Jacob's POV
I ran at a blinding speed through the forest. I didn't really know where I was going, I was just running. I was trying to outrun the pain that was soon to catch up with me. From what I understood, Renesmee didn't want to be my imprint. It was something I couldn't understand. She was what held me to the ground. She was my gravity. Renesmee was the only thing that anchored me to this world. Without her, I was floating, no purpose, no goals, nothing.
Aloneness crept through my body. It was like a cold whisper of wind trailing up towards my heart. I ran faster trying to keep it away and push it out. It wouldn't be chased out however, and soon it wrapped its cold fingers around my heart. I started running slower and slower; it was getting hard to breathe. I came to a complete stop and phased back to my human form. I collapsed against the cool forest floor feeling nothing, just that horrible floating feeling.
I tried to get a grip on my emotions. It wasn't working. I tried to tell myself that she wasn't trying to hurt me and she still wanted to be friends but that didn't bring me too much comfort. My body, soul, and mind longed for her company. I wanted to get up off the floor and run to her, gather her petite body up into my arms and tell her we could always be together, but then the realization struck me that that wasn't what she wanted. She didn't want me to tell her how much I loved her.
What was left on this Earth to hold me here?
Authors Note:
Hello! I just want to say thank you to my reviewers! I really appreciate everything!
I kinda had fun writing this chapter. Weirdly enough writing about pain was fun. Heh. Sorry, I know it's really short. I just thought it was important to let the readers know Jacob's feelings.
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