Nemuri stood in darkness in their cat form, Anju sat on the ground a few feet away from her crying loudly.

"How many times have we done this now?" Nemuri asked sitting next to Anju, gently patting her back trying to calm her.

"Nii-nii didn't save us…" Anju whimpered, whipping her eyes.

"I told you he wouldn't go back, though that was really, really horrible having our guts pulled out…" Nemuri muttered, shaking from the memory of it. "Kishu-kun better be very sorry for leaving us!"

"But nii-nii always promised he would always save me! Why did he lie?!" Anju cried getting a little hysterical. "I told him papa could come back but he didn't listen! Why does nii-nii hate me?!? What did I do?!" she screamed as more and more tears fell.

"… Kishu-kun doesn't hate you, he's just too fucking obsessed with that bitch!" Nemuri growled, a bright powerful light came towards them.

"Time to go Anju, Nemuri-sama is sending us back again…" Nemuri muttered standing up.

Anju woke up to Tart poking her in the arm annoyingly.

"You do sure sleep a lot, you know" He said poking her one more time before standing up, and walking from where Anju was sitting on a chair next to one of the tables in the café where she had been sleeping with her arms and head resting on the table. She squeezed the cat toy that was sitting on her lap in anger, didn't he remember? He wasn't acting like anything happened, maybe he just didn't want to upset her by reminding her of the awful way she died last time.

Anju stood up and went over to where Tart was talking to Pudding, she tugged at his arm.

"Where's nii-nii?" she asked.

"He's somewhere with the old hag" Tart replied both he and Pudding heard her small growl at the mention of the cat mew but didn't say anything.

"Why is nii-nii always with Ichigo now?" Anju asked sadly.

"Don't you like Ichigo onee-chan?" Pudding asked, looking down on the smaller girl.

"I like her but nii-nii always is with her" she mumbled walking away.

"Anju are you alright?" Keiichiro called from the kitchen, the little girl came in and looked at him. "Are you alright? You don't look so good" he asked again looking down at her worriedly.

"Ni ba…" Anju sighed staring back at him.

"Does that mean anything?"

"Why is nii-nii always with Ichigo onee-chan ni ba?"

"Oh I see, your worried that Kish loves Ichigo more than he loves you" Keiichiro said smiling kindly at her, Anju nodded staring at the ground.

"Don't think of this relationship that your losing a brother, but rather gaining a sister, you have to learn that he is a big boy now and won't always be there to play with you. But that doesn't mean that he doesn't care for you any less than he does for Ichigo, I suggest you find a new playmate around your own age, maybe Pudding and Tart, they're only three years older than you, and you must have friends back on your planet right?"

"I guess ni ba… but the grown ups don't let their kids play with me" Anju mumbled sadly.

"Why not?"

"They think I cursed them, I did know cause Nemuri-chan tolds me but I was only tryin' to warn other people, but nobody ever listens to me ni ba…" Keiichiro stared at her, before kneeling down in front of her and patting her head.

"Aw you are just so cute, how could someone want to hurt you?" he smiled. Anju just continued to stared at the floor with a pained expression without saying anything, Keiichiro stood up and went back to icing a cake. Anju looked over to a knife sitting on the draining board shuffled over without Keiichiro seeing and picked it up, she sometimes found that physical pain from an injury masked the even greater emotional pain, she looked at the knife and then the green bandana wrapped around her wrist. Then she remembered her latest death and her father's face he stabbed the butcher's knife into her wrist.

Anju dropped the knife clutching her chest, the pain of her other deaths still wouldn't go away, she remember what it felt like when that sword went right through her chest piecing her lungs and she remembered stabbing that knife into her own neck.

The first two weren't as bad, even though it was terribly painful she knew she had saved Kish the first time and she didn't mind dieing in his arms, in what she had always known to be the safest place in the world, she didn't care as long as he was safe.

The second Nemuri was in control, that didn't mean she couldn't feel it, but it wasn't as bad as if she had too kill herself, and there wasn't any other way out of that, everyone else was already died.

But the last time… Anju had practically begged Kish to stay with her but he went with Ichigo, he said he didn't want her to get hurt, if he really meant that, why didn't he stay with her? Instead her leaving her alone when their father was around.

Flashback

"We're going too!" Kish exclaimed and looked over at Ichigo. "Well I have to protect my kitten"

"Fine we're all going" Ryou said, Kish put Anju down on the ground and took a hold of Ichigo's hand, grinning at her

End flashback

He seemed to only want to protect Ichigo, although Anju knew this wasn't true, but she couldn't help but feel that way. Tears came to her eyes and rolled down her face, Keiichiro didn't notice as she left the kitchen silently crying. She went outside and flew to the roof of the café, and sat there watching people going about their business around the park.

"Dieing in agony and despair each time, its something that you can never get used to" Nemuri muttered with one eye light blue and the other turquoise.

"Ni ba… don't say stuff like that Nemuri-chan… things are already bad enough without you reminding me" Anju wailed

"We will die again…"

"Nemuri-chan!"

"What, will something change?!" Nemuri snapped Anju didn't reply. "No it won't. Nothing will!"

"… That's not true… you can't know that…"

"But it's always the same, no matter what we do"

"But maybe if we wait long enough, maybe a nice world will appear ni ba…"

"And when will that be?" Nemuri asked somewhat annoyed.

"Maybe one day, something will stop this, nii-nii always says you can't give up!"

"Kish-kun doesn't care for us anymore! Can't you tell that?! He's always with that bitch Ichigo!"

"Your wrong! Nii-nii loves me! He always has and always will! And I'll prove it!" Anju yelled flying down from the roof.

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"So you know all about me and my life, so what about you?" Ichigo asked Kish sitting on a bench in the park, they had been asking questions trying to understand each other better.

"Ok, well I'm fourteen years old, and I live with my sister Anju, we don't actually have a home, we just slept in a shelter for the homeless at night" he replied.

"Is that it? What about your family?"

"Well everything started going bad ever since our mother agreed to be infused with alien DNA for a experiment, she didn't know that she was already pregnant and sometime later Anju was born two months prematurely"

Flashback

Little seven year old Kish was happily drawing on a piece of paper sitting at a desk in his room when he heard his mother scream in pain, he jumped up and ran for his parents bedroom where the sound came from, his aunt Mayu grabbed the back of his shirt pulling him back.

"What's wrong with mom!?" he questioned.

"She's having a baby" Mayu told him.

"But don't mom's get all big before having babies?" Kish asked, none of them had noticed Cherry changing at all.

"Yes, but it must be a very small baby, we didn't even know she would have one"

"Am I getting a little brother or sister?!" Kish asked excitedly, Mayu frowned a little.

"Well maybe, but we think the baby will be very sick or small, it shouldn't come out now it's way too early" After a while they heard a baby crying, Kish and Mayu ran in seeing Cherry sitting on the bed she and Hiro shared with him sitting on the side of the bed looking at the baby in her arms

"Is it ok?" Mayu asked going over, stopped and stared at the tiny baby girl, with a little amount of dark green hair, turquoise eyes and a little pair of horns. Kish tugged on Mayu's arm and pointed at the baby.

"What's that on its head?" he asked, Cherry slowing rubbed her fingers over the little things.

"They look like horns"

"Nonsense, she must have some skull deformity" Hiro said, looking at his new child. Kish looked clueless.

"It means she's been born with a strangely shaped head" Cherry explained smiling at her son.

"It's a girl?!" Kish asked happily climbing onto the bed next to his mother "Hi baby" he greeted waving a hand in front of her face, she stared at him with her large eyes and grabbed one of his fingers with a tiny hand.

"Look mom! She likes me!" Kish exclaimed happily holding his new sister's hand.

"Of course she likes you. You're her big brother" Cherry smiled down at her children.

"Can we name her Anju?!" Kish asked happily

"Ok, that's a cute name" Hiro smiled.

"Aw, too bad Hiro seems like you lost out again, she looks just like Cherry, your looks just never get in" Mayu smirked at Hiro, since both children looked like their mother and really nothing like their father.

End flashback

"Well my mother and aunt Mayu have both died, mom killed herself and Mayu died of a illness on my planet called Geostigma, and my dad went nuts so I just live with Anju really…" Kish finished explaining looking a little sad, Ichigo looked upset as well and decided to make him happier, she had wanted to do it for a while anyway. She leaned closer to his face and kissed him. Kish would have done a little happy dance if he weren't otherwise busy. Ichigo was kissing him! Kish was so surprise that he almost didn't kiss back, but when he did he wished this moment would never end.

Until, Anju tugged in his arm. The couple broke apart, Ichigo blushing bright red.

"Nii-nii! I need you do something for me!" Anju wailed, Kish glared, angry at her for ruining the wonderful moment.

"Go ask Pai, I'm busy" he muttered

"But nii-nii! Don't you remember last time? What about if that happens again!?" Anju asked tugging on his arm even more.

"What are you talking about?! Please just go do something!" Kish snapped at her, Anju looked like she was about to cry but didn't and decided to read his mind.

'Dam! Why did she have to come now of all times?! Can't she ever learn to do anything herself?! Koneko-chan was kissing me! Anju's so annoying!'

"…Nii-nii do you really think I'm annoying?" Anju asked as tears ran down her face "Why don't you remember? I'm not lying! You don't like me anymore!" Anju cried flying away, Kish's anger disappeared in seconds and he suddenly felt guilty for being so mean to her

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Cybil kitty- Nya ha ha! Please tell me what you think and please, please review! And I know this is confusing but it will be explained later, so review!

What do you think Nemuri will do after seeing that? Ooh I don't think she's gonna be happy! … well she's never happy, but she'll be very unhappy! So review! And to add to the confusing go back up and look at the description of baby Anju in the flashback and who has eyes that colour? Hmmmm? So please, pwease review and tell me what you think ni ba!