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Edward POV
I woke up a few times throughout the night. Jasper, on the other hand, was awake the entire time. I could see that he was afraid to fall asleep. After the third time, though, of me waking up to see Jasper awake, I decided then that it was time I say something.
"Jasper?" he looked down at me and I noticed tears in his eyes.
Reaching a hand up, I wiped them away, and then he opened his mouth to apologize once again. "I'm sorry," he muttered.
"For what, baby?" I asked.
"For dragging---" he cut himself off, not allowing himself to finish his thought.
"Jasper, please, just tell me," I implored of him. "Please."
"It's my fault you're even here. You were whimpering in your sleep, you know. You're hungry and thirsty and bleeding, and it's because you stayed, that you're here." he said, turning his head away from me.
"But, I chose to stay. And really, I'd rather you be here than alone. There's no place I'd rather be than at your side."
Food was pushed threw a slot in the door, then, and a man called out, "Eat, rest. When my boss gets here in four days, you are going to be glad we have allowed you time to rest."
Jasper sighed and reached for the food. We ate in silence, and when we were finished, I pulled him to me.
"Get some sleep. I know you didn't sleep at all, while I was." I told him.
"I don't want to leave us vulnerable, nor do I want you to have to be the one to stay awake."
I sighed.
"Just shut up and sleep," I said.
I hummed Jasper to sleep again, while stroking his hair. There was something inside of me, though, that was telling me that this room was familiar. Like I had been here before, or something. I sniffed the air. The smell---and that's when it all clicked into place for me. Just by simply sniffing the air.
We were being held at the same place that the Irana had taken the girl and raped her. Suddenly, I was even more terrified that they would do that to us, what they did to her body. My heart started beating erratically, the fear trying to consume me the more I thought about the possibility, and whimpered. I just sat there for hours and finally decided that in case it does happen, I want Jasper to take me the first time. I refused to lose my virginity that way.
Jasper started groaning and gasping in his sleep. I stroked his hair and started whispering soothing whispers into his ear.
"Shh, baby. It's okay. I'm here." His head snapped up and almost hit me in the jaw as I leaned my head down a bit and tried to kiss his head. His eyes were wild again, and I froze. Then, just like that, his eyes calmed down, and they were back to normal, maybe a little more lifeless than usual, but normal nonetheless, and he smiled at me a little.
"Hey, sleepyhead," I smiled.
Jasper reached a hand up, then, and kissed me. I leaned into the kiss, putting as much passion and desire and need into this kiss as I could muster, and when his hand ran up my chest, his thumb ghosted over my nipple and I let out a groan into his mouth. Jasper came up for air then and chuckled.
"I figured out where we are," I told him as a means for distraction.
His eyes snapped to mine and he became serious once again.
"We're at the Karna Temple." I elaborated.
Jasper's face twisted into confusion, as if trying to remember why this place was so familiar.
Finally, "The MP's daughter?"
I nodded in confirmation.
"That means if we can get out of this room, I can get us out of the building."
I looked back to the steel door, and remembered all the locks on the other side of the door.
"I doubt we can breakout without a fucking bomb," I murmured. He sighed, remembering the locks the same as I had. Jasper placed his head back down on my stomach. "Jasper?"
He shifted his face up to look at me. I was lying back, with my head propped against the wall.
"I don't wanna lose my virginity to them," I whisper-whined.
"Baby," he cooed, rubbing my cheek.
"Please," I whispered looking down at him.
"No. At least, not yet. But how about we play a bit?"
I nodded. I knew he didn't want to push me. It was another one of those things that I loved about him. He didn't want that to be my reason for wanting him and taking that next step in our physical relationship. I must have looked as rejected and pained and scared as I felt, because Jasper straddled my waist and stroked my cheek, whispering, "Soon, okay? Just not today. I promise."
Another nod, and then I opened my mouth for his tongue to slip in as he leaned forward.
His lips connected with mine and our tongues battled for dominance. I willingly gave it to him and pushed my hips into his at the same time. Jasper moaned, I gasped. The feel of his naked cock on mine was nothing short of fucking amazing. He kissed his way from my lips, up my cheek, and to my ear. After nibbling on it for a bit, he licked my lobe, and then whispered, "I'm going to sit on your cock first."
I groaned; low, guttural, and primal.
I figured he decided to do this so that I would see the pleasure it can bring after the pain. I knew it would hurt, that was a given, inevitable, and not having any lube to prep him or myself, it would only hurt that much more. Jasper kissed his way down my arm, and grabbed my hand. He laced our fingers together, and then brought our joined hands to his erect cock. Slowly pumping our hands together, and then he soon let me lead my own hand.
After several slow, deliberate strokes, I decided that I wanted to try something that I've never done before. I pushed back on his shoulders gently, telling him without words to lay down. Once his back was flat on the cold ground, I lay on my stomach, in between his legs, my face mere inches away from his erection. Tentatively, I licked the tip. The taste of his pre-cum was salty and musty, with a hint of Jasper's natural scent. It was actually . . . quite delicious. I wanted more. I sucked him into my mouth, letting my instincts guide me and take over.
Jasper twisted his fingers into my hair, guiding me, giving me tips along the way.
"Press your tongue flat to the bottom when you slide down, and then on the tip, on the way up." I did as he instructed and his grip tightened and a strangled, "God!" flew from his lips.
"Once you go down, suck hard and pull up, and let your teeth graze me lightly. But not bite," he directed me in a gasp.
I continued with Jasper's previous instructions and tightened my lips around his head. He moaned and lightly thrust up into my mouth.
I sucked him back into my mouth and hollowed out my cheeks, creating a vacuum-like suction, and pulled my head back up, my tongue pressing against the underside of his cock, my teeth grazing him lightly, like he said, not biting. Jasper's head swelled, and he grunted, "Oh . . . I'm going . . . oh . . . so close." I sucked my way back down, my tongue wrapping around him, and the next thing I knew, his orgasm hit and he exploded his hot stream down my throat. I swallowed as quickly as I could, only coughing a little, but it was good for my first time blowjob. He pulled me up to his lips, then, and slipped his tongue into my mouth.
When we pulled away after several long minutes, Jasper muttered, "Tasting myself on you is the best thing that I have ever tasted in my life," against my lips.
My own arousal was pressed against his thigh as he rolled us over and started to kiss down my neck again.
He stopped at my collarbone and swirled his tongue up my neck, sucked on my Adam's apple a bit, which made me cry out in pure, unadulterated pleasure, and then back to my lips. Jasper kissed my lips again, then my forehead, then my cheeks, my nose and finally my eyes, before whispereing, "Thank you." I smiled and kissed him hungrily.
Jasper pulled away and slipped two fingers into my mouth. "Swirl your tongue around them," he whispered, watching my lips, no doubt remembering how my lips had just been around his cock not too long ago.
Shaking his head a little to bring himself out his lustful memories, he pulled his fingers from my mouth. He pushed on my shoulders gently in the same manner I had done with him, and I lay there on my back, with Jasper lying between my legs now, on his stomach. Once he had my knees resting against his shoulders, he licked the tip of my head, and pulled me into his mouth. I moaned as his tongue drew lazy, indiscernible shapes down my shaft, and then his teeth grazed up my length. I felt his finger playing around my puckered hole, and then slip inside. I groaned in pain and Jasper let me fall from his mouth.
"Relax, baby," he whispered. His fingers on his left hand massaged my thigh gently and he pulled me back into his mouth. Once I relaxed back into the pleasure, he started to move the finger in my puckered hole again, and then slipped in a second finger. I moaned that time, after a small flinch. He started to scissor his fingers, stretching me, and pumped along with the speed and stroke of his mouth.
I felt a tightening in my lower abdomen, twisting and turning, a fire being ignited, and recognized it as my orgasm approaching, and gasped. I writhed underneath him from his ministrations until I felt his fingers probe an area inside of me that sent me catapulting from the precipice, and into a euphoric bliss.
Clutching onto Jasper's shoulders, my back arched high up off the floor, like I was trying to fly off somewhere, and nearly screamed, "Jasper!"
My eyes closed of their own volition, and I felt my whole body trembling in the aftermath. When I was able to finally open my eyes, I was wrapped up in Jasper's arms. His breathing had calmed, and he was stroking my hair.
"W-wow." I was finally able to gasp out. But even that simple, one-syllable word didn't do what I had seemed inadequate.
Jasper chuckled, and then whispered, "I love you, Edward."
I sighed and snuggled into him and kissed the part of his tattered chest right where I knew his heart is. "I love you, too, Jasper." I felt my lips twitch up into a blissful smile. It was the truth. I did love him. And hearing that he loved me, too, made the smile on my face turn into a goofy grin.
We laid like that for awhile, just listening to each other's breathing. I heard Jasper's light snores from behind my ears and sighed. At least we can have a little bit of heaven while we're here. When more water and food was delivered, Jasper woke up with a smile.
He stroked my face hovering above him, and then reached over to get the food.
"How are you feeling?" he asked while we ate.
"I'm okay." I smiled.
Jasper smiled at me once again, and then put on a serious face.
"Just for future reference, if either of us are going to penetrate the other, don't swallow. It's the best thing we've got. Unless they give us some mayo," he chuckled dryly.
After we finished eating we curled up again in the spoon position. Jasper used our clothes as pillows again, whereas I used his arm.
I knew that Jasper was drifting off, but I couldn't keep myself awake any longer.
"Love you, Edward," he whispered.
Then his soft snores started, and I hummed myself to sleep.
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Hi Everyone!
Princess HarleyHeaven. THANK YOU! I bow to your knowledge!
YAY!!! You've got me to 50. Well not yet, it's at 4, but I'm gunna post this anyways!
Just a few things.
Thank you to all of the amazing reviewers and their words. Thank you again to the super awesome prowess of my beta! I'll be posting an Edward/Jacob story by the end off this month. This story has helped me to learn to deal with letting chapters compound onto my computer. It's still hard but I'm learning. Makes them last longer.
I'm going to try to write the chapter once, have it beta'd then review it again and add to it a little with the new story. So keep an eye out for Lost and Alone.
I hope you're enjoying this story. And just a warning. There's some unwanted sexual moments coming, I'll have warnings up at the top of the chapter, and bolded and larger lettering size with in the chapter. It's nothing too gruesome I'm hoping but it's there none the less. I'll be grazing over most of the scenes. I'll tell you what being done, but no details. The first on isn't too bad, but there's more details in it I think than the others will have. I haven't written anymore so I'm not too sure at this moment. I'm going to read it over a few times and try to see if it's too much already. Originally I hadn't planned on doing this, but when I decided to have them in the same place and the MP's daughter it just kinda had to be done. So you have unfortunately a little bit of a hint at the future, not that there wasn't foreshadowing coming. Sorry my knowledge of chapters is way ahead of yours cuz they're already written.
Well enough of my stupid ranting. I just want you to be prepped for some of the icky shit.
Well thanks guys!!!!!
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