Chapter 9 – Emotions

a/n I don't own it. Boo hoo hoo hoo

Thanks for the great reviews. Really, I love all of them.

I want to apologize beforehand to anyone that might think my writing isn't that great. My first language isn't English and I still have issue writing at my age. Boo hoo hoo. Oh well, but my ideas keep coming.

Next, remember this story will be different. Some characters will be the same, others won't. Keep in mind that Cullens are a very wealthy and well to do family. They have always been catered. Lastly, yes, Edward is an ass in this story. He is the baby and the one who has been always adored. He has a big chip on his shoulder which needs to be taken down. Emmett and Jasper grew out of that, but Edward didn't.

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Bella POV

5am

I can't sleep. I am on this high from last night because (1) the ball was a success, (2) Harry, Alicia and Michael were just fantastic, (3) Emmett's apology and (4) Angie, Brad and George showed up. As well, today is my last full day with my mum and dad. Now I am really thinking if I can really do this? I proved myself yesterday, but mum and dad have been with me. Ugh, let me go run. I need to clear my head. The fresh air will help clear my head and help me think straight. I love this city so early in the morning. The air is cleaner and I love the eeriness of the city. I feel like I am the only one on the planet as I run through the streets.

8am

"Mum, Dad, are you up?"

"Yes dear, we are in the kitchen."

Mmm, I can smell homemade cranberry scones.

"Good morning my darling parents!"

Mum as always so attentive, "How was your run?"

"Great. I want you both to come with me. Can you both be ready in like 30 minutes?"

Dad nodded "What's this all about darling?"

"I just want to share something with you both before you leave tomorrow."

I am glad they agreed. I have been thinking about this for the longest time, but I think it will help me close any insecurities I have from the past and I want to thank mum and dad for everything they have done. I love my parents. I could never have asked a better set of people in my life. I want to let them know of my love and loyalty to them. This was the only way that would show them my love.

The car picked us up and I had the driver stop at a florist so I could pick up some red roses. Mum and dad still didn't have a clue. Once the car made a left to going into the cemetery, it seemed like mum and dad became a little uncomfortable. "Mum, Dad, relax please." We finally stopped and I took my mum's hands and she took dad's hand and I led them to the grave – Renee, Charlie and Steve Swan.

Liam POV

I know why my daughter took us to the cemetery and I will always treasure her for it.

Bella let go of Tanya's hand and bent down and placed the roses on their graves.

"Hi Mommy and Dad. How are you? I am so sorry I haven't been able to come back sooner but we have been a little busy with the ball and apartment. As I promised, I bring my mum and my dad. They have been really great parents and I have been a really lucky person to have been able to have two fantastic sets of parents in one lifetime."

She paused and I saw tears coming from her eyes. I wanted to hold her so badly in my arms but there was like some kind of field holding me back.

"Mum and dad have to go back to London. I am making my new life here and I just wanted to plead to you to take care of them from where you are. Mum and dad are so much part of my life and I wouldn't know what to do if something happened to them. So I am here, begging you to please protect them and to guide them. Please help us reunite sooner than later and always remind them that I love them very much, as much as I love you."

She couldn't anymore. Tanya just fell on her knees and held our daughter so tightly. I knew Tanya was going to suffer so much from this separation, but when my daughter, my Bella said these things, I knew I was going to suffer as much or more than Tanya did. I couldn't stand it and fell to my knees and cried. I haven't cried this way since I said goodbye to my mother. I held my family, my dear Tanya and Bella, in my arms never wanting to let them go. I said a small prayer and pleaded to Renee, Charlie and Steve to please look after my Bella. I don't know if I could ever live again without her in my life.

Tanya POV

My dearest Bella – I really don't know what else I can say to her. She had told us everything right there and then. I realized that our love could never be broken. We three would always be in love of each other and would never be able to live without one another. It was going to be extremely difficult to board that plane tomorrow, but I knew that I carried Bella's love for me everywhere. My Bella has grown up and how I wish I was going to be nearer to her, but life must go on. Life must go on.