16. My Girl
Jacob's POV
"NO, NO, NO!! NESSIE! NESSIE!" I screamed through sobs. My hands were still tangled in her hair and I bent over her face.
"Open your eyes! Look at me, look at me!" I screamed to her lifeless body.
"Renesmee." Bella sobbed tearlessly beside me holding her daughters limp hand.
"Carlisle do something!" I shouted at him. The entire Cullen family had come and they were all gathered around Renesmee's body.
There was a pain building inside of me that I could not explain. Something was being ripped from me. I screamed out to the sky in pain and clutched at my chest. Edward stared at me in horror as he realized what was happening. My imprint was leaving me. Forever. It was the worst pain I had ever felt. It was worse than when she told me she didn't want me; a thousand times worse. I would have lived knowing she was alive but seeing her here dead, it would kill me.
Edward was also holding one of Nessie's hands and he was talking to Carlisle in a hushed tone. "Her brain is getting weaker. Her mental pictures are weakening. If she dies, So does he." He said matter-of-factly.
Hearing Edward say this, I tried to be tougher. I tried to fight for Nessie. If I held strong maybe she would too. I grabbed either side of her face and spoke to her softly. "Nessie hold on. I know you can fight."
Then I looked at Carlisle who was looking at the dagger helplessly. "I could try and pull it out and see if she could heal her own heart, but it may be too late or it could damage her heart muscles."
"JUST DO IT!" I screamed at him, angry that he didn't already have it done. The pain in my chest was escalating and it felt like in seconds my heart would burst.
He hesitated less than a second before gripping the dagger and pulling it out of Renesmee's chest.
We all stared at her and for one second and no one made a sound. No apparent change had been made except for an extra gush of blood that came out with the dagger.
"Bite her." Bella said looking desperately at Edward.
He looked at Carlisle's face which was only blank and he grabbed Renesmee's wrist. His teeth brushed the surface of her skin when he stopped cold and stared at Nessie's face.
"What are you waiting for?" I asked gasping in pain.
"Touch her skin."
I did as Edward said and touched her skin and I felt the same pain that was destroying me. Feeling it inside her doubled the pain for me and I thought I would surely pass out from the intensity of it. I looked at Edward with a confused and pain filled look.
"She can feel pain. Her heart is healing."
I looked down at Renesmee with a new emotion building in my heart. It was hope. Looking down at this beautiful, perfect girl; I knew she was going to make it. The color was starting to return to her cheeks and we all heard the thud of shallow heart beat, but it was start.
That's my girl.
AN:
Hello! I haven't written an authors note in a long time. Haha. Anyways, sorry to leave everybody at a cliff hanger last chapter! I've just always really wanted to do that. Heh. Sorry. Hope you liked this chapter too. Review!!
