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CHAPTER NINE-REJECTION PAIN

Ryann's POV

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

I looked up at the phone but made no move to get it. I stayed on the wooden floor of my living room and cried.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

The tears pooled around me and the pain roared in my heart.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

Shut up, I thought. I don't want to talk to you.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

UGH!! I pushed myself up with my shaky hands and my tears made me slip.

THUD.

UGH!! Death come now, please, this pain is unbearable.

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring.

I finally made my way to the phone and grabbed it just as it rang again.

"Hello," I asked breathlessly.

"Ryann, can I see you today?" Seth's happy voice floated through the phone and into my ear. It sounded like he didn't know anything.

"I don't know, Seth. I'm not feeling well," I said in a small voice.

"Please, Ryann. I'll come and pick you up and we'll hang out. Just the two of us." I smiled a little at the thought. Did Jacob tell him? He would have, wouldn't he?

"O- okay," I whispered. "When?"

"10 minutes. See you soon." He hung up before I had a chance to say something. I stood there for a minute, my hand still holding the phone to my ear, before I finally made a move. I put the phone down and made my way to my closet. I pulled out some simple fleece Hollister pants with a long sleeved shirt. I moved into my bathroom and flipped on the lights.

The person in the mirror had blood shot eyes, from crying too much. Her hair was tangled and dirty. I sighed, I looked like hell. My already pale face was as white as new white socks. I grabbed a brush and combed out my hair, it took a few minutes but it was finally nice-ish. I splashed water in my face and tried my best to look like I hadn't cried all night.

Seth knocked on my front door and I went to answer it. He stood there, looking good as ever, in his dark blue jeans and tight black shirt, showing off his amazing body. He smiled at me, but it didn't reach his eyes, I smiled back.

"Hey," he breathed, his amazing scent drifted into my nose.

"Hey," I said back. "How are you?" I asked as we walked to his car.

"Good," he answered.

"So… where are we going?" I asked him in the awkward silence of the car. It's weird; our relationship has never been like this. It has always been so natural, never forced; now it's rocky.

"A beautiful place. Edward took Bella there when she was human, I've been there once, it's the coolest place ever," he answered. His words were nice but his voice was dead. Maybe he did know?

"Oh, sounds great," I said with the best excitement I could. The rest of the ride was silent, thick with anger; I could feel it on him. He knew. Jacob told him, and he was going to confront me in this "beautiful place". I fidgeted in my seat as we came to a dead end. He turned toward me.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah," I lied. "Just can't wait to see this place."

"Well, then, let's go." He got out of the car and I stepped out too. He came to my side and picked me up, bridal style. I looked up into his eyes but he wasn't looking at me, he stared straight ahead into the forest. "Seth?" I asked in a small voice. He didn't look at me.

"Yes?" he asked, still looking forward.

"Where are we going?"

"The meadow it is in the forest. Not to far away. Hold on and close your eyes." Then he was off running, green trees flew past us in an alarming rate. I did what he told me, I closed my eyes and gripped tightly to his shirt, pulling my body close to his. After a minute or two, we stopped and he set me down. I let go of his shirt and opened my eyes. We were in a meadow, a beautiful meadow. It had green grass with a few flowers sprouting up. It wasn't sunny today, so it had a little darkness to its beauty, but I was fine with that. I kind of liked it. I turned to Seth with a smile, but he wasn't smiling. He had a glare on his beautiful face.

"Seth?" I asked him. "What's wrong?" Again, he didn't answer me. He looked around to the tree lines, his dark eyes scanning them. Then he gave one small nod. My eyes moved over the trees too, and then 9 wolves stepped out into the trees, and so did the Cullens, except Renesmee. I spun around to face Seth. The wolves and Cullens were surrounding me, cornering me in. Seth just stood there, in front of, doing nothing. I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Seth, what's going on?" I asked.

"You being my imprint has kept you safe from our growing questions. it kept you safe from us attacking you. We know your not human, Ryann. But I'm sorry, Ryann, you've kept lying to me the whole time, and I don't know if I can trust you. So I can no longer protect you anymore." he turned away from me.

"Seth!" I called out. My hand reached and touched his shoulder; he froze for a second before shrugging it off and walking away from me. "Seth!" I yelled again. I wanted to run to him, to hug him, to tell him everything. I wanted to kiss him, and love him. And I wanted him to love me back. But I couldn't. The pain of rejection by him and loose of love made me freeze. "Seth," I whispered again, a tear fell from my eye. The Cullens and wolves moved in closer, but I didn't care. I fell to the ground, sobs rocked my body. It reminded me to much of Rhys, me calling him for to come but him not coming back. But Rhys had no choice, Seth did, so it only made it more painful. He choose not to come back for me.

They moved in closer and I felt relieved. Death was coming for me and I felt relieved. Seth didn't want me, Rhys was dead, so what was there left for me on this planet? I looked up to the black wolf, I knew he was Sam.

"Kill me," I whispered to him. "Please, I deserve it." Then I fell into the darkness….

I was in a long dark hallway. There was no light, except for at the very end of the tunnel with a figure in it. I knew that figure, he was in my dreams and nightmares, every night for a year.

"Rhys?" I asked. I could see the figure smell. "Rhys!" I yelled at him. He pointed to something behind me. I turned to see that the tunnel went on. And at the other end wads another figure. "Seth," I whispered. Then I looked back at Rhys. I now understood what this nightmare was about. I had to choose: Rhys or Seth. The boy I want to be back in my life more than anything, or the boy I love more than my life. "No," I whispered.

"Ryann!" Seth called. I wanted to go to him. I wanted to be in his strong warm arms. But what about Rhys?

"Go Ryann," Rhys told me, I looked back at him. "I'm dead, he's alive. But remember I'll always protect you, I pinky promise." Then his figure disappeared. I stepped forward.

"Rhys," I whispered.

"Ryann!" Seth yelled again. I smiled and turned back around to face him. I ran to him, opening my arms so I could be close to his body. When I was three feet away I jumped to him, but he vanished and I fell into the bright light….

My eyes opened and I took a gasp of breath. I looked up to a white ceiling, I was on a bed in a room, I realized.

"Who's Rhys?" I heard an angel voice asked from my side. I rolled my head over to see Seth sitting on a chair next to the bed. I noticed the Cullens, Jacob and Sam in the background, but I focused on Seth. He came back.

"Seth. I-I…um," I stuttered.

"Who is he?" he asked again. I didn't answer because of the deep glare of his. "Let me guess, another guy who you told you loved. This is just a game to you, isn't it?"

"No, Seth. It's-it's not like that," I said.

"Then who is he!?" he yelled, standing up from his chair. I closed my eyes as a tear came out. "Ryann!!" he shouted.

"He's my de-dead…brother," I stuttered as new tears came out. Seth eyes widened and he fell back into the chair.

"Ryann…" Seth said.

"No, I'm sorry," I said while standing up. I pushed past everyone to the door of the bedroom but Seth caught my arm. He spun me around. "Let go," I said.

"No. You are going to tell me what's going on," he said.

"I'm sorry I came into your lives. I endangered you all. You have a family, I wanted a family. Love them, your family, because one day they might not be there anymore." I don't know who I was talking too; the Cullens, Jacob, Sam, Seth, or me? I shrugged out of Seth's grip and ran down the stairs. I heard Seth behind me, he caught me before I could make it to the door.

"Ryann, you are part of my family. I love you, no matter what. Tell me," he said.

"You didn't love me in the meadow," I said. "But I do love you Seth, more than you can ever know. And that's why I have to go. They'll find me, Seth. And I can't have you in danger," I turned toward the door but Seth still had his grip on me, he spun me back around.

"Seth! Let go!" I yelled. He glared at me, his softness that was there a second ago was gone. He was mad, very mad, his body shook a little. He wanted answers, and he was tired of me not giving them to him.

"I trusted you!" he yelled at me. "I told you everything about me, things no one knows. And you lie to me, everything you have ever said was lie. Is Ryann Shay even your real name?" he yelled.

"No," I whispered. Seth flew his hands up. "My name is Ryann Blarewood," I told him.

"Really?" He asked. "You have brothers!"

"No!" I yelled, he glared at me. "Okay, yes I have brothers. But I'm not part of their family, I haven't been for a long time."

"You. Don't. Get. It. Ryann," he said through clenched teeth. "I asked you. I trusted you! I believed you! They all told me." He gestured to Sam, Jacob, and the Cullens. "They all told me you weren't human and that you were lying. But I didn't listen to you, because I loved you!"

"Seth, I didn't want you in danger," I said.

"Bullshit!" he yelled. "I can take care of myself."

"You don't understand, Seth. I-"

"Your right Ryann, I don't understand. So why don't you tell me? Go ahead Ryann, explain!"

"Seth, I-"

"I'm done with this Ryann. I'm done with your lying. Go home and pack, I want you gone by tomorrow."

"Whoa! Seth, Buddy, think about this. You can't stay away from her," Jacob said trying to calm him down.

"Shut up Jacob," Seth growled at him. "I want you gone Ryann. By tomorrow morning, and don't you come back."

"Seth, please, don't do this. I love yo-"

"LEAVE!!" He yelled at me. I stared at him for a second, more pain running threw me. But then I pushed past everyone and ran out of the house. The rejection pain was cursing through my body, I pushed my legs to go faster, I just wanted for the pain to stop. Like last night the pain was a numb pain, but this time it started in my toes, not my heart. It spread slowly, but still fast, up my body. In to my ankles, then my calves, then my knees, it went up to my thighs. Then it creped upward, wrapping around my torso like Christmas paper. It suffocated my heart like a boa constrictor and poisoned my mind like paranoia. I screamed as I flung the door to my house open.

I fell onto the couch and fidgeted. The pain changed, now that my entire body was covered in it. It was no longer the numbness of a sleeping leg, instead it was the fire of a blue flame. It burned around my heart, and it ate at my soul.

Seth hated me. Seth didn't want me. Seth yelled at me. Seth told me to leave. Seth no longer loved me.

I screamed again as the rejection pain grew hotter. Tears streamed down my face and my sobs vibrated the couch. Seth, he was my whole life. The past year has been terrible, the death of Rhys, how my brothers changed…. But then I meet Seth, and I smile and laugh and feel joy for the first time in a year. And then I ruin it, I lie and he finds out. Everything I had crashed down on me and then Seth was pulled out from under my feet.

We should have told them. I screamed out loud. I really, really didn't have time to deal with this.

Shut the Crap up, Reasonable. Scared Girl said. Then they were quite as the pain racked my brain.

Rejection pain is a bad pain. It was worse than anything I've ever felt. Worse than the pain of first turning, worse than the pain of my parents death, worse than the pain of Rhys's death, worse than the pain of wanting to be a family again. It is worse than any physical or emotional pain I've ever had.

I laid on the couch as the pain sizzled through me all night. I only thought: Seth, I love you. Seth, forgive me. Seth, please. Over and over again.

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