A.N. Ok, so there's a little lemon in this chapter just so you know, and the people who like this stuff will be mad at me for sure, but I swear there will be a full one later on, but it will have to wait! Abstinence is necessary! Ok, rant over, so on to chapter eighteen! Please review! Thank you much!

After our make-out session on the beach Jacob and I have been a little more close with each other, but it still hadn't progressed beyond intense kissing and heated caresses. However, I did notice a change in the way Jake kissed me, it was as though he were starving for something, and I couldn't shake the feeling that I knew exactly what it was.

I however was still leery, sometimes when he kissed me I wanted desperately for it to got farther but something either got in the way or it just naturally stopped. So when we went to bed last night I was surprised yet unsurprised that things finally fell into place…sort of.

"Drina…" Jake breathed into my ear, I shivered. He had just successfully finished kissing me until I was nearly a pile of goo, and now he was practically moaning into my ear, got this boy was going to be the death of me!

I groaned at the sound of my name being spoken in such a way. Jacob's voice was husky and broken, and full of what I could obviously tell was lust and a well practiced, yet frayed, self-restraint.

My reaction to his simple word seemed to drive him over the edge as he swooped down and placed a heated kiss onto my collar bone, causing another moan to rip through my body. At this he reached for my shirt and began to slip it over my head. I quickly sat up and pulled it off of me, tossing it into the darkness to be discovered the next day.

He carefully pushed me back down and descended my body, kissing a soft trail between my breasts and down to the elastic of my panties. I shivered and groaned, my body arching towards his sweet ministrations.

He soon came back up and looked into my eyes, seeming to burn a whole into my very soul. I just lay there gasping and watching him, trying to signal to him that he better not stop or I would seriously murder him. He seemed to get the message as he reached behind me and to the clasp of my bra. I felt his fingers brush over it uncertainly. So I reached behind myself and quickly un-did it. I didn't remove it however, I wanted him to make the decision to where this was going to go.

After looking into my eyes for another few minutes he moved his eyes down to my bra that still covered my breasts. He slowly raised a hand and slipped it off.

His eyes widened as my chest was revealed to him. I blushed a deep crimson, not having been scrutinized like this on any other occasion. Of course guys checked me out, but there was a huge difference between being clothed and half naked.

I watched as Jacob bit his lip, muffling a groan. I wanted him to speak, to say something, or at least do something, not just stare, what on earth was he thinking?

Finally he leaned in and gently kissed the top of my left breast. I gasped, encouraging him to continue, which he eventually did.

He slowly brought his hand up and ran his pointer finger over my breast, teasing the nipple gently. My breath came out in strangled gasps as I tried to contain the emotions surging through my veins as his hot hands and mouth made short work of my chest.

He eventually gained confidence and began to nip and suck, making my back arch and my eyes close as they nearly roll back into my skull. I could barely hold onto my sanity…or what little I still possessed.

After a few more moments of torture he ascended my body and hovered his lips over mine, his breathing as unsteady as my own.

"God, you're so beautiful," he practically groaned as he leaned in the rest of the way to press his lips to mine. I gripped his hair and held him in place as I kissed him roughly back, pulling him down so his fiery chest came in contact with mine, causing a shock to run through my body and down to my abdomen. I began to brush my fingers across the hem of his pants until a soft tentative knock on the door made us jump.

"Jacob, someone's on the phone for you," came Billy's gravely voice, I groaned softly into Jake's ear.

"I'll be right there dad!" Jake called, his voice amazingly calm. "We'll pick this up later," he told me, giving me a soft kiss before going to the door and slipping carefully out so I wasn't exposed to the world.

I sighed, pressing my palms to my eyes. That phone call better be pretty damn important to interrupt that.

Jake's P.O.V.

I can't believe someone would call in the middle of that! I felt horrible as I left Drina looking dazed to go answer the intruding phone call. I mean, couldn't Billy have told them to call back tomorrow? The only exception to that was of course Sam, but why would he be calling? It's been pretty quiet lately, no problems.

"I'm here," I told Billy as I entered the living room.

"Sorry about this Jacob, but she seems bent on talking to you right now," Billy said apologetically, obviously guessing what had been taking place.

"She?" I asked, confused. It wasn't Sam, so what could be so important?

Billy nodded, handing me the phone. "You'll see. I'm heading back to bed Jake, goodnight."

"Ya, night…" I then looked at the phone before carefully pressing it to my ear and saying hello.

"Oh, hi Jake!" Came Bella's new tinkling voice, I frowned. I didn't want to talk to her, I wanted to be back in bed with Drina.

"What do you want?" I asked harshly, knowing that she probably winced.

"Um, I was just um, wondering if we could get together tomorrow, you know, so I could meet Drina properly," she said, sounding unsure.

"I don't think that's such a good idea," I said, my teeth clenching at the simple though. She was dangerous, there was no way I would let her anywhere close to Drina.

"Don't worry Jacob, I'm very controlled for how young I am. I was able to resist the smell of human blood the first time I smelt it. I haven't killed a human yet!" She said, as though that was some great accomplishment. I had to admit it surprised me, but it made me no more sympathetic to the idea of her meeting Drina.

"Yet is the key word, I don't want to take any chances," I told her.

"Please Jacob? I just went hunting this morning, I'll be on my best behavior," she promised, almost pleading with me.

"What is the real reason you want to meet with us, Bella? You didn't seem to keen on Drina before, so what made you change your mind?"

There was a pause and I knew I had got her.

"I just…I miss you Jake," she murmured, her voice pained.

"It's too late for that Bells," I told her, my jaw tightening at the reminder that she was a filthy bloodsucker.

"Please Jacob, just for a little while," she pleaded.

"If it's me you want to see I'll come alone, I don't want Drina hurt," I told her.

"I want to meet her too, I mean, she is your imprint after all."

"Liar, you don't give a damn whether I imprinted or not," I accused.

"How could you think that Jacob? I'm happy you've imprinted, you're happy now. I know what I did to you Jake, and Drina saved you."

"You mean she got you off the hook."

"No! How could you think I don't care!"

"Because you chose that filthy bloodsucker over me."

"I had to Jacob, it would have been like trying to stay away from Drina if I was with you, Edward and I have the same pull to each other."

"Don't ever compare your bloodsucker to Drina, she's so much better than him," I growled. How dare she?

"I'm just trying to make a point," she sighed.

We were silent for a moment, and I suddenly yearned to be next to Drina.

"I'll think about it Bella. I'll run it by Drina and see what she says," I finally sighed, not planning to think about it at all. All I wanted to do was continue kissing Drina, and hear all those amazing sounds that had been spilling out of her.

"Thank you Jacob, just give me a call if you can, bye," she said.

"Bye," I then quickly hung up the phone. Why did she have to interrupt? I didn't want anything to do with her and she interrupted one of the best nights of my life.

At this I quickly hurried back to my room, not wanting to waste anymore time being away from Drina.

When I pushed the door open my breath caught in my throat as I saw Drina laying quite still on the bed, still fully exposed. As I slowly approached her I realized that she had fallen asleep. I smiled at her peaceful form, unable to keep my eyes away from her perfect breasts.

Just seeing her laying there so peacefully made my heart swell with love. How could something so beautiful ever come to be mine?

I smiled again and slowly eased myself down next to her, careful not to wake her. Tomorrow was going to be hard enough since I now had to bring up Bella. I hated doing that, and Drina seemed to be uncomfortable with it too. She always asked me so many questions, and I could tell she was worried that I still loved her, but even if I did I could never get rid of my feelings for the woman that lay beside me.

After a moment of silent admiring I pulled the blankets up over her and snuggled up against her. Her body instinctively pressed into mine, making me grin.

"Goodnight Drina, I love you," I whispered into her ear, a soft smile played on her lips as I leaned in and kissed them softly.