A/N: Again, not much, but there is very slight Nel/Nnoitra if you squint extra hard. And be aware that Nnoitra drops the f-bomb quite a bit in this drabble.
Fucking bitch!!!
She just had to go out of her way to make a damn fool outta me! That damn Neliel!!!
So frustrating!
She always has to think that she's better than me!
I fought her practically every fucking day, and she insults me by defeating me and not even bothering to kill me!
Damn her!!!
I don't give two shits that she's sexy or hot or…
What the hell is wrong with me?!
Bitch always left me embarrassed and ashamed that I couldn never manage to kill her!
Dammit!
I lived for the kill, I survived to get stronger. And she has the damn balls to call me some sort of fucking animal!!!
Why couldn't she understand that I wanted to die?!
If you're not strong, then you have no reason to live. If you're too strong, you have no more reason to live than if you were just weak.
It's some crazy shit, but it's the way the world works.
Keh…
I fought and fought. I got stronger and stronger.
But in the end, I was just one of the weak ones.
But at least I died with honor.
Dying in a pool in your own blood.
That, to me, is the most honorable way to go.