But I Never Loved You

I've Loved You All Along

A/N Just to warn everybody, this chapter would be the chapter rated M for Blatant Sexual Activity. If NC-17 stories were allowed…this would be considered one of them. It's not particularly crazy, but it is still there, so I feel the need to give some sort of warning so as not to startle anyone.

A loud pounding startled every Weasley at the dinner table. Charlie stood and walked over to the door, but the second he opened it, Draco ran in.

"Where's Granger? Where is she? I need to see her right this second!"

Hermione walked over him and grabbed him by the arm. "Calm down, what's going on with you?"

Draco grabbed her by the shoulders and looked into her face. "You were the smartest student at Hogwarts. I need your help. Ginny… She's been taken by Pansy."

Hermione sighed and shook her head. "Malfoy, she left you for Pansy. It shocked us too, but that doesn't mean that she's being held against her will."

Ron was sitting at the table, flipping through the paper. Draco could see that on the cover was a picture of Ginny and Draco. It was the day at Hogsmeade where he'd last seen her. He then got an idea.

"Mrs. Weasley, you obviously know about Ginny's eyes, right?"

All of Ginny's brothers looked lost, but Molly nodded. "Yes, they change color."

Draco grabbed the paper from Ron, ignoring his disgruntled shout. "Look at her face. Look."

In the middle of the paper was a picture of Pansy and Ginny, hand in hand. Ginny's face was bright and cheerful, with her head tilted on Pansy's shoulder. Her eyes, however, were the most vibrant shade of purple Molly had ever seen them.

"Oh Merlin…" She looked up to Draco. "Get her away from that wench!"

Draco nodded, grabbing Hermione by the arm and running from the house. Bill and Charlie were right behind them.

-.-

Ginny felt her whole body shake. Pansy had put her under some spell she didn't understand, and now here she was…in this tiny light blue nightie that was very tiny and very see-through.

"Pansy please… Why would you want to be with someone that didn't love you?"

That was the last thing she had remembered before waking up, tied to 'her' bed. Ginny felt her chest heave.

Pansy was beautiful, this was hard to deny. In her younger years at Hogwarts, she had been compared quite often to a pug, but these days she could put a Victoria's Secret model to shame.

The only problem? Ginny was heterosexual. She was jealous of Pansy's looks, not attracted to them.

Pansy crawled up to her on the bed, pressing soft kisses along her neck. "I'll make you love me whether you want to or not."

Ginny felt herself begin to shake. Tears started to stream from her eyes, causing Pansy to stop what she was doing. She sighed and stood up.

"Fine. I don't want you to be miserable so here."

Pansy took Ginny's chin between her fingers and opened her mouth slightly. She reached onto the side table and grabbed a light pink potion, sliding a few drops into her mouth.

Ginny's tears stopped instantly, but it took a few more moments for her body to relax. She took a deep breath and bit her lower lip. "Why me Pansy? Why?"

Pansy crawled toward her and licked her lips. "You can't help who you fall in love with Ginny."

The sincerity of her voice gave Ginny chills. She wasn't truly a monster…She was just someone in love. Sure she was a little nuts, and she'd resorted to kidnapping, but it was love guiding her.

Ginny could feel herself weakening against her touch. What was that potion she'd given her?

Pansy lay a gentle hand against her cheek and looked her in her eyes. "Please…Just trust me. Just once."

Pressing her soft lips against Ginny's forehead, Ginny actually felt herself begin to trust her. It was a weird sensation, and she knew she wouldn't have felt it without the potion, but something about this situation felt right to her.

A kiss was pressed to her lips, and Ginny could hardly control herself. Somewhere from the beginning of her memory, she'd neglected to notice that her arms and legs had been untied from the bed.

Pansy's lips moved to her neck, and her hand slid under the nightie. With a fluid motion, Ginny felt a finger trace the outline of her body inside her tiny blue panties. Ginny gasped.

"Shh… It's okay. Just trust me. I'll make sure you enjoy yourself."

Ginny felt her hands come up to Pansy's cheeks. Her brain knew what it wanted to do, but the potion hindered her. She wanted more than anything to hit her, make her hurt the way she did, but she just couldn't.

Pansy slid her hand into the rather useless panties and for what seemed like ages, tried her best to memorize every inch she could touch. She wasn't trying to pleasure anybody, she was just enjoying the feeling of the soft flesh under her fingers.

Ginny felt her breath quicken. "Please Pansy…" She knew how she meant it, but that wasn't how it came out. It came out as more a needy whimper.

"It's okay Ginny. Just close your eyes."

She did. Ginny figured that if she just submitted to the potion…Submitted to Pansy, that maybe it wouldn't be as horrible as if she fought to free herself. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to prepare herself for what she knew was to come.

Draco watched as Hermione began to read the book that was between the four of them. "Well? Do you see anything?"

Hermione took a deep breath. "Listen, if you ask me that one more time, I'm going to fling this book at your head. Go over there, sit beside Bill. Talk about anything."

Draco walked away, brushing his hair from his face.

"Mate…I hate to be the one to ask this, but I know everyone has it on their minds," Charlie asked, standing beside the obviously distraught man, "how can you be so sure that she's not enamored with this…Parkinson character?"

Draco sighed. He had been thinking the same thing himself. How could he be so sure?

"We'll go as slow as you need, okay Princess? There's no rush…"

Ginny leaned into his lips. "Thank you…"

Draco pressed soft kisses against her neck. "If there's anything you want me to stop doing…or anything you want me to do more…"

Ginny giggled at the way he had phrased that, and was somewhat startled by the words that came next.

"The most important thing here though Ginny…I want you to trust me."

She looked up at him with wide, green eyes, (which he hoped meant sincerity,) and said, "I trust you with me more than I've ever trusted anybody else…"

He shook his head, trying to get the memory away. It hurt more than it helped right now…

"I love your sister. I'll be honest, I didn't mean to. I never wanted to love her, but for some reason, I just couldn't help myself! I've known for a while now that we were to get married as soon as she was old enough. I never thought twice of it. I always figured we'd be married, I'd get my money, pop out an heir, and then we'd go our separate ways, like my parents did! Stay married for show of course…But find separate lovers."

"I could have told you Ginny would never go for something like that. She is a hopeless romantic and there is no way you'd succeed in getting her hand if she thought that was the way it was going to be."

Draco shook his head in Billy's direction. "We talked about it and she seemed ready to go through with it without my love…I never got to tell her how I truly feel…"

"If you treated her properly, I'm sure she could feel it."

Draco looked up at Ginny's oldest brother and raised an eyebrow. "What do you mean by that?"

"Well, Ginny was always very perceptive. If you were treating her horribly she may not even want to be near you long enough to notice. If she wanted to be in your presence she would have sensed your feelings."

Draco sighed. "I just hope she's alright…Pansy is a little crazy…"

-.-

"Does this hurt?" Pansy asked in a gentle tone, sliding her first finger inside Ginny.

Ginny didn't move at all. She just lay there, trying to pretend there was nothing going on down below. The potion had succeeded in calming her down, and even at some points made her appreciate where she was, but deep down, she knew she didn't like women, least of all Pansy.

Ginny felt her eyes open in a startled manner as she felt a tongue trace her most hidden areas. And yet they weren't hidden in this moment… She had never felt so vulnerable, and so liberated all at the same time.

"If I'm hurting you, just let me know." Her voice was that of genuine concern, which slightly threw Ginny off.

"No…" she said gently. "I'm not hurt…"

She felt her whole body tense up when she felt a tentative tongue flick at her most sensitive inner crevices. Her body betrayed her when she felt her back arch, and a whimper came from her lips.

Pansy's whole face burst with happiness. "That's right Ginny. Just enjoy this, okay?"

Deep in her brain Ginny knew she was being raped, but for some reason she just couldn't be mortified about it at the moment. She assumed it was the potion, because she had the uncontrollable urge to whip Pansy onto her back and reciprocate the same torture…

Pansy gave Ginny's inner thigh a gentle nip before sliding up to flick her clit with the tip of her tongue. Sliding one finger into her, she looked up to see her face. "Everything alright?"

Ginny grew bold and growled a scary one. She glared down at Pansy. "Stop talking to me!"

It was obvious to Pansy just then that Ginny was about to reach her first female inflicted orgasm. "Just close your eyes Ginny, and feel this."

She sucked roughly against the sensitive flesh and slid an additional finger deep inside her, searching desperately for the elusive G-Spot that she had yet to experience for herself.

A harsh shout and a collage of limbs and hair made Pansy unsure of what exactly happened for the next few seconds, but after a little bit, Ginny calmed down and curled herself into a ball. The potion had worn off after her orgasm, it was obvious now.

"Well…"

Ginny's whole face was covered in tears. She couldn't believe what she had just done, and what she had just allowed to happen to her. "Please…Just leave me alone. You got what you wanted, just go away!"

What Ginny would never know was that on her way out, Pansy had begun to cry for herself…

-.-

Draco banged his head against the wall for around the hundredth time when Hermione's voice caught his attention. "This sounds about right!"

He ran to her side and looked into the book. "What?"

She pointed to the description of a spell called "Diligo Raptor"

He raised an eyebrow. "What does it do?"

Hermione rolled her eyes. "Can't you read?" Without a second thought on the subject, Hermione began to read. "Diligo Raptor is Latin for Love Thief. This spell is to be used to create a forceful surge of anger whenever the love of the spell caster is in question from the spell receiver."

When Draco looked lost, Hermione sighed. "If Pansy put this spell on Ginny it means that she will become angry if you question her love of Pansy, or Pansy's love of her. What I'm reading here is that you have to show her that you love her without questioning anything. Remind her of her love for you, and if there's any there…She'll come back to you."

Draco nodded. "Well, this I can definitely do!"

A/N Okay guys, this is the second to last chapter…Just one left! Okay, I realize this was put up a little early, but whatever lol. The last chapter won't come up until NEXT week.