SHE HAD A SUNKIST IN THE LAST CHAPTER BECAUSE I SAID SO! SO DEAL WITH IT! SUNKIST IS THE BOMB! AND YOU KNOW IT TOO!

I recognized that voice, I looked up, and it all came back to me.

" Edward." I whispered in the same tone he did, at that moment, Mr. Garner started the lesson for the day.

Like a flood gate being crashed down, all of my memories. I immediately felt the pang of heartbreak, and tears were starting to spill over.

I dashed out of my seat and out of classroom, just barely using human speed. I had a massive amount of tears spilling out of my eyes by time I got out of the classroom and into the parking lot. I collapsed near a tree, holding one hand to my heart and another rested on the side of the tree. I could hear Collin talking to the teacher about my little episode, and him trying to convince the teacher to let him come after me. I was gasping for air through all of my tears.

I was falling apart every second. More memories, more pain, more things I didn't want to know.

Alice, Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, James, Victoria, Laurent, Jessica, Mike, Angela, Ben, Erik, , Tyler, Renee, Phil, Charlie, Billy, Jacob.

I remember the meadow, I remember when he saved me in Port Angeles, I remember when I found out he was a vampire, I remember the dance studio, but most of all I remember my disastrous 18th birthday, and the events that it led too… when Edward left me.

Hearing it, and having my mind play the scene over and over again, hearing him tell me he didn't want me, he didn't love me, and watching his retreating figure as he ran away from me, breaking my heart even more, it all made me cry even harder. I was gasping for breath, and grabbing at my chest.

I hear who I thought was Collin come up behind me to make sure I was o.k. I hunched my shoulders in defeat and turned around, still crying extremely loud, and I'm sure I looked like a complete mess. I saw him, standing there, with his topaz eyes filled with pain, strain, confusion, excitement, and many other emotions I couldn't place. I caught my breath, and started to retreat backwards, seeing him was only intensifying the emotions, and tripling the heartbreak I was already feeling. I still loved him hopelessly, and I wanted nothing more than to run into his arms and forget about the world for a while. But My body was frozen with pain, and shock.

In the same whisper as the biology room ( the irony did not escape me!) he said my name.

"Bella" he asked unbelieving.

" go away!" I shouted, trying to swat my arm in weak attempts. I had never felt so helpless, and so angry, and so broken. " I never want to speak to you again! Get the hell away from me, and stay away!" I tried to sound venomous, but it was broken by my sobs. Edward started to come towards me, subconsciously it seems, and I backed away, still on the wet, muddy ground. I couldn't let him get close to me, not again, I wouldn't be hurt again.

He saw my hurt, and panic as he came towards me, snapping him out of his reverie. Pain became the dominant emotion on his face, knowing that I was afraid of him, knowing that he hurt me to no end. I don't think he knew I didn't remember him until he spoke my name in the school.

I was too focused on what was going on with me and Edward, I didn't see Collin, Heath, Tanya, Lucy, Alice, Emmett, and Jasper.

Wait a second! Emmett! Jasper! ALICE! My heart melted as I saw them, my best friend, and who I use to think of as family. I was brought back down to earth by the feeling of constriction in the shape of a hole in my heart. I turned to run, but was stopped by Collin, grabbing me in one of his awkward hugs that I loved so much. Collin was the first vampire I met, I've known him for my whole vampire existence, he helped me with my bloodlust when I was a newborn, he refused to let me slip up and drink human blood, he has been my best friend, my wall, but everyone seems to think that we're dating.

While one part of my mind was having an internal argument about how people are stupid and don't have their own lives, the other part of my mind was still reeling over the fact that the Cullen clan is back.

I stepped away from Collin and walked over towards a jumpy Alice. She had a huge smile on her face, as did the rest of the Cullen's (except Edward). My family was just looking confused, and dumbfounded, and honestly a little bored (Heath). I went up behind Collin and started to fish through his pockets.

Everyone looked at me, it was irritating me.

" I'm not making a move, I'm trying to find the keys." I rolled my eyes. I snuck a glance at Edward, he looked perfect, he still had his gorgeous bronze hair, and he was wearing a light blue pullover with a white button down shirt, and a pair of tan Khaki pants. I turned to walk away, and was still marveling about him, when I tripped. Yep, fell right on my face. I got back up quick enough for human eyes, but when I turned around I saw everyone laughing, even Edward had a smile on his face. Lucy was grabbing onto Heath shoulder to keep herself standing. Emmett's whole body was shaking, and the air was filled with his booming laughter.

Tanya and Lucy quickly caught up with me-after they got enough control over their laughter- and asked to come home with me. I said yah, and we headed home.

I was hesitant to go back home, I didn't want to face all the memories that house held, my bedroom held. Or should I say Edward's bedroom.

I got home, and immediately had the same reaction as I did in the school. I ran, but not at human speed into the forest. Gasping for air (again!) and bawling my eyes out. Tanya and Lucy came out, and bounded into the tree next to me.

I fell to the ground, not caring anymore. My world was quickly falling apart. I could do nothing to stop it, no one could do anything to stop it. I was utterly alone in this situation. I cried even more as I realized how helpless I was.

When I finally gathered myself enough to sit up, I was being stared at with sad and confused gazes.

"What was that? Who were those people?" Lucy was the first one to speak, and she quickly jumped out of the tree to come give me a hug. Tanya followed, but planted herself in front of me.

"That was Edward Cullen."I choked on his name, "I fell madly and deeply in love with him when I was human, and I almost died because of a sadistic vampire and my stupid choices. He left me, he told me he didn't love me, and didn't want me anymore. He broke my heart a million times over. The people you were walking with were his family. Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, and……Alice." My voice broke, and was barely a whisper.

"They used to live in this house, I'm staying in Edwards room, I'm sorry. I'm going to take an early weekend." With that being said, I got up and dashed off into the woods. I didn't know where I was going, and I didn't know what I was planning on doing, but now it's just that much better.

OME! HA HA! DON'T YOU WORRY! EDWARD AND BELLA ARE GOING TO TALK IN THE NEXT CHAPTER! I PROMISE!