A/N: Uhm. Not really know how to write this chapter, never wrote something like this. LOL! So lemme know if it is at least satisfactory. haha. And I know this is quite short compared to the previous one but I think the timing to stop and continue to the next chapter is just fine. So I am off to sleep now.
Disclaimer: Don't own skins, but misses them already. But hey! It's January meaning Season 4 is just around the corner. Yay! (still looking for the novel though)
Chapter 15
They manage to get back to Naomi's place after a lot of struggle. They were not able to find a cab that fast so they almost walk half of it before they were able to get one.
The walk sobered Emily though which is why she has her head clearer already when they reached Naomi's place. Good thing Naomi's mom is already asleep so they've been excused to a sure loads of questioning from her.
After Katie helping Emily get into the shower, because well she smell like shit, according to Katie's words, and Emily kept arguing that she can manage on her own. Katie went out of the bathroom with hands raised, ask Naomi if she can manage from there, said a final goodbye to Emily through the door to which Emily did not answer back, rolled her eyes, pick up her things, thanked Naomi, told her that if there is anything needed to just call, and then she's gone.
Naomi went down leaving Emily at the bathroom and decided to wash herself up a bit in the kitchen sink. She pick up two glasses, filled it with water and brought it upstairs on her bedside table. Grab some of Emily's clean clothes that she left at her place during those times that Emily has her sleep overs and then she went back to the bathroom and waited outside for Emily to finish.
She heard the running water stop, a sound of metal falling into metal, and then a series of curses from Emily followed.
"Ems? Are you ok?" Naomi knocks.
"Fuck sake!!!"
Naomi knocks louder this time concern evident in her voice.
"Hey Ems.. are you ok? Open the door please?"
"I'm fine. I'll be out in a minute."
Few minutes passed to which Naomi waits tapping her foot and hugging herself to prevent herself from knocking again. She heard the lock to the door click and then Emily peeked.
"Sorry.. Can I borrow some clothes?"
"You still have yours here.. Jesus Em what happened to your forehead?.." Naomi immediately raised her hands to open the door further as she can see a bruise quickly developing just above Emily's left eyebrow. Emily move back consciously, not really trusting herself when it comes to Naomi's touch right now and although she just finish her shower, she still can't hide the fact that because of her encounters earlier that night that she had not really got her release yet because katie was always there interrupting and then Naomi on the later part. Now she cursed herself for choosing the hot shower instead of the cold one, she groaned mentally chastising herself for her stupidity, and then hold on to the door harder preventing Naomi from coming in.
"Ems.. let me see.. What happened?" Emily shrugged.
"The shower handle slipped from my hands as I was about to put it back, no big deal. Naomi, clothes please.." She did not mean for her words to sound harsh but she really have to grip on her control here.
Naomi stop and look Emily in the eyes and then looked down. "Sorry.. I was just.. Here.. I'll wait in my room."
Emily opened her mouth to apologize as Naomi turned around but then decided against it and closed the door instead.
Few minutes passed and Emily is still looking at herself in the mirror. She already has her clothes on and finished brushing because she still taste the mix of alcohol and vomit on her mouth earlier which made her cringe. For some reason she still can't get herself to go out and went to Naomi's room.
"Fuck sake Emily, get your head together. This is Naomi.. This is not some random girl you just pick up so keep it to yourself ok?" She whispered talking to herself in the mirror. She closed her eyes and take a deep breath.
"Just get in there. Lie down. Close your eyes. And next thing you know you are on your way back home." Emily again stared at her reflection and self consciously fix her hair a bit before stopping and made a grip on the edge of the sink instead.
"Fuck sake,. Just get on with it ok?" Taking another deep breath she opened the bathroom door and slowly walk towards Naomi's room. She again stop outside Naomi's door and thought that maybe she can just sleep at their sofa instead. She was still thinking about doing just that when the door opened and she came face to face with Naomi, startling both of them.
"Oh sorry.. I was thinking of getting some ice for that" Naomi whispered pointing to the swelling in Emily's forehead. Emily just nodded and move to the left to let Naomi through but then Naomi moved too making them closer. Great, Emily thought, now she can smell Naomi's perfume, fuck sake.
Awkward.
"Uhm.. Sorry" Naomi whispered with a strained voice. She averted her eyes to look anywhere but at the girl so close to her. Emily has never look this sexy with her hair still dripping from her recent shower. Naomi swallowed and took a deep breath, which she suddenly stop because it made her smell her own shampoo on Emily's. Fuck this alcohol on her system, it makes her mind go overdrive.
"Uhm.." Naomi started and then she moved again and then again is face to face with Emily. Emily released an awkward chuckle on their ridiculous situation. "I think, I'll just go in first k?"
Naomi half smiled and nodded backing out to let Emily through. As soon as Emily passed she rush out of her room and went directly to the bathroom. Splash herself some cold water. Realizes that splashing cold water is not enough for the overwhelming rush of heat that she felt just because of having Emily close, and decided to have a fast cold shower instead, just to help her body calm down.
Emily can feel how heavy the tension between Naomi and her and wondered if sleeping her tonight is a good idea. She scanned the room and noticed that nothing much has changed since the last time she stayed in there. She smiled when she saw the series of goofy pictures they got from a photo booth. Naomi had it tuck on her mirror. Emily sigh. Katie was right, she was walking on thin ice when she decided to be friends with Naomi. Who was she kidding convincing herself that she won't be falling for Naomi again. "Shit! What?" Emily whispered. She shook her head to get rid of her recent thoughts and convince herself that she's just attracted that's all besides everybody can see how beautiful Naomi is and who is she to convince herself otherwise right? Yes, Naomi is gorgeous and tonight she is just sexually frustrated because of the earlier interruptions that's why she is getting agitated around her. That's all, nothing else.
Maybe she should just wait for Naomi and asked her if she can borrow a blanket and stay downstairs instead.
Naomi toweled off and realizes that she forgot to bring clothes for her to change. "Great.." She showered off to cool down only to saunter back in to her room in just her towel. What would Emily think?
She remembered the swelling on Emily's forehead and decided to get some ice first.
Emily heard Naomi's bedroom door open and so she looked up only for her breath to catch as Naomi just came in with only a small towel covering her body. She swallowed hard and whatever it was she was about to say dissolved into thin air. Emily felt her pulse quicken and her mind is screaming for her to get away now. She can't help it when she felt her eyes wander from Naomi's face down to her exposed thighs. Fuck sake, why does she have to be gorgeous and damn sexy as well? Emily realized that this is the first time that she saw Naomi like this. Even when they were in college they never did get pass kissing.
Naomi notice how Emily stiffen when she came in and it also did not pass her attention when Emily started to drift her gaze down her body. She gripped the bowl full of ice harder to let the coldness of the ice reach her hands. So much for cold shower, just one look from Emily like that and the heat that she managed to wash out came back far more stronger. She can literally felt her heart quicken as she approach Emily. She focus her eyes instead to Emily's forehead to keep her mind away from any other thoughts as she approach.
Once she reach the side on her bed where Emily is sitting, Naomi took a deep breath before she place the bowl of ice on her bedside table and sit down next to her.
"Uhm.. We really should put ice on that..It's starting to turn purple."
"What?"
"The bump in your forehead? Does it hurt?"
"What bump?" Naomi frowned to which Emily suddenly realize what an idiot she might seem. Of course, the bump where she hit her head earlier. What the fuck Ems, think straight.
"Oh yeah right.. This one" Emily pointed to the slight swell right above her left eye.
"So, does it hurt?" Naomi's voice change to a concern note, which then made Emily look at her lips. Fuck sake Ems, wrong move, she thought so she immediately glance up. "No No, its fine. I even forgot I had it", she smiled, knowing full well the actual reason on why she forgot, it's right in front of her right now.
Naomi noticed when Emily look at her lips and knew that she just cant take this anymore. She also trailed her sight down to Emily's lips and when Emily smiled, she felt her control crumble and so she move her head forward, all thoughts of worries and possible consequences went out the window and replaced by just the desire to taste Emily's lips once again.
Emily saw when Naomi's eyes turned darker and started to get closer to her, they were already too close that all she was able to thought of was "Shit" before she felt Naomi's soft lips on hers and she can't help the moan that escape from her lips from the contact. Naomi gained courage from Emily's reaction and she shifted and move closer, putting more pressure on her kiss. She tentatively let her tongue grazed Emily's lips asking for permission to which Emily immediately gave.
This time it's Naomi's turn to moan because she just felt too much. How many times has she dreamed for this, to feel her, to taste her, and now its real. She felt Emily's hand reach up and slide from her shoulder to her nape, leaving goosebumps to every part of skin she touch and Naomi moaned again and move closer. Their kiss deepen. Tongues explored. Breathes combine. She felt her towel starts to give way from the frantic kissing their sharing and from her constantly pushing herself onto Emily's almost moving on top of her now. She felt Emily push back and she started to panic that Emily will once again stop only to feel Emily's other hand touch one of her thigh and shifted it making her straddle Emily.
She whimpered in protest when she felt Emily's lips leave hers only for her to groan when she felt it start to trail wet kisses down her throat.
"Ems" She moaned her name and felt Emily went back up and started nibbling on her earlobe causing her to grip on Emily harder when she felt Emily's hot breath on her ear. Emily's kisses is driving her crazy but still she want more.
Emily shifted and Naomi felt her back touch the bed as she is being slowly lowered. She then felt Emily release her, "Dont go.." Naomi cant control the pleading tone in her voice. Emily paused look at her intently. She brush a few locks of Naomi's hair that has frame her face and lightly trace her knuckles across NAomi's cheeks.
"God.. You're so beautiful" Emily whispered.
Naomi felt the start of tears in her eyes and she swallowed to prevent it from falling not wanting Emily to freak out. "Don't stop." She whispered. "Please Ems.. I want you. I want this. "
Emily softly smiled looking deep into NAomi's eyes. She then kiss the tip of Naomi's nose softly, then her left cheek, her right, her chin. Taking her time making Naomi softly close her eyes, basking on the feeling that only Emily can give. A lingering kiss on the forehead, a kiss on the left eye, and then the right, then she brush the tip of her nose with Naomi's and look straight again into Naomi's eyes. "Are you sure?"
Naomi nodded.
"I can't promise anything in the morning"
"It's ok.. Kiss me." Naomi breathe.
Emily lightly brush her lips with NAomi's teasing her making Naomi raise her head everytime she pull out. "Ems..No more teasing.." Naomi called frustrated.
Emily smirk, shifted again this time sliding her thigh between NAomi's putting pressure on NAomi's center which made NAomi's breath hitch and her eyes close and then she felt Emily kiss her again, this time full of passion and want at the same time constantly grinding her thigh into Naomi's making NAomi's head spin.
Naomi groaned when she felt Emily toss her towel to the side and felt her lips and tongue made contact with her breast making her release a whimpered "Oh god! Ems..". Naomi's back arching upwards asking for more pressure from Emily's hot tongue and lips.
Naomi never felt this good. She never felt this much want and need in her. She gave Emily everything she felt and did not hold back. This is what she has been waiting for so long. Emily is not just having sex with her, she can feel it. Emily is here making love to her there is just no other explanation on the way her hands wander all over Naomi's body burning every skin, every curve, every fold. Her first time with a girl, or with anybody for that matter has never felt like this, so much passion, heat, that no matter how close they are it seems like it is never enough. They are already skin to skin, every heated skin touch each other increasing the heat all the more. Naomi can't help every groan, whimper and moan that she made for every surprise touch, kiss and lick that Emily gave her.
Then Emily moved lower and that first exquisite touch had driven Naomi over the edge that she was not able to control screaming Emily's name making Emily stop and kiss her first knowing that the last thing they want is Naomi's mom waking up and knocking on the door. But then Emily's tongue has been replaced by her skillful fingers plus the fact that she is able to taste herself on Emily's kiss, makes Naomi moan again into Emily's mouth.
Emily had taken her time to explore Naomi's body until Naomi was already squirming under her and pleading for release. She has never seen Naomi like this. Full of abandon and completely under her mercy. Skins all flush, face contorted with pleasure, eyes dark with lust, everything. Emily take note of everything. Every whimper, every part that make her groan, nothing escaped her eyes and she knew she is screwed. There is only one thing that can explain all she felt and Emily is not ready for it just yet making her heart clench but she knows that she owe it to Naomi to finish this. And she knows that even if she wants to stop she can't. She need Naomi tonight. So even just for tonight she would give everything and not hold back.
