It was around 5 o clock before I actually went home. Everybody else stayed at Tasha's house to drink and smoke some weed but I honestly wasn't in the mood for all that. On the way home I sat in my car and thought about the conversation with Marcus. Maybe it was time for us to get closer I mean we had been together for a month and he said he loved me so why was I haveing doubts about something so simple as sex.
I sighed, I didn't know what the hell I was going to do but I knew that he wasn't just going to give up that easy.
When I walked through the door I already knew no one would be home. I went directly to my room and laid down in my bed.
Just when I was about to go to sleep my house phone rang. Damn who could that be.
"Hello?" I answered the phone
"Okay, tell me what the hell happened before you and Marcus got to Tasha house" I already knew who it was, Monae
"Do I really have to explain?" I asked her
"Hell fucking yes you do I know something happened cause you all cheery at lunch and then we get to Tasha and house yo ass was drinking Vodka and Aliza like that shit was water"
"Okay then girl how about we was in the car and all quiet and stuff in the beginning so then he told me that he had something to tell" I said trying my best to explain the story to her.
"Oh hell no that motherfucker broke up with you didn't he, it sound like its time for me to cut a nigga' I suddenly heard Passion's voice it took me a minute to realize they had me on 3-way.
"Can I finish the damn story before you start jumping to conclusion" I hadn't wanted to admit that I thought the same thing when those words came out of Marcus' mouth
"Continue then" was the only reply I heard
I explained every thing that had happened on the short ride to Tasha's to my two best friends.
"What the hell you going to do then" Monae asked me after I was done with the story
"That's the whole thing I don't fucking know what I'm going to do, I mean yea I love Marcus but I don't know if I'm ready for something like that. I mean what if I get pregnant or something. Then what would I do?" I said
"Well I don't think that you need to have sex with him right now anyway" Passion stated
"I don't know though I mean it's not like I don't want to I'm just scared I guess. I might do the wrong thing or something" I said
"I don't see what it would hurt if yall just tried, hey but I got to go my brother need to use the phone I'll call yall chicks later and we can finish talking about what you gone do Savannah" Monae said
"Iight ducez" I said and hung up the phone
I went to my bed and laid down I was a good 20 minutes into my sleep when my cell phone rang I already knew it was cause the ringtone My Love was playing
"Yeah?"
"I'm outside come answer the door" the voice on the other end said.
I got up and went downstairs and opened the door. I already knew who would be standing right there, I just wasn't sure what would happen because that person was there.