Silently Screaming
He is screaming
Nobody can hear him
Except himself
The deafening
Heart-reanching
Silent
Scream
That breaks his eardrums
Every time it happens
No one knows
But him
Nobody can hear it
But him
He can't stop it
As it grows
Louder
and
Louder
Until he can't hear anymore
And the pain
And the noise is engulfing him
Making it so hard to block out
Like he used to
He doesn't understand it
Why?
How?
So many questions
bot no one to answer
He can't help but hate
Its not their fault
But he needs to blame them
So he can survive
Without them
It would have engulfed him
Long ago
Its his own fault
His own
Stupid
Selfish
Psychotic
Fault
He can't tell them
They wouldn't understand
He doesn't understand
The screaming is more frequent
And it's there more times than not
He's lost control
And he cant get it back