Sir Darien Mac'sheilds Bride
By
Gully88
Sailor moon fanfic
Chapter 10
Feelings & lets try
Serena started to wake up. Her eyes fluttered open and was looking outside of the window. The trees were brighter then she though and the sun was warm on her pale face.
She hadn't eaten for a while and she could hear her stomach make noises. She turned herself around and their she saw her husband in the chair that was watching her. His handsome features were emotionless.
''Morning'', he simply said
Serena smiled secretively to herself. She hadn't really notice herself missing her husband while away
''Morning'', she said tiredly
Darien still looked up at her and held no emotions of his face
He was angry with her leaving without permission. He was worried about her from her loss of her mother. He didn't know what to do but keep quiet in his thoughts
''Why did you came? i can take care of myself you know. I wasn't married to you when i was young and i looked after myself then most of the time. Go back to your clan and take care of them. I am to stay here for a while before i return'', she said
She got out of bed and walked to her wardrobe and picked her piece of clothing out for today. She picked a green dress that was simply and very much in her mood.
Darien go up and stood behind her. He placed her large hands on her tiny hip and smelled her hair. He missed her scent. He breathed in and out.
''I came because i cared, dear. You are to return home with me today'', he sighed
Serena whipped round and glared at him
''I am staying here until I'm ready.You may go to your home'', she said
''It is our home now.And you will be going home today rather you like it or not'', he said heatedly
''No i will not'', she spat
Her anger was rising. She was sick and tired of him bossing her around
''Yes you will, Dear'', he spat out at her and pinned her to the wall
''You had not my permission to leave your home. I didn't not say you were allowed. I told you once that no wife of the lord of the lands was to leave without her husband, and that includes me. I did not go with you now did i?'', he said angrily
''You were busy with your whore and it wasn't like you really gave a shit'', she pushed him back with her hands on his chest. He moved back and gave them both space
''My whore is no concern to you'', he said between his teeth
''What did i tell you about this? i told you that you may take your heartily desires out on me. If i did not like what you did and do, you may go to her. I did not complain and neither did you. But you still went to her in the bathing rooms with your men! with maids who cant keep their legs shut! tell me how that makes me feel, Darien'', she said emotionally
Darien stared at her. He couldn't find anything to say for a while. The he spoke
''Its a habit. And i don't know what you feel about it but you shouldn't feel anything towards it. All you are to do is to give me lands and breed my children. That's it, also run the house hold'', he stepped towards her to intimidate her
She felt not intimidated by him
''I tell you what i feel. I feel lonely darien. When i am with you alone, its only in our bedchamber that we are close and intimate. I feel trapped because all your men do is watch me ,to keep an eye on me so i don't make a runner. When you go behind my back and shag another women, it makes me feel like i am nothing. You sit up in your lairds chair every meal and breakfast, with me beside you. You gloat at how you got my land and me! i am in a marriage i do not want ,but i make an effort to make it to be a good one. There is that what you want. You know how i feel'',
Serena had tears down her face and while talking she hadn't notice Darien came forward and was touching her face and hugging her to comfort her
''Serena, lets try. Lets try and make a good marriage.I will change. Make me change. I want you by my side always. When you left i had a fear that i never wake up to your sweet face or see you smile. It may not be a happy one but its a smile that i have liked to see. I want us to have a marriage where we can trust one another. I want you to trust me.Please. . '', he whispered softly in her ear
''Lets try'' he pleaded
Darien had woken up and he knew he cared about her in a very fast way that he knew not possible. He knew he had hurt her and he wanted to make amends and he was definitely going to make amends with her
A/N & special thanks
I know its short but now that chapters will be longer
i know where i am so going to go with this
i want to thank
jupiter2005 & xxxTigerlilyxxx
Thank you
you 2 forgiving me ideas on his chapter
again
sorry its short but i
PROMISE
the next and the rest will be shorter
hugs and kisses
Gully88