Sorry again. I have school, things to do, places to go, people to see, and so on . I want to thank princessoffndrknes06 for the review. Here goes the next chapter...

Disclaimer: I only own Ashley's son who is not a real person.

Ashley laid on her bed on her side facing the wall thinking about all the things that happened not too long ago in the dark. She's pregnant with her ex-boyfriend's baby, her ex-boyfriend cheated on her with Candice Michelle of all people, she lost her best friend because she made out with her boyfriend, and she thought about getting abortion because she doesn't think she's ready for a kid.

Randy knocked on Trish's door knowing he was going to have to explain what happened. He leaned on the wall as he waited. The door slowly opened revealing a Trish that looked a hot mess. Her face was pink and her eyes were puffy from crying and her hair was in a messy ponytail. She looked up at Randy and rolled her eyes.

"What the hell do you want?" Trish asked rudely.

"I wanted to explain what happened earlier." Randy answered knowing this would be hard.

"You don't need to explain shit. What happened was what I saw and I saw you lip locking with my best friend." Trish said getting a little loud. "Or should I say someone I thought was my best friend."

"It's my fault though. You shouldn't blame her for something I did."

"You may have started it but she sure did kiss you back!"

"Thats because I kissed her, I held her down, I walked her back to the wall. All that shit was me. I didn't give her a chance to push me away."

"Since all of that shit started from you why did you do it?"

"Because-"

"Because what?!"

"Because I have.... very strong feelings for her."

"You what?! What about me? Don't you have feelings for me? I'm your fucking girlfriend, what the hell!"

"Trish, I do love you. With all my heart, I do. I'm just not in love with you." Randy answered truthfully knowing this would break Trish's heart.

"Wait what? I don't get it. Was it me, I'm I not attractive to you any more or is it the way I look. What is it? Tell me!" Trish asked feeling very confused thinking Randy not attractively loving her was her fault as tears fell down her eyes.

"No Trish. You are very attractive. Your gorgeous, smart, wonderful, down to earth, you have a great personality, you have a beautiful smile, with the sweetest honey brown eyes." Randy answered walking to Trish before hugging her.

"Then why don't you love me? You can stand there and tell me all these things that makes a girl feel special, makes a girl feel loved and cared about and you don't love me?" Trish questioned as she rest her head on Randy's chest.

"I don't know Trish. The first time we started going out I was happy and so lucky I could be with someone so beautiful and unique then I was a fool and I messed up my gift. I never cheated on you and I never thought about it. But I did have feelings for Ashley before I dated you and I guess when I saw her sad and she was crying those emotions came back and I couldn't help myself. I'm really sorry Trish, I never meant to hurt you in any way. I'm really sorry and I regret what I did." Randy said softly in Trish's ears before he pulled her back to look at her. He looked deeply into her eyes as she did the same to him. More tears slipped out of them and Randy wiped them off. "Don't cry."

"How can't I? Who can't cry over someone like you? Your such a wonderful person, but for you to go and do that with my best friend hurts. Who wouldn't cry?" Trish replied as Randy understood the pain she was going through.

"I'm sorry. I understand the pain that I caused you, I truly wish I can take it away. I don't want to hurt you anymore."

"Wait? So that means we're over?"

"Didn't you end it?"

"Yeah, but we can work things out. It can get better, right?"

"You deserve more Trish, you do. There are better men out there in the world and I hope you find him soon." Randy said feeling disappointed in his self.

"You are the better man out there. You just made a mistake. People do that, we're human."

"I know but I still have feelings for Ashley. It's not right to you. I can't stay and let you get hurt."

"So your saying if we continue this relationship your sure you might cheat on me?"

"I don't know but I want to avoid hurting you by not being with you so you don't have to worry about me cheating."

"What about our future? What about marriage and having ki-"

"Getting married, having kids?! That never even came to my mind. Trish, this is going to far." Randy stated honestly.

"It's not just 'feelings' is it? Your in love with Ashley." Trish said finally getting it. "You don't love me."

"Trish, I'm sorry."

"You can't cheat, the girls pregnant from God's sake, she's not gonna be able to travel with us."

"You don't know that. She might travel with us and if she does I might end up kissing her again. And all this drama started up from just a kiss."

"I know but-"

"There's no buts. I'm doing this for you Trish. I'm sorry. I gotta go." Randy said just before walking to the door.

"Wait." Trish said before she walked up and grabbed his arm. "One more time. At least. Just one more."

"Trish I ca-" Randy manged to say before he was interrupted by Trish's lips touching against his.

At first Randy didn't put emotion into it but then he tasted more of the sweet taste of Trish's lips. They stood there and kissed letting each others tongues explore their mouths. Trish felt on his body and put her hands under Randy's shirt lifting it up. Randy put his hands on her waist pushing her back.

"I....I can't do this." Randy said out up breathng down at the floor fixing his shirt. "I'm really sorry."

Randy turned around and left the room without looking back at Trish's dissappointed, sad, and dumbfounded face.

Ashley was still in her thoughts laying down facing the wall. Her thoughts were broken when she heard a knock on her door. She sure as hell didn't feel like getting up. Luckily the door was unlocked.

"Come in." Ashley yelled carelessly about who could be at your door.

She saw the light from the hall way and a man's shadow standing at the door, on the wall. He walked in and started talking.

"For someone pregnant, you should care who's at your door because it could be anybody." The man said was he walked to Ashley's bed and sat by her.

"Why should I have to worry? I'm not keeping the baby anyway." Ashley replied although she wasn't sure about keeping the baby or not.

"What! Ashley you can't just make the decisions by your self, thats not fair on my part."

"Well it sure wasn't fair when you cheated on me with my worst enemy but you should have a say in me keeping the baby. It's just not gonna happen like that, John."

"I'm sorry and I made a mistake-"

"A mistake you've been doing for a while now."

"Ashley, you can't talk because you cheated on me first."

"Oh my God John, did we not discuss this already?"

"I'm sorry I hurt you but when I found out you slept with Randy it hurt me too. "

"Why does it hurt you? I'm not gonna repeat the details on how you hurt me over and over again. Plus, guys can't get pregnant so you wouldn't know how much it hurts me."

"I said it was a mistake. I would know how much it would hurt if I were to purpose to you."

"If you were to purpose but you didn't and especially at that time when I slept with Randy."

"I get your point, I understand you were hurt but I never intended that to happen."

"Oh, but you did intended it to happen when you where fucking her right? And you never intended it to happen when you where going to leave me?"

"Ashley, i wasn't going to leave you!"

"Then why didn't you-? You didn't attemp to claim she was- You know what John? Your life must be really fucked up, and that fucking up is effecting me and I don't want my baby growing up like that."

"People get killed everyday because of mistakes and you say my life is fucked up? And your blaming me cuz your life is fucked up too, and all this fucking up is messing up the baby's life? What the hell?!"

"You and your drama caused fucked me up and the baby will be in a fucked up environment"

"Do you always have to bring the drama out on things?"

"Oh no the hell you didn't. In case you didn't know, you created the drama by cheating on me. I'm just telling you my point of view on it."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I' sorry! How many times do I have to say it?"

"You don't have to say it at all. Weather you say it or not you still cheated no matter what. It's a fact, you can't change it to an opinion."

"Ashley I swear on my-"

"Don't swear on anything for me, I'm not worth it. Plus, you'll regret what you swore on so don't."

"What do you mean your not worth it? You worth more than the world to me, Ash."

"If I am then promise you won't swear on anything for me."

"Fine, I won't. Can we at least talk peacefully and think things through about the baby?"

"Is that why your here, to talk about the baby?"

"Yeah. I don't want you to give it up. We should keep it, together and be a little family."

"John, that would be nice, really but...I don't know if I'm ready for a kid, I mean I'm only 21. I was happy about it earlier but now since all this crap happened I don't think I'm ready."

"Ashley, how old was you mom when she had you?"

"15 but-"

"Did she want to keep or raise you?"

"No but-"

"Did she spend 9 months with you anyway?"

"Yes but-"

"Did she set you up for adoption?"

"Yea."

"When she gave birth to you did she give you away to another family?"

"No."

"Did she keep you even though she was 15?"

"Yea."

"Did the father help her through it?"

"No."

"What she ready or prepared?"

"No."

"Your a 21 year old grown ass women that has a man that will support and prepare you for the baby. Whats wrong?" John asked as he laid down on the bed behind Ashley.

"Nothing, I'm just scared."

"And you think your mom wasn't scared?"

"She was."

"Ok then. You have nothing to be scared about...you got me and I go through it all with you."

"Really?"

"Yeah." John said proving Ashley he cared. " I owe you, you can at least have somebody be there for you then you go through all this. I'm doing this for us and the baby."

"No matter what you do, I'll always I love you Johnny in some type of way." Ashley responded in a little whisper.

"I love you too Ash, and our baby." John replied as he put his hand over the baby.

Ashley smiled to her self while putting her hand over his and closing her eyes before going to sleep. Soon John did the same and they both were together sleep.

End of Flashback (FINALLY!!)

"No matter what you do, I'll always I love you Johnny." Ashley said in her sleep as she dreamed about the last time she was with John.

"I love you too, Mommy." Little John (thats his new nick-name) said thinking that his mother was referring to him.

Ashley woke up little and heard her son's reply. She opened her eyes and smiled down at him. Little John looked up at his mother and smiled up at her showing his dimples. Ashley tried to hold a tear back because how beautiful her son was. Everyday he looked more and more like his father. She just wrapped her arms around his shoulders and he rest his head on her shoulders.

A few minutes later the plane landed in Miami, Florida. They got there suitcases, picked up a few snacks, then headed to the hotel with the car Ashley rented. They got to the hotel and got ready to go to Raw.

"You ready Johnny?" Ashley yelled from her room as she put her light purple mid length jacket that was short sleeved over her black shirt with a pink skull head on it.

"Almost Mommy." Little John yelled from the bathroom.

"Alright." Ashley yelled back as she put on her fingerless gloves that were connected to the fishnets that went up her arms. Ashley was THE punk princess. Even though she would wear fishnets showing her bra and a skirt that was super short she had to dress a little more appropriately being that she had a kid on her arm and all but she still rocked the punkness.

"Mommy, I'm ready." Little John yelled as he came in his mom's room and saw her lacing up her black boots over her jeans. "I like your hair. You cut it."

"Thanks sweetie." Ashley smiled at the compliment her son gave about her blonde hair with black, pink, and light purple highlights. "I cut it and put the highlights in while you were washing up."

"Oh, They match your outfit." Little John pointed out with a smile.

"I like yours." Ashley replied looking at the outfit her son had on. He wore a WWE T-shirt and the jeans with a skull belt buckle and a chain hanging on the side.

"Thanks, let's go." Little John said grabbing his mom's hand pulling her out the room.

"Ok, Let me get the card." Ashley got the card to her hotel and up it in her pocket. Ashley locked the door then left with Little John. Ashley walked down the hall holding hands with her son. She was happy that her son will finally get to meet his father and his father will finally get to meet his son but she was nervous. She was scared about how Trish might have felt, scared about seeing John, and really scared to see Randy. She was going to have to face her fears eventually.

Thank god I finally got that dag on flash back done. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. I thought it was pretty cool. The next chapter: Will John finally get to meet his son? Will Trish and Ashley get along?, If Ashley loved John like she said in her dream then why did she leave him? What happens when Randy finds out Ashley is there? How will Ashley feel about seeing old friends? So many questions that aren't answered. They will be by the next 2 chapters and I promise I won't have you guys waiting so long. R.R.R. Peace "V"