Thanks for the reviews people! So, I decided to do an Edward POV. Yay!! There will also be Jacob POVs, Seth POVs, and many other people's points of view for this story. So, please sit back and enjoy chapter five of Half Breed.

Chapter five: Thoughts of the Unknown

'Tis said of love that it sometimes goes, sometimes flies; runs with one, walks gravely with another; turns a third into ice, and sets a fourth in a flame: it wounds one, another it kills: like lightning it begins and ends in the same moment: it makes that fort yield at night which it besieged but in the morning; for there is no force able to resist it.
-Miguel De Cervantes

Edward's POV:

I sat on Bella's bed and watched her as she studied over her science notes on the human body. I thought I knew everything about humans but now that I had Bella I was learning more and more every day.

"Isn't it amazing how on tiny cell can end up as a person?" Bella pondered.

Sperm, egg, zygote, embryo, fetus, infant, toddler, child, adolescent, adult, senior… the stages of the human life were amazing, so complex… It really made me think about how delicate my Bella's life was… Had I made the right decision about the incident with Leah? If I really did love Bella, which I believed I did, then why couldn't I control myself? I compared the situation to a kid at the candy bar store, you really want the Musketeers bar even though it isn't in stock but you cannot fight the urges to have something sweet so you settle for something that's a lower quality like a pack of skittles. Bella was my Musketeers bar and Leah was my pack of skittles.

"Edward? Edward? Is something wrong?" the sweet voice broke my trail of thought.

I sighed and placed a kiss on Bella's cheek, "Nothing love." I reassured her.

There was a knock on Bella's door. Charlie.

"Come in." Bella said.

Charlie opened the door and stepped in. His face was weary looking and his eyes were unfocused. My heart stopped when I saw one word in his mind. Leah.

"Dad? What's wrong?" Bella asked worriedly.

Charlie sighed, "Something has happened… Sue came home to find both Seth and Leah gone. She thought they might just be at the mall or something. After about an hour or so Sue grew worried and drove to the school only to find that Leah's car was still there. She looked around the grounds for an hour but they weren't there. That was six hours ago…"

Bella's eyes grew, "Could someone have kidnapped them?"

Charlie shook his head, "I really doubt it… Harry's pickup truck was gone so we have a hunch that they might have taken it… We have a search party out looking around LaPush and Forks. Edward, your family is also helping… Poor Sue, she just lost her husband and now both of her kids…"

Bella looked at me worriedly, "Edward, we really should go and help them. Leah's part of Jacob's…family, and… I just really think it's important that we help."

I nodded, "Right sure…"

I couldn't help but think that I might have had something to do with the sudden disappearances. I followed Bella outside and to my car. We drove around Forks for awhile and watched to see if any of the billion pickup trucks were the Clearwaters'. All I could think about was the wrong had caused for both Leah and I. I had a single quote floating around inside of my head. It made me really think.

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.-Neil Gaiman."

The quote had only been so true. I had done it to Bella once and I was starting to do it again. I had to stop this before I could make it any worse. I had to tell Bella the truth. The truth about what I did a week ago. The truth about how I went behind her back and made love to someone other than her.

I pulled into a deserted parking lot in the middle of nowhere. I inhaled deeply and turned to Bella.

"Bella…" I began, my voice a feeble whisper.

She turned to me. I saw fear and torment in her eyes, she was so upset about Seth and Leah and what I was about to tell her was going to make it worse.

"I have something to tell you…" I sighed.

"Okay…" Bella said.

"I…" I heard the heavy paws hitting the ground.

I looked out the window and saw a pack of wolves running towards the Volvo, Sam in the lead.

"Did you find anything?!" Bella asked franticly.

Sam let out a low whimper, meaning no.

I nodded, "They drove in a truck. It's going to be harder to pick up their scents."

The russet looked up at Bella and me, pain filled his eyes. I wondered if somewhere in that dog's heart he had feelings for Leah.

"We'll, find her Jacob." I promised.

The wolf hunched his shoulders and let out a low moan. It was haunting the way it echoed in my mind. It was filled with sorrow, pain, angry…

"Keep looking." I said, "I'm going to take Bella home and then I'll come back to help."

"No Edward! I want to stay!" Bella demanded.

I shook my head, "You need your rest." I turned back to the pack, "Keep looking, I'll join you shortly."

Sam barked once and the pack ran back into the woods. I turned the ignition and started to drive Bella home. Now was not the time to tell her my secret. It could wait for a little while longer.

The drive to Bella's house was quiet. Bella stared out the window, her lips pressed tightly to the glass, her breath left fog on the window. I desired to know what was going through her mind though at the same time, I was glad I couldn't read her mind.

I pulled up in front of Bella's house and let her out. She leaned against the window and touched my face.

"Call me if you find anything." She said.

I nodded, "I promise you'll be the first to know if I do."

Bella smiled weakly, "Thank you Edward. I don't deserve you."

No Bella, you don't deserve me.

Bella stroked my face, "I love you." She whispered.

I swallowed hard "I love you too…"

I watched Bella go into her house. I had to make sure she got in safely before I left. I pulled out of the driveway and started to drive down the road when I almost had a head on collision with a yellow Porsche.

I skidded to the side of the road and got out. Alice was already in front of me before I could react.

"Edward!" she breathed, "I-I saw something…"

I stared at her, "What?"

She started to circle me. Her head rested against the palm of her left hand, "Leah… uh, she was on I guess the ground…panting…her pupils were dilated and she was foaming…she kept mouthing the word water…convulsing or seizing… I-I think Jane had her or-or something!"

I froze. Could the Volturi have found out about what had happened?! Was that even possible?! Why would they want Leah anyway?! What the hell was going on?!

Ooh… what's going to happen next?! I decided that a few vamps would become apparent in this story…um… They won't probably appear for awhile though… Sorry if this was a bit dull. I've been incredible stressed lately mostly because I left a thing of home-made silly putty on a desk at school (science camp… long story) anyway, I worried that it will melt everywhere… the floor is glass like and all but… I'm just a huge worrier; ask any of my profile friends… Any who, please review:) I'll update tomorrow. Keep up the good work of reviewing. I've laid off updating a few stories on my other account so I can work on this one.-George