Hey itâ's my 7th Chapter!!!! Yay!!!! I might not be updating as much as possible, cause school has started. BOOO!!! I'm in 8th Grade this year, and I have homework everyday!!!! I HATE it!!!! I will update when I don't have any homework or it's the weekend. So PLEASE R&R&R&R&R&R&R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday
I didn't go to school at all this week. I threw up more and more, and I just haven't felt good at all. I started having weird food cravings, suddenly now I wanted brownies all the time. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow, to see if I have something wrong with me. I hope I get better, I don't like throwing up.
I've been staying at Nick's house this week. I've been sleeping in till almost 2:00 P.M. everyday. It also looks like I've been gaining a lot wait too. I haven't even started my period yet!! I was suppose to start two days ago!!! I think I might just throw up again. Grrrr. I hate being sick!!!!
Saturday
I was getting ready to go to the doctor, Nick was taking me. I got in his car and we left fo r the doctor. I flipped through magazines while in the waiting room.
"Cassie Blake." The nurse called for me.
I was waiting for the doctor to come in. I was so anxious, I don't know why, I just was, I guess. Then the doctor came in.
"Hello, I'm . And your name is Cassie Blake? So how are you feeling?"
"Not so good."
"Your symptoms are Nausea, Cravings for various foods, You have been sleeping a lot, and you don't have a temperature. Have you been going to the bathroom a lot?"
"Yeah." I said nervously.
"Have you started your menstrual cycle?"
"No, but I was suppose to start three days ago."
"Hmm."
"Now Cassie, "I'm going to ask you a very personal question. Have you had sex in the month of December?"
Oh god.
"Yes." I said nervously again.
"Did you use protection?"
Oh crap, all the times I had sex with Nick, we never did use protection!! Oh crap, crap!!!
"You have all the signs of a pregnancy. Cassie, I think you might be pregnant. Now at the beginning of next month I want you to take a pregnancy test. You are to early to show yet, because you might just be a few weeks pregnant."
"Ok." I gulped.
"Well good bye now."
"Bye."
Nick was in the waiting room, waiting for me. I took his hand and he walked me out to his car. When we got in the car he asked me a question.
"So what did the doctor say?"
"He said I might be pregnant."
Nick's face was expressionless.
"WHAT!!! THAT'S FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE!!!! HE HAS TO BE LYING TO YOU!!!!!" He screamed.
"Nick, we never did use protection, and we had sex a lot of times!!!! And I have all the signs of a pregnancy!!!" I screamed back at him.
"BUT I'M NOT READY TO BE FATHER!!!! I WILL NEVER BE READY TO BE A FATHER!!!! AND YOUR NOT READY TO BE A MOTHER!!! WERE JUST TEENAGERS!!!!"
"You don't want to have children with me?!!? And by the way I am ready to be a mother!!!! And if you don't want to be the father then you can forget us!!!!"
We were already at Crowhaven road.
"Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." Nick said trying to comfort me.
"No. I just want to alone right now." I said and went into Diana's house. I went up stairs into Diana's room. Diana wasn't home yet, so I decided to go to sleep.
When I woke up it was 9:30 P.M. I went down stairs to find me something eat. There was a message on the answering machine. I decided to listen to it.
(The message in italics)
Hey, Cassie, its me, Nick. I just wanted to say I'm sorry about what I said. I didn't really mean it. Please forgive me. I understand if you don't. I love you, bye.
I do forgive him, but right now I just want to be alone. I grabbed a jacket and went down to the beach. All the snow from the other day was gone. It was sorta cold but not really cold.
I was about to turn around, but I heard something. I was the only one out here, I'm getting scared. I started walking faster and I kept hearing something behind me. Then I started running really fast.
"Cassie!!" Someone called to me. Which made me run faster.
"Cassie!!! Stop!!! Its just me!!!!" Then I recognized the voice. Adam. Oh crap. I did not want to talk to him.
"Adam?" I asked. Then I saw him for the first time in a month.
"Adam, I'm so sorry!!! Please forgive me!!!
"Its Ok, Cassie. I forgive you." Then he wrapped his arms around me. Then he took a step back, with his hands on my shoulders. Are faces a foot apart.
"Cassie." He whispered. Then are faces were inches apart, are lips almost touching. His hands got really tight on my shoulders. I couldn't move. Then his lips were just a inch apart from mine.
"Adam, can please let go of me." I said to him. I tried getting out of his grip on me, but he wouldn't let.
"Adam, you're really hurting me." Then he forced his lips to mine. I tried pushing away, but it wouldn't work.
Nick's POV
I messed up big time. I went out to a store and got Cassie a dozen roses. It was almost 10:00 P.M. and I needed to tell Cassie I messed up and I'm sorry. I knocked on the door, Diana opened it.
"Hey Diana, is Cassie here?"
"No, I think she went out for a walk on the beach. She should be back now."
"I can go get her. Here, put these in some water." I gave her the roses, and ran down to the beach.
When I got down there I saw Cassie. I could not believe my eyes, Connat was kissing her, and it was like he was forcing it!! I ran down towards them and pushed Adam off her.
"Get off her!!" I screamed at Connat.
"No, she was mine first!!!" Then I took a punch at him. Blood was coming out of his nose. Connat was a wimp at fighting. Then Cassie let out a scream.
"STOP IT!!!!! JUST STOP FIGHTING!!!!!" I stopped punching Connat. Blood was all over him and he had a black eye. I just had little bit of blood on me. Then everyone from the club came out of their houses. Oh crap. I let go of Connat and went towards Cassie. I was trying to comfort her but she wouldn't let me.
"Cassie, I'm so sorry." She wouldn't even look at me.
"Nick, get away from me!! I'm sick and tired of all this drama and I just want to be alone!! I just found out I'm pregnant and you don't even want to be the father!!! I thought you loved me??!!"
"Wait, what?" Adam said holding his bloody nose.
"Your pregnant!!" Everyone said, except me, Cassie, and Adam.
"Yeah, just found out today and I just want to be alone." She said and ran away.
"What happen, Nick, why is she so mad?" Doug asked me.
"Nothing!! I'm just messing up, and she will never forgive me!!" Why do I always mess up. I ran to my house and threw stuff around.
Cassie's POV.
I hate doing that to Nick, but it was the truth, he did mess up and I did want to be alone, but I needed to go apologize to Nick, I think I hurt him.
I ran to his house, and bust through the door, everything was a wreck. I went upstairs and I found him in his room, laying on his bed facing the window.
"Nick," I whispered.
"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to say what I said. I was just had so many emotions up inside me, I guess I took them out on you. But I love you with all my heart and Please forgive me." I said.
"Cassie, you don't need to be frogiven. You didn't do anything wrong, it was me. I'm soo sorry for everything that I said that I did that hurt you. I can never forgive myself for. Please forgive me."
"Of course." I ran to him and jumped in his arms. I kissed him so passionately, I think we almost forgot to breathe. I loved him so much.
"I love you." I whispered, I said, looking into his beautiful mahogany eyes.
"I love you more and always will." He said giving me a kiss on the lips.
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