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MANNY

Green. Gray. White. Were the colors I was sure that my face turned when I saw the tenth grade girl lying on the floor of Degrassi girls' bathroom with blood spilling out of a long cut on her left arm. A stained razor lay beside her and that's when I realized that the rumors were true about her. She was a cutter. Someone who had to bleed to know that everything was okay. Just thinking about cutting up my arm with a knife or a razor or a pin made my breakfast threaten to resurface, because self-mutilation was a terrible word. A word that I never wanted to hear again.

Liberty was already out the swinging bathroom door and pulling me with her. I did not know where we were going and I did not care. I would have gone to go live in Africa anywhere to not have to see that horrible sight. Yet something in the back of my mind told me that we were not done there.

" Ms. H come quick it's Ellie Nash she is hurt badly oh please come quickly!" Liberty called and I realized we were in the main office…well we were in the office now we were rushing back down the hall towards the door I had literally just been pulled out of.

I yanked my arm out of my friend's grasp and sat down on the bench, trying to find my breath again and trying to settle the feeling in my stomach as it was slowly rising to get caught in my throat. How could anyone do something like that to themselves? I was disgusted and scared for the redhead's life at the same time.