Sometimes I really don't understand my daddy. Why wouldn't he want to be a part of my life. It makes me sad to think that he very well could have chosen never to see me. I guess when it comes down to it when you are faced with a life changing situation like that it is so much easier to take the easy way out. But my daddy isn't a coward and like he always says Never Back Down and Never Quit. I don't know if I have mentioned this but my daddy is the bestest daddy ever.

It was just after dinner and all 6 Cena men were relaxing. John had been relatively quiet since his little outing earlier. He seemed to have taken refuge within himself working out what having a baby would mean. Although he didn't particularly dislike kids he had never pictured himself with one. But now the idea was growing on him a little. Although he wouldn't admit it out loud. He felt someone hit him hard on the shoulder and looked up to meet his youngest brother's eyes.

"What?" he snapped irritably.

"You were mumbling to yourself" Sean replied.

"So now it's against the law to mumble to myself when I have something on my mind" he had no idea why he was getting so angry. It wasn't like Sean had done anything wrong to him. He just wanted to be able to think in peace. "Jesus a guy gets someone pregnant and he can't even have the space to freak out about it" all the men in the room stopped what they were doing and stared at him. It took him a moment to realize what he had just done but as soon as he did he began to berate himself.

"Son I'm sorry did I hear you say that you got some woman pregnant?" his father Johnny Fabulous asked.

John looked guiltily at his father and nodded. He knew he wouldn't have been able to admit to it out loud. But surprisingly to him the moment he realized it wasn't a secret anymore he seemed to relax a little.

"Please tell me the baby's mother isn't Liz" his older brother Steve added his two cents.

"No" the second eldest Cena brother admitted.

Although he would not speak of his elation the elder John Cena couldn't have been anymore happy. He hated his son's fiancée and honestly had no idea why she was still in his son's life. But he didn't approve of his son's carelessness and he had yet to hear if his son was even going to take responsibility of this child.

"Damn John" Sean whistled "knockin up another girl with the wifey to be waitin at home … I'm proud of you man"

"This is the reason why no woman will let you touch them" Matt Cena poked fun at his younger brother's expense.

"Everyone but John leave now" the rest of the Cena boys cleared out leaving the two Johns alone.

"Care to explain to me how you came to be that careless?" his father asked in an almost berating tone.

"It's not like I planned this to happen" the younger man said "but I can't take it back now"

"What does the mother have to say?"

"That's the strange part she doesn't want any money and she said I don't even have to see the kid if I don't want to" he told his father.

"Do you want to see the child?"

"I don't know yet dad I guess I just need to sleep on it a bit" the younger man said.

"You do that son but if I may give you a piece of advice you have never lived until you are holding that little life in your arms and they look up at you and know that you are their daddy. It's an amazing feeling"

"I'll keep that in mind dad but right now I think I want to go to bed" he said standing up.

The older man stood up as well "Good night kid" he embraced his son and gave him a manly kiss on the side of his head "remember what I said when considering"

"I will I promise"

With that John left the room and ventured to his bed. He had a lot to think about and not a lot of time to think about it. A thought crossed his mind as he let his head hit his pillow. He would have to tell Liz about the baby and he knew he wasn't going to like doing that. No he was not looking forward to doing that at all.