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CHAPTER TEN- APPALLED OF WHAT I HEARD...

SETH POV

"Seth!" Ryann called out. Her hand reached and touched my shoulder; I froze for a second before shrugging it off and walking away from her. Her touches still scent electricity waves through my body. "Seth!" she yelled again. Her pain in her voice caught through me like teeth. I wanted to run to her, to hug her, to tell her I'm sorry. I wanted to kiss her, and love her. And I wanted her to love me back. But that's not what I did. I continued walking away from her, trying to make me believe that this was what needed to happen. That she lied to me and this had to happen in order to protect everyone. "Seth," I heard her whispered. The Cullens and wolves moved in closer, but I didn't turn back and help her like I should have. No, I turned m back on her, letting her have the horrible fate I knew would kill me. I heard her body drop to the ground with a thud, and then I heard something that tore my heart out of my chest. It was the sound of her crying, not crying but sobbing heavily. It entered my ears and started yelling at me. Telling me to go back and hug her, to forget that she lied and to love her. But I continued walking away. Because I was an idiot.

"Kill me," I heard her whisper to someone. I froze where I was. Appalled of what I heard come out of her mouth. That wasn't the Ryann I knew, the real Ryann would have slapped me and then kissed me. "Please, I deserve it." That was it. My heart shattered into a million pieces and the remains pierced my lungs. I turned on my heel and ran to her, throwing people out of my way. But she was lying on the ground, alive, but unconscious. She didn't look peaceful but still so beautiful and innocent. I picked her up, her warm skin felt like heaven against mine. I leaned down and kissed her on the forehead.

"I'm sorry my love. I was being stupid," I whispered. Then I was off running with her, toward the Cullen house, with everyone following. I busted into the house and ran her upstairs to an empty room. I gently laid her down on the bed and sat down on the chair next to her. I was vaguely aware or the Cullens, Sam, and Jacob enter but I focused on the angel that lay in front of me. I grabbed her hand and watched her intently.

"Rhys," Ryann whispered. "Rhys," she said again, this time in a pleasurable voice. I closed my eyes and pressed my forehead to her hand. She was muttering about another man in her dreams. Another man. "Seth," she said with a happy sigh. I snapped my head up to look at her. Her face twisted in a painful expression. "No," she whispered. And the word, that small little word, made me let out a whimper. She said no to me. No. My name than No. She didn't want me. A few seconds later her eyes fluttered open and I looked into those eyes that make a shudder run down my spine….

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"I'm done with this Ryann. I'm done with your lying. Go home and pack, I want you gone by tomorrow," I said to her, almost not believing that these words came out of my mouth.

"Whoa! Seth, Buddy, think about this. You can't stay away from her," Jacob said trying to calm me down, but I wasn't listing.

"Shut up Jacob," I growled at him. "I want you gone Ryann. By tomorrow morning, and don't you come back."

"Seth, please, don't do this. I love yo-"

"LEAVE!!" I yelled at her. She stood frozen for a second, the pain easily shown on her face, but then she pushed passed everyone and ran out of the house. What did I just do? I asked myself. The pain was already in my body, starting at my toes, and quickly making its way up my feet. I collapsed to the ground, aware of the Cullens and Jacob and Sam, but at the same time not aware. My mind was only focused on the pain of loosing Ryann. The absence of her was like a wave crashing against me. You want to fight it, like I wanted to have her back in my arms, but you couldn't, like how I would never be able to forget how she lied. It was like when you get sick, like how weak you fell and how you fell your knees would give out at anytime.

"Seth," Jacob whispered. I looked up to him, wishing it was Ryann who had called me. "You can't do this. You need her, you're already in pain." I commanded my legs to stand up, but even as I did they were shaky.

"No, I can do this. I don't want to see her again," I lied.

"Seth, you can't do th-" I cut Jacob off by punching him in the face. I let out all my anger on him. Once I started I couldn't stop. I began kicking and punching and yelling at him. He took it all, without even putting up a fight. Soon enough Sam and Emmett had me restrained. I have never been that violent, not like Paul or Jared or Sam or Jacob, I was always the laid back guy who smiled and everyone loved me. But Ryann, it hurt to even think her name, Ryann was bringing everything to the surface. I pushed them both off of me and ran out of the house.

I ran into the forest that I have come to known so much. I didn't know where I was going in till I arrived. It was her house. Ryann. I was still in human form, knowing that if I shifted I would not be able to be alone. I quietly walked closer to the house. But stopped dead in my tracks as I heard the scream rip through the cool air. She screamed in agony, I knew that type of scream, because it was the scream I was holding in. I could hear her rock the couch she was in, and I could hear the sobs rip open her chest and they made my veins explode. I collapsed to the ground and rolled on my back, looking up at the sky. The sun beated down on my already hot skin and I let out a cry of pain the same time Ryann did.

RYANN POV ***THE NEXT MORNING***

There was a knock at the door but I made no move to get it. I could smell it was Edward, Bella, Sam, Leah, and Jacob. They knocked again but I stayed still and silent on the now soaked couch.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

More tears soaked threw the couch.

Another knock. A sigh and a few whispers.

The pain was still roaring in my chest.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock. Faster, harder and louder than before. I stayed still. I heard another sigh and an annoyed kick of the door.

"Go damit, Ryann! I know you're in there so get your but to there door!" Edward called through the door. I stayed still, almost not understanding what he was saying. The only thought in my head was Seth.

Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth.

Suddenly my door was kicked open but I didn't even flinch. I stayed as still as a dead body as they entered my house and looked at me.

Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth.

"Ryann?" Bella asked in her sweet, calm voice. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth. Seth.

"Ryann!" Sam yelled in my ear. I finally responded, hoping that they would go away sooner. I slowly sat up, like a zombie does as they wake up.

"I'm almost done packing," I told them as I was whipping the tears away and I stood up. That was a lie, I haven't even started.

"We're not here about that," Edward told me.

"Then what do you want?" I asked in an annoyed tone. I really just wanted to lie back down on the couch and drown in my own tears, that way I couldn't be able to hurt anyone any longer. I would be with Rhys, and Seth would move on.

"We want you to talk to Seth," Leah said. The Rejection Pain roared when she said his name. That name that I have spoken so many times, that rolled off my tongue like I had always said it.

"Why?" I asked. Not that I didn't want to talk to him, but I couldn't take any more of the pain.

"He's being stupid. He thinks he can stay away from you. We've been trying to convince him that he can't- but he won't listen to us," Sam said.

"Why do you think he would listen to me?" I hissed 'he', not being able to say his name.

"Because you love him and he loves you," Bella told me. I glared at her.

"He doesn't love me! I messed it up! He trusted me and I didn't trust him back!"

"You're his imprint. He can't stay mad at you. And he can't stay away from you. It's suicide," Leah told me. "And I won't see my brother in that much pain because he's being stupid." Sam saw my hesitation.

"What's so bad in your past that you're going throw away Seth?" He asked me in a curious tone.

"I'm protecting you!" I screamed.

"We don't need your protection!" Edward yelled back at me. I collapsed back on the couch and let out a sigh. My will was wavering. For once in my life Scared Girl and Reasonable were agreeing. They chanted in my head, 'Go, go, go! Tell him! Get him back into your arms!' Over and over again. After three long minutes of listening to that in my head I looked up at them.

"Okay, fine. I'll go."

I parked my car in front of the Cullen house, where Seth wouldn't come out of. They knew I was coming, all of them, except him. I slowly and with shaky legs made my way up the front steps and knocked on the door. Seth answered it, his face darkened as he saw it was me. His beautiful face twisted up into a scowl and I wanted to smooth out the lines on his forehead. But I didn't.

"What do you want?" he sneered at me, causing me to flinch.

"Can we talk?" I asked him in a small voice.

"I thought I had told you to leave," he spat. His anger turned to pain as it hit me with the force of a hurricane.

"Yeah, you did," I muttered. "Sorry." I was about to turn around and run away when Carlisle appeared from behind Seth. He put a hand on his shoulder, in a restraining fatherly way.

"We would be happy to talk, Ryann. Why don't you come in?" He suggested. Seth let out a small growl but otherwise moved out of the way, allowing me entrance. They were all there, which was comforting and scary at the same time. I sat down in an empty chair and they stared at me. At first I tried to ignore it but I soon found it impossible.

"Okay," I started. "Bring on the questions."

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