I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE WRITING A WHOLE CHAPTER ON IT, BUT EDWARD FOUND BELLA WHEN SHE RAN AWAY, AND HE KISSED HER. SO YAH!

BELLA IS A VAMPIRE, BUT THE MEMORIES SHE HAD WERE HUMAN, SO SHE CRIED! I FORGOT TO PUT THAT IN THE LAST CHAPTER.

"Today's the day, today's the day, today's the day….." I chanted to myself while I put on a pink cashmere sweater dress, a black headband, black bangles, and black lace stiletto's.

I decided to do something with my hair today. I put rollers in it earlier today, and now it was bouncy and flowy. I took two little chunks of my hair, and twisted them back, making them meet, and keeping them there with a black flower clip.

I headed downstairs to an empty house, they were all going hunting. I had gone hunting yesterday, knowing that I needed to do this today. I grabbed my car keys and headed into the garage. Tanya took it upon herself to butt into my business and asked Alice where she lived, so I have directions. I put the keys in the ignition and made the car start. I sat in the garage with the car running for about 2 minutes, readying myself for what I'm about to do. I sped out of the monstrous garage and down our driveway. It took me all of 5 minutes to get to their house. It was absolutely stunning, but I didn't have time to get a good look at it. I was getting more furious by the moment, how dare he come back! How dare he expect me to just forgive him!

I stormed up to the door and hit it so hard, I was extremely surprised I didn't break it in half. Emmett answered the door, and a huge smile spread across his face. He wrapped me in a huge bear hug, and the air filled with his booming laughter. I hugged him back, as much as I am mad at Edward, I really did miss them all. I'm not quite sure, it's like human Bella was alive, and going about daily life, and when Edward said my name, she just inhabited my body. I know that's a bad analogy, but it's all I could think of.

Emmett released me, and pointed me upstairs.

"He's up there." Emmett closed the door, and I ran with inhuman speed up the stairs, and then I followed the scent I knew so well. I followed it to a bedroom door on-ironically- the third floor of the house. I heard music coming from his room, Claire De Lune. It almost made my anger go away, almost.

I started to bang on the door. Before I could break the door in half with another one of my hits, he opened it. His half-smile that I missed, and loved so much spread across his face. Even knowing it wouldn't do anything, I slapped him across the face.

His hand instinctively went to his cheek, and he looked at me like I just killed his mother. I heard people coming up the stairs to see what was going on, but I didn't care.

"How dare you! You walked away from me! You gave up on me! And now you just expect me to forgive you, and come back to you! It doesn't work that way! I may still be madly in love with you, but you lost my trust! You lost my respect! And as far as you're concerned, you lost my heart!" I yelled, and if I could cry, tears would be streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry Bella, more than you know. But you have to know that I love you just as much as I did before I left, and I always will." His eyes were pleading, but it made me even more angry.

"You think Sorry is going to fix this! You said you didn't love me, you said you didn't want me! Do you want to know why I'm a vampire instead of dead! Because I was so lonely, and so miserable, I welcomed death. Victoria," Everyone in the house hissed at the name, but I kept going, "saw that and she changed me so I would be stuck forever with the pain of losing you! I waited for you to come back for me! I woke up every morning hoping it was just a dream, and that you would be there to pick me up! I was in so much pain! It felt like there was a hole in my heart! Where were you then Edward! Where were you then!" I was still yelling, and he was still hurting. Good, let him feel some of the pain.

"I know you hate me. You have every reason to hate me. I understand that. Just know that I will never stop loving you, never stop wanting you, and I will never stop thinking about you." He pleaded with me.

"You bet your ass I have every reason to hate you! But I don't! I am still madly, ead over heels in love with you! That's what sucks the most out of all of this! My heart and my head don't seem to want the same thing! I am so furious with you Edward Anthony Masen slash Cullen!" I was fuming, and I needed to take a second to calm down.

"I would never do that to you again, and I will spend the rest of eternity proving that I love you, and trying to make up for what I did to you." His voice was soft and velvet, just above a whisper.

"Where have I heard that before? You said that to me in the hospital, you promised you wouldn't leave me! Look how well that turned out! How do I know that this would be any different!" I realized what I was saying, " Why am I even considering this! " I scoffed and shook my head.

"How dare you come back here! How dare you think you have any claim over me!" I started to walk away, his whole family was at the staircase, listening to the whole thing. I would have laughed if it were a different situation.

"What are you doing?" Edward asked, he must have followed me to the stairs. I paused briefly.

"It's called walking away!" I said.

"Don't do this." Edward sounded hurt. I half turned to face him. He was about a foot behind me.

"You showed me how!" I spat. Pain, and despair spread across his face at my verbal slap. I turned around, and his family quickly parted, obviously effected by my words.

I ran outside and got in my car, I sped out of there drive way and on to the freeway. I was going through my conversation with Edward. Even with my vampire hearing I didn't hear the car coming towards me.

CRUSH!