you feel special which is pretty sad."
Ashley had to think for a second and know what hell John was talking about. She knew she said sombody made her feel special...but was she talking about John when she said that.
"I know thats...sad" Ashley said feeling bad looking down.
"Ashley it's not that serious I was playing." John said noticing her smile turning to a frown trying to cheer her up.
"No, I'm not mad at you I was just...thinking about something." Ashley responed with a weak smile looking up at John.
"Ashley?"
"Yes John."
"Come here" John said with a sexy smile showing his dimples opening his arms so Ashley could come in to a hug.
Ashley's weak smile became strong. She opened her arms too and walked up to John. They had a nice cozy hug that also warmed the baby without squeezing it. That was how a family should be. Ashley rested her head on John's chest. John rested his head on hers. He felt Ashley try to look up at him so him removed his head from hers and looked into her eyes as his prediction was right. Ashley looked up at John and smiled. John then smiled too when he saw her smile. John moved in closer to her and kissed her. Ashleys responce to the kiss was kissing John back. They had a long passionet kiss as John backed up on the walk and they were in the middle of sliding down to the floor until.
"OH HELL NO!" Candice yelled coming out the door fully dress screaming thought the hallway of the hotel.
"Oh Lord..." Ashley said while rolling her eyes. "Here we go."
"I seriously forgot about her." John said knowing some type trouble was going to take place.
"So you sleep with me then when she finds out you wanna get all lovy dovy and play I'm sorry, take me back?" Candice said having a point. "It's like that huh? I got you John, it's all cool...for now."
"Candice. our affair was a mistake until you got serious about it and-"
"If it's such a mistake then why did you continue? I did you say that you didn't want Ashley any more? Why did you say you were going to breakup with her to be with me John, why?!" Candice said raising her voice cutting John off as he got up of the wall with Ashley still in his arms. "You said you loved me. You said I freaked it up for you better than she did, Ashley don't take this the wrong way because he said all that and it's all true. So if you want to be pissed take it out on him cuz right now I don't want a bitch fight, ya dig?"
"Candice it's all cool, I really understand now. This is the time I'm not mad at you. Imma be on your side. I really belive what your saying" Ashley said with a smile laughing getting out another arm lock with John as Candice came up standing in front of John with Ashley. "John, I can't believe you. After I took your sympathy and actually kissed you 10 minutes after you slept with someone else. To top it off I knew about it. I can't even believe I was telling my self that we could be together, forever, in the future...with a family. But I guess I was wrong. It would be hard for a child to grow up with one parent. I guess it's just going to have to be that way. Or maybe there isn't going to be a baby to make us a family. That shit was my fault to even think that. I don't know why I even thought of believing it could happen with us."
Ashley couldn't take it anymore. She really didn't give a crap about John knowing about the baby. She gave so many clues that she was pregnant and if he still didn't know, then that would be sad and his problem. Right now to her it didn't matter if it was the right way, time, place, mood, or anything other wise to tell John she was pregnant with his baby. The thing is she wasn't going to tell him, he was going to tell himself. Ashley was just giving clues about it.
"Ashley, what the hell are you talking about?" John asked feeling as if he had issues worst than Michael Jackson, Britney Spears, and Amy Whinehouse all together. "Ashley, are you pregnant...with my child?"
"I don't know, John." Ashley said wiping the smile off her face. "You tell me."
Ashley turned to walk back to her hotel room where Trish was eating donuts watching T.V. As Ashley was walking through the hallway, tearing without sound she felt a musculer hand grab her arm. She turned so hard you would of thought she had whiplash. When she turned around she thought it was John but it turned out to be a special someone. The someone she said made her feel special...even thought it was her best friend's boyfriend.
"What!!" Ashley said as she turned around to the person face to chest with. She looked up and it was..."Randy?!?!"
Thats Chapter 2 of "Always be my baby" this story has something to do with the song "Always be my baby" by Mariah Carey. Really pretty song. If you never heard of that song then you may need to check that out. There are going to be soooo many good songs in this story it's not even funny. But any way. if you wanna know whats going on with Randy and Ashley then Review NOWWW!!!!! For all the people that don't know who Randy's girlfriend that happens to be Ashley's best friend then here's a hint. (Chapter 1: the Flashback with text messages) and there you go. There will also be voting for ideas in this story so not only in will be intresting it will also be fun. Now isn't that great.
Chapter 3 sneak peek: Ashley is going to reveal whats be going on with Randy and her. How will Randy's girlfriend (Ashley's BEST friend) react to this? Will they still be friends? Will this friend still be with Randy? Will this thing still take place between Ashley and Randy? How will John feel about it? Will Candice and Ashley squash the feud and be friends? What does Ashley think (Not "do"...THINK) about keeping the baby? (The whole next chapter is based on this Flashback and it's 2007)
The next chapter is going to be in regular font cuz right now I can't stand italics. It was too much of it in this chapter...think of the next (dun dun dunnnnnnn. lol!)
There you go people I hope you liked this chapter cuz I do. It was a lot of thinking and work to do. RRR (Ya'll should know what it stand for.) and A2FI D (New one: add to favorites if didn't) Chapter 3 is on it's way...PEACE "V"