9. Desire

Nahuel's POV

I walked up to Nessie's window, afraid to disturb her parents by knocking on the front door. I pressed my hands to the glass and looked inside. My stomach dropped when I saw she wasn't in her bed. I swept my eyes around the rest of the room to see she was nowhere to be seen. I walked around to the front door and inhaled deeply. Her sweet scent still lingered there. It wasn't strong, but I knew it was Nessie.

I walked swiftly, following her scent. I was a little angry. I wanted to surprise her today in her bed. I wanted to wake her up to sweep her off her feet and carry her into the forest. Since we were secretly dating, I would have had to have nothing on my mind. But looking at Nessie, it was hard to keep my thoughts innocent. She had the body of a goddess and her shy personality just tied it all together. She was the sexiest creature I had ever seen. No one could compare to her intense beauty.

I mean I'm over 100 years old now and I have never gotten anything. It was about time I got my fair share. Nessie and I were the same kind and we weren't related. It was perfect. I silently thanked the gods again that imprinting existed. It was the only thing that kept her and Jake apart. Without it, I knew I probably wouldn't even have a chance.

I didn't only like Nessie for her sex appeal though. She was a nice girl. I wasn't really sure that she was my type, but she would work. We got along really well and she seemed to trust me. That was enough for me.

Her scent seemed to fade and then get stronger all at once. It took me about a second to figure out that she had looped back toward the house. Her scent was not the only scent I caught though. There was also a musty dog like scent. Anger flashed through my body and jealously crept into my bones.

There was an explainable connection between them. That much was clear. Hopefully for me, Nessie just kept fighting it. I could see in his eyes that Jacob didn't trust me. I could see how he loved Nessie. No one could deny it. Sometimes I saw it in her face too. There was nothing I could do to secure myself a spot. Why did this mutt have the right to imprint on her? What made him so deserving?

I walked up to where they were standing. He was looking down at her with a look that could only be described as love. She was smiling down at the ground shyly. She knew he was looking at her and it made her blush. She saw me coming and her head snapped over to me.

"Nessie! There you are. I went to your house…" My voice got lost. Jacob didn't even look my way. He just kept ogling at my girlfriend.

"Hey Nahuel. I was watching the sunrise and I ran into Jacob." She said pointing a thumb at Jacob. She sounded a little too innocent.

Jacob sighed and finally turned to look at me. His eyes held a little bit of annoyance, but mostly jealously. My chest swelled with pride. He was jealous of me. Hah. I had the one thing he wanted the most.

"Well, the pack is having breakfast at Sam's this morning. I told him I'd go." Jake wasn't talking to me. He was looking straight at Renesmee.

"Okay. Try to squeeze a nap in there if you can. You look worn out." She said brushing the bags under his eyes with her fingers.

I could see the physical restraint it took Jacob not to return her touch. He just smiled a tight smile at her and walked off into the trees. Nessie looked after him until we could hear him running on four legs.

I was at her side at an inhuman speed. I kissed her softly on the lips. She returned the kiss but in a shy way. I longed to deepen the kiss and sweep my tongue into her mouth. Instead I pulled back.

"Good morning." I said rubbing her hair.

"Morning." She smiled shyly.

It wasn't the kind of shy smile she gave Jacob though. It was the kind of shy smile you give someone that you're not comfortable around type of shy smile. It took some effort not to frown back at her.

"You should probably go get dressed." I said tucking a piece of stray hair behind her ear. She ducked her head.

"Yeah. I suppose I shouldn't go up to the house in pajama pants and a t-shirt." She said starting to walk back to her cabin.

I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to me again. I kissed her again, but a little longer this time. I could feel her hesitation and it displeased me greatly.

"You okay?" I asked softly.

"Sure, sure." Obviously a habit she picked up from Jake.

"I'll see you at the house then." I said brushing her cheek with my finger.

She gave me a more genuine smile as she turned and jogged back to her house. I watched her go with an impure desire.

A/N: I'm not really sure what I think of this chapter.

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