Before you read this, I must tell you I'm sorry for the suspense. I don't have any reason for it, well beside school and my faith and my family. But I'll put the next chapter in few days, so please forgive me. Hope you enjoy this chapter.

Warning: yaoi, foul language, bad grammar, mature contents

Diasclaimer: I wish Naruto and Sasuke are mine.

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Heaven in the darkness

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Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

Chapter 5: Addicted

Kakashi looked the scenery outside his apartment. Some children were playing ball. In the middle, there was an energetic boy with blond hair. He grinned broadly before chased the ball. Kakashi sighed inwardly. His barely seen face showed hints of sadness and regret.

The gray-haired man felt something in his back.

"Don't worry too much Kakashi," Iruka placed his forehead on Kakashi's shoulder. Slowly, he rubbed Kakashi's back. "Please."

"I wish I could, Iruka…" Kakashi sighed, took his lover's hand to his heart. His eyes hardened. "I really wish I could. But, it's hard not to blame myself. I was the leader of that team."

"Have faith in Naruto." Iruka moved to Kakashi's chest. He took a breath and smiled softly, "He's The Naruto after all."

Kakashi's eyes softened. He kissed the tip of Iruka's nose and hugged the smaller teacher tightly.

"Thanks."

"Don't mention it."

"So, can I get something tonight? We haven't done it for a while."

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"But, if we didn't separate that time, Naruto won't be caught!"

Sakura yelled at Sai. Her eyes were glistening with tears. Why couldn't he understand? It's all her fault. She could prevent Naruto to get caught but she didn't. Instead she was in Konoha safely and only God knew what was happening to him.

"Sakura, there's nothing you can do. It's already happened and we can't do anything about it. Now we have to trust Ino and Moegi to save him. Believe them, Sakura."

Sai put his hands around Sakura's shoulder. "Trust your friends. Have faith in Naruto."

Sakura sighed. She looked at him and smiled softly.

"Thank you, Sai."

"Your welcome."

"Sorry I yelled at you."

"It's okay. I'm lucky you chose that instead punch me."

"Jerk."

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Ino and Moegi walked around Oto Castle. They walked lower to the basement ground and chatting like they belonged there. Their face never once showed any hints of their identity. Of course, they were called the best spying kunoichi not because of nothing. They could disguise as anyone perfectly. Plus each one had special ability. Ino had ability to sneak into people's mind. Moegi had ability to change her appearances.

They carefully stepped through the stairs that would take them to the torture chambers, or so one guard told the girls. After they walked down the stairs for 10 minutes, they arrived in a large round hall with many doors with label of constellation name on it.

"Darn, there're at least fifty doors." Ino cursed. She sighed and looked at Moegi, "What do you think?"

The brown-haired girl frowned. "Maybe we should search some information first. We can't search trough all rooms. It's too suspicious."

Ino nodded. She opened her mouth but stopped when she heard steps. "Someone's coming."

They quickly pretended to going up. But before they could move, a man came from the stairs. His face showed no emotions. He wore midnight-blue yukata with black obi. He stood and eyeing the girls. He shocked the spies with his words. "Where are you going?"

Ino bowed slightly. She knew this man probably one of the highest ranks in this castle from his feature. "We have done our task here and on the way to return."

Sasuke eyed them for a moment before spoke calmly. "If so, I have another task"

This turn, Moegi bowed before spoke with sweet voice. "Sure, my lord."

The raven lifted his eyebrow. "I'm not my father. Call me with Sasuke-sama is enough. Don't do mistake like this anymore."

Moegi quickly bowed again. "I'm sorry, Sasuke-sama."

Sasuke nodded. "Go to the scorpion room. My prisoner in the last cell needs a…" he stopped, "something."

The girls bowed again. "Alright, Sasuke-sama."

"Don't take too long with the blond."

After that he went. Before he left, the girls could see the symbol of red and white fan on his back. The girls listened to his steps. When they sure he had gone they looked at each other with relief.

Ino sighed. "Well, that was dangerous." The blonde brushed her hair and frowned. "He's strange."

Moegi nodded. "I know what you mean, and that symbol… I feel like I have seen it before."

"Me too."

"So what should we do?"

Ino frowned. "I'll say we meet this prisoner. Why did he say blond? I mean he could just say 'don't take too long with him'."

"Do you think it's nii-chan?" Moegi asked hopefully. She had thought the same.

"Probably."

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Naruto was spacing on his cell. Sasuke had given him new yukata. It was white with orange swirls and red obi. Naruto's mind wandered to his village.

'I wonder what are they doing right now?

Are they worried about me?

Sakura-chan, are you happy?

Sai are you still give weird statement to people?

Kakashi-sensei, are you still read that orange book?

Old hag, are you still scared everyone?

Iruka-sensei, will you treat me ramen again?

Do you all miss me?

Will they hate me if they know I'm a traitor?

Will they hate me if they know Sasuke had raped me… and I…

Stupid Naruto, stupid!!

Sasuke is bad!! Why can't you hate him?!!

Why?'

Naruto placed his head on his hands. Sasuke. He did awful things to him. But then again, he was nice. He hugged him, and let Naruto slept on his arms. Sometimes he spoke with gentle voice and touched him softly as if… As if Sasuke liked him. But he didn't. If Sasuke liked him, he wouldn't rape him. He wouldn't kick the shit out of him.

Naruto quickly looked at the door when it was opened. His eyes widened.

"Ino…? Moegi…?" his voice trembling slightly.

The girls glanced at each other before ran to Naruto and hugged him tightly.

"Hey, girls… I couldn't breathe…"

They both broke the hug with sheepish smile. Moegi smiled, "Nii-chan."

Naruto grinned. "Good to see you two. What are you doing here?"

Ino smiled and ruffled the blond locks. "Hokage-sama gave us mission to spying Oto, search a way to save you."

Naruto showed guilty expression. "Sorry for troubling you."

"It's okay. Nii-chan is our friend after all." Moegi said.

Naruto grinned broadly. He poked Moegi's head, "You all are my precious friend too."

"So how are you? Did they do anything to you?" Ino said worriedly.

Nauto grinned, "I'm okay, just some kick here and there, but nothing awful."

"Nii-chan…" Moegi frowned before cut by Naruto.

"Hey, I'm fine, no need to worried." Naruto smiled. He felt awful. But he couldn't tell them about Sasuke. He didn't want them to worry about him. He didn't want them to hate him.

Ino spoke softly. "I'm sorry we can't take you out of here, yet. The guards are too tight."

"I understand, you don't have to sorry. It's my fault to get caught anyway."

Ino and Moegi stiffened. "Someone's coming."

Ino leaned and kissed Naruto's cheek. "I'm sorry Naruto, we'll get you out of here."

Moegi hugged the blond. "Please stay safe."

Naruto hugged her back. "Be careful you two. Tell the other I miss them."

The girls moved out the room. When they closed the door, the same man with dark hair appeared. The girls bowed quickly, wondering if he heard everything. Before they could say anything the raven spoke.

"You've done your task. Now go."

They bowed again and quickly went.

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Naruto was sitting near the wall when he heard the door opened again, revealing gorgeous man with midnight-blue yukata.

The blond felt his heart beating faster. "Sasuke…"

The said man didn't say anything. He took off his yukata and looked at Naruto with his sharingans. The blond looked at him with wide eyes. 'No, not again…'

Sasuke took Naruto's obi and tied the blond's wrist with it. He pushed Naruto to the floor and straddled him.

"Wai… Sasuke!!!"

Sasuke glanced at him with his sharingan. A smirk came from his lips. He ripped naruto's yukata. His eyes roamed at Naruto's body with lust. He grabbed Naruto's cock. Stroked it roughly, the boy under him aroused in instant. "Stop, Sasuke!!"

Sasuke laughed cruelly. "What, naru-chan? Don't you want it?"

He took Naruto in his mouth while his hand worked on Naruto's nipple, stroked it and twisting it. His tongue worked around Naruto's cock. He glanced at the flushed blond who bit his lips. He sucked hard, made Naruto gasped loudly.

"Ah, Sas…ke… Stop, please…"

Sasuke stopped. He looked at Naruto with unreadable expression. Naruto looked at Sasuke with hope but his hope shattered when Sasuke smirked evilly. He moved his head to Naruto's ear and licked it. His hands continued roaming, one on nipple and other in Naruto's shaft. "You such a slut, you want it bad, don't you?"

Naruto moaned. He tried to struggle but his body felt weak.

"See, you enjoy it, you whore." Sasuke whispered on his ear while entering Naruto with one hard thrust.

Naruto felt his eyes burning with tears. Why? How could he be so cruel? And how could he, after all Sasuke had done to him, how could he still loving him?

Why?

"I love you, Sasuke."

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Sasuke felt heat when he entered the blond. So tight and warm. All he wanted to do was fuck the brain of Naruto. Oh, the pleasure. He felt hot. He moved faster and faster. He hit bundle inside Naruto again and again.

He groaned when he reached his climax.

"I love you, Sasuke."

Sasuke eyes widened. He looked at Naruto, couldn't believe what Naruto just said. Did Naruto really say that? It couldn't be, could it?

Naruto looked at Sasuke with teary eyes. "I really love you."

Sasuke moved abruptly. He wore his yukata and leaved without a word.

Naruto, still weak after previous activities, glanced at Sasuke's depart with sad eyes. He untied the obi on his hand and glanced to his yukata. 'Shit. I need new clothes again.'

He sat on the corner, hugging his knees with tears flowed on his cheek.

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Ino and Moegi were on the way to Konoha. Their eyes seemed red a bit. They had same expression, mix between sad, sorry, anger and guilt.

"I can't believe it," Ino said with loud sigh, "how can he say nothing about it? That bastard fucking raped him!! And I'm sure that he has done it before."

Moegi bit her lips to prevent sob escaping from her lips. She felt her eyes burning. "Nii-chan doesn't want us to get worry about him."

"Yeah, he's too good for his own good. God, thanks we spied him before we left."

"I wish I never see it," Moegi sighed.

"I wonder who's that guy," Ino frowned, "I swear I have seen that symbol before."

"Yeah, and he kinda familiar."

"I hope hokage-sama know something about that son of a bitch."

"Your language, senpai."

"Hmp. Konohamaru always curses too!"

blush

"Senpai!!!"

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Sasuke lied on his four posters bed. His room colored in blue and silver mostly. There were large bed with end tables on each side, 2 large bookshelf, tall mahogany dresser, and mahogany table.

He looked at the ceiling.

He could still hear Naruto's words on his ear.

He closed his eyes, tried to think. Then suddenly his lips turned into a small smile.

Oh, that sure will do.

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AN:

Well, that's the end of this chapter…

Oh, before I forget:

Chapter 2: trouble with love – Kelly Clarkson

Chapter 3: sometimes when we touch – Dan Hill

Chapter 4: Untitled – Simple Plan

Chapter 5: Addicted – Simple Plan (ooh, I love SP!!)

Now, who want's some cookies?