Brokenhearted, Chapter 6

A/N: Hey, sorry for not updating, I've just been so busy, with vacation and all...anyway, I'll try to make some more long chapters after this chap, to make up for it. Okay? Good!

Bella POV

I sat in my room and cried my eyes out. I punched pillows to shreds. I hunted, savagely tearing into the moose and had hunted down. Then I returned to my room and cried some more.

It's really no way to live. In fact, I don't think I should live, after what I had done to Alice and Rose. They'd always cared for me, ever since Esme and Carlisle ran off to go save some dismal part of the world, and comforted me when Edward deserted me.

Edward.

I couldn't help it. No matter what, my thoughts always went back to Edward, even if I spent lots of time with Jacob, even if I -

Jacob.

I had totally forgotten about him in my sorrow! How could I be so stupid? He's my boyfriend, how could I forget about him?

Oh, right. Because he's at the bottom of my 'Remember' list, and the fact that he's not really important to me.

Did I really just think that terrible thought?

Yes.

The answer rang out in my head. Yes. Because, now that I think about it, Jacob had really just been a substitute for Edward. I had never really loved loved Jacob. How could I? We were the best of friends, yes, but I just couldn't love him in that way. It...repelled me, I suppose.

I mean, Jacob? Seriously.....He'll find a happy ending soon though. I'm sure of it.

In the meantime, I really want to kill Tanya. I think I'll go make amends with Alice and Rose.

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo - Alice/Rosalie's Lab - xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Alice POV

Bella is so annoying sometimes! I mean, here we are, busting our butts for her, and she just blows up like that?? What kind of foster sister is she? I mean, -

Speak of the devil.

Bella shuffled her feet toward us. She was murmuring something.

"I really should go apologize. Alice and Rose are my best friends and sisters. I would die without them, and- "

"You're thinking out loud again, Bella," I said sympathetically. Maybe I should forgive her. The poor thing would go crazy without us. To confirm it, I got a vision of Bella going absolutely mad, staying in her room, muttering and cackling to herself all day.... Poor thing.

Bella raised her head.

Bella POV

"You're thinking out loud again, Bella," came the sweet, musical chime voice of Alice. I raised my head.

Go on, I urged myself. Apologize to them. They deserve your apology.

Rose looked at me patronizingly. "Bella, sweetie, you're doing it again," she cooed softly. Whoops.

I cleared my throat and shuffled my feet again. "Look guys, I'm really really sorry - " I began, but Alice hurtled toward my like the speed of light and hugged me tight. Rose approached cautiously and did the same.

"We found it!" Alice said excitedly. Then she started darting around the lab, humming the Mission Impossible theme loudly. She picked up a glass of water, grinning. "Silent, but deadly," Alice said with an evil glint in her eyes. I laughed.

"You're a very scary little girl," I giggled. Rosalie chuckled, and soon we were all laughing the sound of bells and chimes filling the room.

"What's everyone laughing about?" came a bright, cheery voice. I stopped dead. When Alice and Rosalie heard me stop, they stopped too, looking at me curiously.

"Why'd everyone stop laughing?" asked Jacob, emerging from the shadows.

I shot a look to Alice and Rosalie, and speaking so low that only Alice and Rosalie could hear me, I murmured, my voice so soft it sounded like leaves rustling against each other in the wind, "I have to break up with him. I don't love him, and Edward is the only one for me." They both inclined their head slightly and smiled at Jacob, even Rosalie, acting like they didn't even hear me, but I knew they did.

I took a deep breath. "Jacob." His huge grin disappeared at the seriousness of my voice.

He looked concerned. "What is it? Are you hurt? Did someone hurt you? What's wrong?" he asked his voice becoming urgent.

"Jacob, I-I-I don't think that w-we should, well, to put it simply, I-I think we should well, you know, I don't want to hurt you, we'll still be friends, though I doubt we can establish the same relationship as before after this but - " Jacob stopped me with a sad smile.

"You're breaking up with me," he murmured softly, his eyes welling up with tears.

"I- well, yes," I said just as softly. Alice and Rose shot him sympathetic looks, though Rosalie's was decidedly less sympathetic. I almost laughed at this exchange, but the atmosphere was simply too serious to laugh. "I'm-I'm sorry, Jake," I finished lamely. He nodded sadly.

"I'm sorry too," he said before he slowly shuffled away.

After that simply joyful exchange, I returned to the medium-sized, normal, forlorn glass of 'water'. It looked like it was abandoned. I called to Alice, "What are you going to name your, er, concoction?"

Rosalie yelled back, "We're going to name it the "Cocktail Melt"!! You know, like, melt? Get it?! And cocktails are clear so, yeah!!" She grinned at me, pleased. I gave them a smile, though on the inside, I was wondering, why do I have such crazy sisters!?

"By the way, when can we kill Tanya?" Alice wondered.

"Tonight," I said grimly.

This story will not end soon, rest assured!! Much more drama to come!! Oh yeah, and the result is....drum roll.....Option 4!!! 'Kay, I'll let you ponder on this chapter, and I'll try to make the chapter extra-long, though it might not be extra...I'll try to make it long though, don't worry!!

~DevilishAngel4ever~