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AN: Sorry it took so long I've had writer's block and I've been extremely busy. Thank you for reviewing I really appreciate it.

Alice POV

Five minutes passed sitting in silence and I felt like I was going to go crazy.

I couldn't take it anymore. "Jasper I know its big news but," he cut me off. "We aren't keeping it." He said sternly as if my say doesn't count.

"What do you mean we aren't keeping it? Of course we are." I felt tears swelling up in my eyes. How could he say that?

"Alice, we can't, you're getting an abortion. I can't take care of a baby, not right now." Jasper never acted like this before. He has never forced me to do something which made the tears in my eyes about to fall, anger tears as well.

"What the hell jasper? I can't believe you!" I yelled furiously.

I stomped my way back upstairs and searched for my electric blue sports duffle bag. I heard Jasper sigh and walk after me.

"Alice, be reasonable about this. You know we can't right now." He said calmly and stood in the doorway to our bedroom blocking my way out.

"Oh, I have to calm down? You're being immature. We weren't careful enough and this is what happened and you won't face you fucking responsibilities! I have no reason to calm down." I was pissed at him now. Telling me to calm down. I thought.

I found my duffle bag and started packing the first clothes I saw, plus one pair of shoes, and went for the door but Jasper was still standing there not moving.

"Jasper let me through." I said angrily through clenched teeth.

He didn't move and inch. Instead he asked, "Are you going somewhere?"

"Yes, now let me through."

He stepped aside and I went straight to the bathroom and packed my makeup and hair supplies.

I went back to the bedroom and looked where I set my purse down on the dresser but it wasn't there I looked around franticly and saw Jasper smirking from the corner of my eyes.

"God damn it Jasper, give me my purse I don't want to deal with your childish games." Maybe he is right I can't deal with another child.

He threw the purse at me and I checked the contents, keys, cell phone, old movie tickets, and my purple wallet. I grabbed it and checked how much money I had.

Only fifty bucks, so I grabbed another fifty from my dresser drawer, grabbed my jacket and stomped downstairs.

Luckily Jasper didn't follow me so I was thankful. I slipped on my jacket and flip flops by the door, and left slamming the door so Jasper knew I was gone and angry.

I unlocked my Porsche, got in and pushed my duffle bag and purse to the passenger seat.

Sighing I drove away fast but not going over the speed limit because I didn't want to tip off any officers especially after the day I had today.

I grabbed my phone and called Bella, but before I got to the second ring my phone beeped. It was out of batteries.

"Damn it!" I drove to a phone booth.

I got out and saw 4 men that looked like they were maybe five years older than I was and noticed my car then noticed me.

"Oh could my day get any worse," I mumbled.

I was in shorts and a tank top and they weren't exactly the baggiest clothing. In fact they were rather tight. Luckily I had my jacket on so that helped but these shorts weren't helping. Why didn't I just put on sweat pants? I wondered.

On top of it I'm driving a sports car and this wasn't a very street. So, naturally the men walked toward me and my car.

I quickly got in the phone booth and tried the phone, but just my luck. It wasn't working.

"Oh my god," I muttered. This is now the winner of all my worst days. Number one.

I started back to my car and they were closer than I thought.

"Hey baby," One of them said, smirking. He was wearing baggy jeans and a white tee-shirt.

I just glared at him and immediately I wished I didn't because they just laughed and were nudging him to go forward and that's exactly what he did.

He pushed me up against my car putting his arms on either side of me but he moved them lower because I was a lot shorter than him.

For my tastes, he was a little bit to close than I'd like him to be and he leaned in even closer looking straight into my eyes.

He was about to speak but I ducked under his arms and ran to the driver's seat and got in as fast as I could. I locked my doors before he tired to open my door and get in.

I took a deep breath and he was banging on my window but I started my car up and quickly drove away.

I decided just to drive to Bella's apartment not bothering to call. She might get mad about that though.

Finally, I got there and grabbed my purse and duffle bag and locked my car.

It was quiet I looked at my watch and it read 8:45. I hadn't realized it had been that long. So, I walked slowly and quietly up the stairs.

Knocking quietly on her door I silently yelled, "Bella, it's me, Alice. Open up!" I tried very hard to keep my tears in but all I wanted to do was cry in Jasper's arms but I couldn't because he is an asshole and is the reason why I want to cry in his arms.

Bella opened the door and she looked like she just got out of the shower her hair was still wet. I loved her hair wet it curled slightly and looked very pretty.

She looked surprised to see me and then she noticed my duffle bag and saw that I had been crying…again.

"Oh, hey Alice. Why don't you come in," She already knew that I wanted to stay and that I had had a rough day. Only rough didn't begin to cover it.

"Thank you." I said softly and walked in. She closed the door and walked to the couch and patted the spot next to her, inviting me to sit there.

I walked over, set my bag on the floor, put my purse on the coffee table and sat down next to her.

She looked at my face as I looked at the floor.

"I'm guessing things didn't go so well with Jasper…" She stated not knowing that saying this would bring tears to my swollen eyes.

I shook my head and started crying. She embraced me in a hug.

"I'm so sorry. Do you want to talk about it?" She sounded awkward because she isn't that great with the whole comforting thing.

"Jasper doesn't want to keep the baby. He says that he can't take care of a baby not now. I don't think that he ever will. So I left, and I tried to call u but my phone is dead and I left my charger. I almost got raped because I tried to use a phone booth which ultimately didn't work. So I just came here."

I said this as fast as I could and I gasped for air when I was finished. Then I looked at Bella who had shock on her face. That had been happening a lot today.

"I'm so sorry. Jasper is an immature bastard and he doesn't deserve you, and you know you are always welcome here." She said and oddly enough she was actually comforting me pretty well.

I smiled at her. "Thank you. Oh and I have to get an abortion…" I said the last part quietly so Bella wouldn't hear it.

She is against abortion and so am I just… It's Jasper's baby as well and I can't take care of it by myself. Unfortunately Bella did hear.

"You're what?!" she exclaimed.

I sighed "Getting an abortion. Yes I know it's wrong and unjust but I have to."

"No you don't! He is just brainwashing you with bullshit." She tried to persuade me.

"I can't take care of a baby by myself I'm still 19." I told her.

"Yeah you're 19 turning 20. Plus you won't be by yourself. You will have me. I will help you."

"I can't Bella. I'm sorry." I told her and by now we had stopped hugging.

Bella just sighed and shook her head. "I can't believe you are actually going to do this." She was disappointed. You could tell by her voice, well at least I could.

"I'm sorry." I stated again.

"Emmett will be here soon we are going to the club. Do you want to come?" Bella asked me hoping I said yes but I had to disappoint her again.

I smiled. "No, you two go have fun. I'll stay here maybe watch a movie." I told her only smiling so she wouldn't get mad or stay here and comfort me some more.

"Are you sure? I can always stay here with you." Ding, Ding we have a winner. I knew it, just like her.

"I'm sure I will be fine." I forced myself to smile but unlike Bella I can lie. On top of it she is so gullible.

"Ok well I'm going to go get ready." She told me and headed for her room.

I took off my jacket and got myself a pillow and a blanket then went back to lie on the couch. As I grabbed the remote off the coffee table and turned on the TV, I heard knocking at the door.

I heard Bella curse and yell, "He is here already?" Then I heard chuckling at the door.

Yep he's here I thought. Then I got up and answered the door.

Emmett was wearing jeans and a nice looking button down. Pretty casual, and yet he still looked hot.

"Hey Emmett." I said as I left the door open for him to come in, and he did but closed the door behind him.

"Hi…Alice," He said curiously and went to sit on the couch next to me. "I didn't know you would be here. Are you coming with us?" He asked politely, unusual for Emmett.

I guessed he was being this way because of how I looked. How bad did I look? I just sighed

"No, I'm not going with you." I sounded a bit angrier than I meant. Oh well.

"Oh." Then he looked at my duffle bag and finally he got it. I think…

"Ok, promise not to laugh." Bella called out and immediately Emmett started smiling.

Bella came out in a black and silver mini dress that looked absolutely gorgeous on her. It isn't like her to wear something like this but she should more often she looks very sexy.

The only thing missing is her makeup. It's always her makeup. I looked at Emmett who couldn't stop staring at Bella.

What a pig I thought. Then laughed.

Bella was blushing like crazy and I said, "Bella, your forgetting something." She knew exactly what I meant and she turned around and went straight for her bathroom.

I grabbed my makeup from my bag and walked into the bathroom as well. Surprisingly she stayed still this time.

The makeup went well with the dress and made her look even sexier. I tweaked with her hair a little bit which was down as always. I sighed in content at my work.

"Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful." I smiled at her and she smiled and rolled her eyes.

Without looking at herself she went back out and Emmett continued staring at her.

"Emmett. Do you mind not staring?" I asked him and Bella was still blushing. He smiled and stood up embracing her with a deep kiss. It was an "aww" moment.

"I want her home by 2, Emmett." I told them playfully and they smiled and left.

I sighed and right as they left I started crying again. Seeing them together and how Jasper acted today just broke me. Knowing that I'm going to get an abortion broke me more.

I walked to her fridge and I knew she had strawberries in there. I grabbed three and a knife to cut them up. Walking back to the couch I had flashbacks of what had happened today.

I sat down on the couch and started cutting the strawberries accidentally cut my hand…It felt different, not like a cut I've had before.

AN: Hmmm…What is Alice thinking? Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter. When I was writing it I just couldn't help feeling so bad for Alice. I think next chapter will focus on Edward and Rosalie so, yeah. Please, please, please review I need them because I don't want to post chapter's that no one reads and I like to know how to improve. This one was kinda rushed sorry if it isn't as good. Review please.