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For the record for voices in heads (that sounded weird)

Max

Voice

Angel Got that?

BAM! The doors flew of their hinges as I slammed head on into the door. Lets not try that again shall we? Then outside their was nothing, but that didn't mean anything as soon as we got some place safe they'd find us. I just know it.

Jumping of the steps I flung open my wings. My wings had adapted with my powers. Flames danced around the edges of my feathers it seemed as if the edges were burning.. The fire glowed a brilliant pearly white. They functioned like my shield who ever touched them would get burned, and also like my shield I could let anyone that I wanted touch my wings and they wouldn't be burned.

It took maybe two down strokes of my wings to get high in the air. I hadn't shown emotion in 4 years, but all of that slipped away as soon as I was high in the air. I started giggling madly and then soon I was laughing so hard that I had tears sliding down my cheeks. Nothing was funny it was just a way for my emotions to finally come out without me crying. Lucky, concerned that i'd finally lost it started licking the salty tears off my face, and I didn't even care I was free! Behind me I heard the flapping of 5 sets of wings.

"Is she okay?" asked an emotionless voice. That was Fang.

"Yeah she's just real happy Fang" That was Angel who was reading my mind. Shrieking in my head I felt her shrink away from my mind, and I heard a satisfying squeak. Serves her right she has no reason to be reading my mind! Sobering up I flipped my self in the air so I was flying backwards and staring straight at them.

"There your free. Now go away." my voice was just loud enough for them to hear me.

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Max-" They all started speaking at once about how I couldn't leave! What bull they survived without me for four years they don't need me now. Voicing my question they all stared at me. They didnt know what to say.

"Max just hear us out first!"

"Fine." I said closing off any more discussion till we had set up camp.

About 4 hours later we found a cave hidden behind a bunch of tree perfect for any mutant bird kid runaways. The sun had gone down about and hour ago. When we had all the fire wood, even though we didn't need now that I think of it, lighting the fire I let it stay its orange color. Then I waited for anyone to say something.

"Now what was so damn important that y'all had to stay with?" Don't you just love bluntness?

"Max were sorry." That was angel. "Your sorry? Your sorry? That's all you freaking have to say?! Well keep you dammed sorry because I don't need them! Just like y'all didn't need me!" I was standing up. Lucky had turned into wolf when he sensed my mood. Unconscious I made two balls of fire in my hands, guess the color? Yeah green. Fang stood up unafraid of my fire and started walking over to me. Lucky growled in warning. Fang hesitated, but kept walking.

Never let your enemy get close to you... I shot one of the fire balls at his feet not hurting him only warning. He got the warning. Smart emo boy.

"Max... we had no good reason to kick you out of the flock. And I know we were wrong."

"Why did you kick me out?"

"Max that's not important..." he trailed off

" The hell it isn't! No I don't care if it was stupid tell me now you ass!" I was yelling and I didn't care.

"We thought you have a tracking device..." he trailed off again. What is with him and not completing sentences?

"You idiot I had that chip removed 5 years ago! What would make you think that I had a damn tracking device?"

"They kept finding us!" I started to shake with rage. My fists glowed with the fire around them the fire went up my forearms. The campfire exploded the flames floating to the ground where they made a circle around my feet. The fire was alimenting my features so I had shadows around my eyes.

"Max calm down!" Fang rushed to me and Lucky snarled at him. Fang took hold of my shoulders. And made me look at him. I could only see his eyes. He was talking, but I couldn't hear him. I could only see his deep chocolate eyes. And what's sad is that looking into them I knew I was still in love with him. How could I after everything that he'd done to me I still be in love with him?

Amazingly looking into his eyes I started to calm down my muscles relaxing the fire on my arms receding, and the fire around me disappeared and returned to where the wood lay to be a regular campfire again glowing orange making everything seem calm like nothing had happened and yet so much had.

Fang slid his hands down my arms and to my hands and he lead me to one side of the fire and made me sit down. He plopped right down next to me. Everyone was quiet.

Getting bored with waiting I started changing the color of the fire first red back to orange, yellow, green, blue, purple and again. Reaching my hand out I made 6 mini pieces of the fire leave. Everyone held their breath I guess for me to go physco on them again. Making each piece become a different ball of color I spun them around and made them dance. Lucky, who was a little terrier again, started chasing them trying to nip at them. Everyone laughed. It lightened the mood some.

"Max. We need you to know that we barely survived without you." I kept watching the fire move I didn't want to look at them. "Max. When Angel cried no one could get her to stop. Nudge barely talked for a year and still barely talks, Gazzy and Iggy started to make tons of bombs, but stopped because it reminded them of you!" Fang to a breath and I look around at them to see them all nodding. "Max back there at the school seeing you was like having the sun show up after the clouds had been here for a year. Max you made Angel stop crying. None of us could have done that. Iggy had to make Nudge shut up!" Nudge shot him a glare which he ignored because he was staring at me trying to make me look at him.

"You cant expect me to just forgive you." I started when I saw Fang about to say something and hurried on, "I was in their for four years Fang. Four years! Everyday a new test. Everyday a new toruture, Everyday not being able to show pain because if you did it resulted in more. Do you know that I haven't cried since you kicked me out because if I did they just would have hurt me more? Do you know what its like to have everything you loved torn away from you then you get thrust into hell? Did you know that every night for the first year I prayed that y'all would come save me anyone would come save me? Do you know that I had to fight of insanity? That every time I tried to escape they electrocuted me untill I passed out from the pain?" Crap! I didn't mean to reveal that much, and I longed to take those words and force them back into my mouth. Angel had seen everything in my mind and started crying I didn't go over to comfort her this time. Nudge and Gazzy looked like they had tears in their eyes and were trying not to let them spill. Iggy and Fang were staring at the ground trying to hide their emotions.

Lucky trotted over to me and sat in my lap trying to comfort me. Suddenly I couldn't take it anymore. Leaping to my feet I ran to the mouth of the cave. Hearing them shouting behind me I jumped into the air unfolded my wings and soared into the air above the forest. I heard a set of wings open behind me and I poured on speed swerving in and out of trees and at one point turning side-ways in between two trees to avoid hitting them. Tears were pricking at my eyes and beginning to cloud my vision. No max hold on a little longer you haven't cried in years hold on a few minutes longer. I kept chanting in my head.

Bursting through the last row of trees the tears started to slip. Something hit my back the added weight making me plummet towards the ground and crash into the a clearing. Then I just couldn't take it any more and let the tears fall and felt the sobs tear through my chest. The person got off me, picked me up and cradled me to their chest.

Dimly seeing the black clothing I realized that it was Fang. It just made me cry harder the sobs hurting as they came out. Fang held me tightly repeating comforting phrases over and over though I couldn't make out what he said it was nice just to hear his voice. He smoothed out my hair running his fingers threw it.

A lot of time passed I don't know how much I just know a lot. Fangs shirt was soaked. And I was tired. Fang picked me up again and took flight, and I realized that I loved him carrying me. I loved him period.

When we got back to the flock they were all asleep including Lucky. Fang set me down and laid down behind me. He put an arm around my waist pulling me close to him as if to remind me that he's here your safe Im here. I fell asleep in Fangs arms and for the first time in a long time I didn't have nightmares.