Si tu no vuelvas – Chetes con Amaral
Lying alone in her bed. Again.
She didn't even know anymore how long has it been since they shared a bed – twenty three days but who counted, right.
She missed him. In her bed. In her life.
Everything was darker without him.
It felt like last year all over again. Desperation without a glimmer of hope.
During the day she could concentrate on work but alone in her apartment where everything was reminding her of him, it was pure torture.
She was sleeping in his t-shirt and hugging his pillow where his smell still lingered as she pretended.
She didn't know how long she would be able to go on like this.
She barely survived last time but back then there was the assurance that it would end. Not right now but some day eventually.
Now she didn't even have that.
Only some photos, memories and a little hope he will find his way back to her.
AN: si tu no vuelves (esp.) – if you don't come back