AN: I am sooooooooooo sorry for not updating sooner but I had a MAJOR writer's block. But the good thing is that this is the best chap so far so enjoy.
Disclaimer: I don't on twilight or any of its characters.
(Epov)
I couldn't help it, I ran. I could hear him following me, calling out my name. I pushed my legs to go faster not caring that there were humans around. I knew they wouldn't risk it. Eventually I could hear the footfalls slowing down until there was nothing. I ducked into a nearby alley and gasped for the air I didn't need. I leaned against the brick wall and closed my eyes.
"How can he be here? He's supposed to be dead." I thought. After all these years he suddenly shows up with them, his new little family. God, I can't believe I deluded myself into thinking that maybe if he were still alive we could be a family again. The way he looked at the brunette, I don't think I've seen my father love someone so much.
"He replaced you El." I thought.
"No he didn't, I mean he didn't know I was alive. Maybe we could still be a family again." I argued with myself. I opened my eyes and sighed. Who am I kidding? We would never be a family again. He was an animal drinker while I drank animals. But maybe, no I couldn't even if he wanted me back. He left. Left me on my own with no one to turn to. He was the reason I was like this. A monster drowning in her own misery.
Him and his little family could go burn in hell for all I care. I don't need him. I've been on my own for over 300 years, I could just forget about him. Him and his perfect little family that he loves so much. And his beautiful wife, and- I growled and punched the wall that was behind me.
I have got to stop thinking about him. I pinched the bridge of my nose. I seriously needed a distraction. I steeped out of the ally and started heading to my apartment trying to clear all thoughts of him.
I finally reached my apartment and headed straight to my bedroom. I sat on my bead and put my in my hands. "Why is life never easy for me." I whispered out loud. I looked up and found myself staring at my reflection in my mirror.
I stared at my reflection and fingered my necklace letting all the memories I had with him enter my mind. When he used to read me fairy tales or when I always made him listen to me playing the flute. I sighed. I really need to stop thinking about him. I got up and went to take a shower. I turned up the heat of the water and stepped inside. I closed my eyes enjoying the heat from the water washed down my body.
I used my favorite lavender scented shampoo in my hair then rinsed off. I wrapped myself in a towel and looked in the mirror. I sighed when I noticed I forgot to take out m contacts I had on earlier. I took them off to reveal that my irises were practically black with hunger. I had the distraction I needed, hunting.
I smiled at my reflection and walked out of the bathroom to look for something to change in. I finally decided on a jean miniskirt that was frayed at the bottom, a tight fitting white tank top that stopped just above my naval showing my black belly ring. I also had a black leather jacket that stopped right under my bust and the sleeves only went to my elbow. I put on black 3in stiletto boots that went to my knees and had black fingerless gloves that went to my wrist. I left my hair down so it was pin straight down my back and made sure part of my bangs were covering one of my eyes. My make up was heavy black eyeliner with dark eye shadow, mascara, and dark red lip-gloss.
I looked in the mirror and smiled. Zipping up my jacket halfway I grabbed my keys and headed to the door.
I started my car and went to a club called Riot. As I started driving my ring that held the Cullen crest gleamed in the moonlight. I rubbed the ring then turned back to the road.
Once I got to the club I found a parking spot and headed straight to the bouncer. "Hi." I smiled at him. I saw his eyes glaze over and his heart beat pick up. "Can I go in?" I asked. He smiled, "Anything for a pretty lady." He stepped aside and I started to walk in but stopped when I felt a hand on my arm. I turned to the bouncer who was holding my arm. "My shift ends in an hour." He said.
I smirked at him. "I'll be sure to remember that."
I turned around and went inside. My nose wrinkled little when I smelled the sweat and beer mixed together. My eyes scanned the room searching through the sea of people on the dance floor.
"Hi." I heard someone say. I turned and saw a boy who looked sixteen years old was smiling at me. How he even got in here was beyond me, but he was tall for his age. I smiled back at him and his eyes glazed over. I held back my smirk. "Hello." I said.
"I'm Chris." He held out his hand. I looked at it then shook it. "Elena." I whispered looking at him through my eyelashes. He gulped.
"So, um would you like to dance?" He asked. I took a step forward and inhaled. He smelled good like pomegranates.
"Sure." His eyes widened a little but he took my hand anyway and led me to the dance floor.
Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado & Timbaland came on and I wrapped my arms around his neck and started to sway my hips. He drew me closer and I could smell him better. The venom pooled in my mouth but I swallowed it back down.
After a couple of songs I knew I would have to eat soon. Being this close to the guy was making the monster inside me go crazy. Just as I was about to ask him to leave I smelled something familiar.
Vampire.
My head whipped around to the door where I saw ten figures scanning the room. I ducked my head so they wouldn't see me.
"Shit." I muttered.
"Are you all right?" Chris asked me.
I looked up and gave him a small smile. "Yeah. Hay do you want to get out of here?" He grinned at me and nodded. I took his arm and headed to the direction of the back door. As I was walking I caught my father's eye. His eyes were wide and they were looking back and fourth from me to the guy. I winked at him and pushed open the door.
(Cpov)
"She hates me." I muttered into my hands. After trying to catch up with Elena and failing, we headed back to the hotel room. "She doesn't hat you Carlisle." Esme tried to comfort me. I pick my head up from my hands and looked at her.
"She hissed at me Esme, hissed!" I cried. She smiled at me sadly and put an arm around my shoulder. "She doesn't hate you Carlisle, she was surprised that's all."
"I hope your right." I muttered.
"I am." She said. I smiled at her. This was why I love Esme; she always knew how to make me feel better. She was a great woman.
"We need to do something fun Carlisle, so you can get your mind off Elena." Bella said from her spot beside Edward.
"Ohh, that's a great idea Bella. We can go shop-"
"No!" We all yelled at Alice at the same time.
"Fine." She huffed. "So what-" Rosalie started but stopped when we heard Alice gasp. We all turned her eyes toward her. Her eyes were glazed over and she was staring at nothing. She was having a vision. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Edward widen his eyes slightly.
When Alice snapped out of it she looked at me. "What did you see?" I asked her.
"Elena," I tensed, "she, she's going to kill him Carlisle. The boy is only sixteen." Vampires killing humans always bothered me but knowing my daughter was doing it made me sick to my stomach especially to someone so young.
"Where is she?" I asked.
"A club called Riot."
"Are we going after her?" Renesmee asked.
"We're going. You are staying here with Jacob." Edward said. Renesmee glared at her father. "I'm not a kid dad. And plus I don't think Jacob wants to miss out of the action." She said with a smirk. "You got that right." Jacob added. Edward opened his mouth to protest but Bella put a hand on his arm. "Edward just let her go. It will be fine."
"But-" Bella silenced him with a glare. He finally sighed and gave in.
"Alright. Let's go." Everyone nodded and we headed down to the car.
When we got to the club we all headed straight to the bouncer. All Rosalie had to do was smile and we were all in. The club was packed with people so we couldn't smell Elena anywhere.
"Do you see her yet?" Alice asked.
I shook my head. My eyes scanned the dance floor pack with people until they landed on a blonde head heading toward the back exit. I looked at the boy she was dragging with her then looked back at the girl. My eyes widened when I saw her. Elena. She smiled and winked at me then went through the door. I turned back to my family and told them I saw her. "Where is she?" Esme asked
"She went through the back door."
"Come on, we have to hurry." Alice said and we all followed her.
(Epov)
"So where are we going." Chris asked. I looked behind me and smirked. "Don't worry, you'll see." I led him farther down the alley to make sure no one could see us. I stopped when we reached a dead end. Perfect.
I stopped and turned around to face him with a small smile gracing my lips. I took a step forward and skimmed my nose up his neck and breathed in. "Mmm, you smell good." I murmured against his neck. I felt him gulp. "Th-thank you." He stuttered out. I pulled my head up and looked at him. I caressed his cheek and licked my lips. "You haven't kissed a lot of girls have you?" I asked. He shook his head in a daze. I smirked, "Its ok, I don't bite. Much." His eyes widened a little a he looked at me. "Wh-what?"
I pushed him against the wall and put my hands on either side of his head. "Don't be scared." I whispered looking at him through my eyelashes. I felt him relax a little bit. I lowered my head again to his neck and kissed his pulse point. He shivered from underneath me.
I had to time this perfectly. I could hear them getting closer. I kissed his neck then looked back up at him. "Do you trust me?" I asked. He nodded. I smirked and put my lips to his neck.
5…4
I parted my lips feeling the vein in his throat..
3…2
And bit down.
1.
I sucked at his blood feeling it rush through my mouth. "No." I heard someone whisper. Chris cried out in pain but my hand quickly flew to his mouth. Swiftly my hand turned and I heard a loud snap!
Someone whimpered. I sucked his blood until it was all gone and let go of him. His body fell to the ground in a large heap and his head was at a weird angle. I licked my lip and turned to my audience with a smirk on my face. "Enjoy the show?" I asked.
The eyes that were looking at the body by my feet all snapped toward me. I looked into each of their eyes and saw astonishment, disbelief, rage and fear. My father's eyes were emotionless.
"How the hell could you do that!?" The tall blonde, who was easily the most beautiful in the group yelled at me. I shrugged and leaned against the wall. "I'm a vampire, it's what I do."
"But he was so young." She said disbelievingly. "Point?" I asked.
"My point is that he was a kid. Doing something like that makes you a murderer. No, actually it makes you a monster."
I glared at her. That bitch didn't have the right to talk to me like that. I shrugged off the wall and took a step forward. "Listen Princess, just because you hunt animals doesn't make you less of a monster than I am. Its not like you've never killed anyone before so watch it." She didn't say anything and I knew I was right but I kept on going.
"You have killed someone before haven't you? Who was it, some innocent person off the streets? A family member? An ex-lover?" Her glared intensified and my smirk got bigger. "What happened? He cheat on you?' She didn't say anything. "Broke your heart? Come on you've got to give me something to work with here. He's not the one who killed you is he?" Her glare softened and I laughed. "He did didn't he. He killed you so you killed him. See Princess, that's the difference between me and you, I kill to survive and you kill for revenge."
"Shut up." She growled.
"This is why your such a bitch isn't it," I kept going, " the man you loved, who you thought was perfect killed you and you couldn't handle it. This is rich." She growled at me and crouched. I did the same on instinct. "Rose." The big one with the biceps warned.
"Come on Rosie Posie, take your best shot." I provoked. Her eyes turned into slits and she hissed.
"Stop it." Someone whispered. My eyes snapped to my father who was looking at me with that same emotionless expression. "Rosalie stop." He repeated. Rosalie looked at him then got out of her crouched but still held her glare. The big muscled guy came up and wrapped an arm around her. Must be her mate.
"Elena," my father whispered. I straightened and glared at him. "What?" I snapped. He took a step forward and I growled. I thought I saw pain in his eyes but it was gone to quick.
"This isn't you El. I know it isn't." he said. Like hell he knew me.
"You know me!? You know me," I yelled, "You don't know anything about me! You haven't been around for over 300 years, how the hell do you know me!?" The dumpster started to shake as my voice got louder.
My father eye's flashed to the dumpster and then to me. "Elena please stop it. Talk to me." I shook my head. "I don't have anything to say to you." I choked.
"Don't do this Lena. Don't run, don't leave, just stay." He begged. I squeezed my eyes shut. "Isn't that what you did dad," I spat the word as if it were a disgusting virus, "you left." I finally snapped my eyes open and looked at him. I saw pain in his eyes and regret.
"I didn't have a ch-"
"Bullshit," I was mad now and I'm sure my eyes were as black as coal, "you had a choice. You could have stayed with me. You could have stayed and we wouldn't have been in this mess. But no, you had to leave. I told you it wasn't safe but you didn't listen to me! Do you want to know funny part though; I know you knew it wasn't safe, that your chances of coming back were close to none but yet, you still left! Sometime's I even wonder if you did it on purpose just to get away from me."
He looked at me silent. "Is that what you really think?" he finally whispered. I nodded. "I didn't want to leave you El. I loved you I still do. You're my daughter, it hurt me to see cry that night. I didn't want to leave but seeing you so hurt, so afraid made me think of all the other little girls who lost their parents like your friend Ann, do you remember her? Remember how her mother was taken by one of us and how sad she was? I couldn't let anyone else feel like that. I had to do something."
I stared at him silent. I remembered Ann. She was my best friend when I was younger. We would do everything together. We especially liked to go in the forest at night even though we weren't supposed to just incase vampires lived in the forest. When Ann's mothered died because of a vampire she refused to play with me anymore.
Finally I shook my head. "It doesn't matter. You left and that's the point. And now you come back with your perfect little family expecting me to just crawl back to you. Newsflash daddy dearest that isn't going to happen!" I yelled and the dumpster flew straight at them. They all jumped out of the way just in time.
The curly haired was the first to recover. "What the hell was that?" he asked. I just smirked standing there with my arms crossed. Throwing something always made me feel better for some reason.
The bronze haired boy stood up and looked at me curiously. "It was you wasn't it?" He asked. I looked at him surprised.
"How?" I asked. He smirked and said, "I'm a mind reader." I stiffened. I hated mind reader's, they always invaded your privacy. He chuckled and helped a brunette off the ground. The way he looked at her made me knew they were mates. He smiled at me and nodded.
"You're telekinetic?" The blonde boy asked. "What's it to you?" I snapped. Before he could say anything I heard a bitch yell at me. "You tried to kill us." Princess screamed. I rolled my eyes and looked at her. "You're already dead. So technically I didn't." I said annoyed. She growled.
"Rosalie stop it. It's not polite." Another brunette said. She had a kind heart shaped face that was smiling at me and caramel colored hair. I recognized her as the women who held my father's hand. I glared at her and growled which and earned me six other growls back. Her smile faltered and she looked taken back.
"Elena stop it now." My father said forcefully. I snapped my eyes toward him. "Why!? Because she's the love of you're life," I emphasized you're, "because she's my new mommy. Well she's nothing to me so I'll do whatever I want."
"Don't talk to her like that!" Princess said. I glared at her then started walking forward. "Where are you going?" My father asked.
"Home." I felt someone grab my arm and I turned around. It was my dad. I was about to well at him when something clouded my vision.
They were picture, no visions of my father. Some when he was alive and some when he was a vampire. I saw him and me together, him changing the bronze haired boy, changing the caramel colored hair women, him at the hospitals treating patience, him treating the brunette vampire, him fighting newborns, and even his wedding. But the ones that were more important then any of those was him sitting in his study looking at a picture of me as a kid.
After the visions stopped I jerked my arm away like I'd been slapped. My father was looking at me curiously. "Elena?" I heard him say but I ignored him and looked at the bronze haired boy knowing he saw everything.
"Don't say anything ok?" I thought. I saw him nod slightly. I turned back to my father who was still waiting for me to answer him.
"Do me a favor dad?" I asked.
"Anything." He replied quickly.
"Leave me alone." I whispered. He opened his mouth to protest but I held up my hand. "Just please give me time." I begged. He closed hi mouth and nodded. I gave him a small smile and turned away.
AN: I know Elena seems really bitchy in this chapter and may not seem like Carlisle daughter but she's hurt and doesn't want to show it so she gets angry instead. I hoped you like it and please review.
