Chapter 17:Right Decisions
i made my way up the
stairs. i could feel the physical want to see christopher again.
i didnt even dare try to fight it because it was no use. i ran
up the stairs and quietly closed and locked my door. i
practically sprinted to my love seat to open the window.
christopher climbed into my room. i hugged him while i closed
the window.
"i guess you misses me." he
said.
"shhhh! geeze my mom lives here to. we can whisper
you know we have super hearing!" i hissed.
"no
problamo." i went to my dresser to get my pjs.
"stay."
i said.
"ill be here when you get back." i unlocked
the door and headed to the bathroom. i washed my face and
brushed my teeth. i took the time to take a shower too. i even
squeezed in time to wash my hair. i stepped out of the shower,
put lotion on, and clothes on(.com/cgi/app).
i walked into my room. christopher was looking at the flowers
that were on my dresser.
"you like flowers?" he
asked.
"only certain kinds." i said....in a
whisper. i climbed into bed. christopher sat on the other side
of me. i laid my head on his chest.
"this has been a
great night." christopher said.
"yes it has."
"so
what does your team think of me?" he asked me.
"i
dont know. i havent seen them for a while." i said.
"why
not."
"i dont think that i should do that
anymore."
"why not." he asked again.
"well
i am hanging out with vampires all day and i really think that's
bad to do that at the same time."
"thats
ridiculous! we all agree that you were and still should be doing
the right thing. i mean even if it was a sibling that was
killing innocent people i would encourage you. i would be mad,
but that person has no right to do that. thats why the cullens
and i and many other vampires do the things we do."
"but
you were born like this." i interrupted.
"true, but
im still part human. do you know what it would be like for me to
take a life of any person. just because a person is turned into
a vampire doesnt mean when they can get under control of
themselves that they can go on killing sprees every night. they
only become what the vampire who changed them." i rolled
that around in my head knowing that his argument was completely
valid. i sighed in defeat.
" i never thought that i
would have my own group you know. i mean it took me forever to
control the anger when my dad died. i was insane."
"how
so?" christopher said.
"i went out and took out 84
vampires in a week. but i wasnt murdering them. i just found
more than necessary considering that i went all over
italy."
"wow. but thats understandable. you lost
something and you were determined to the point where you werent
going to save as many lives as you could."
"i can
see that there isnt a point of arguing."
"just
think about it. okay.."
"ill think about it."
i looked at the clock on the wall it was exactly 1:00 am. this
was a perfect night. christopher's heart beat was like a
lullaby. i dont know what happened but all i know was that i
fell into darkness...