Summary: Sora grew up in the darkness, so lost in the shadows he never even knew there was a world outside of the one he lived in. As a light begins to shine into his ever growing darkness, will he be able to escape or will he be devoured by shadows?
Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts in anyway, and am making absolutely no profit off this story.
Warnings:DARK! Contains mature content and adult themes not suitable for young children. Drug use, non-con (rape), yaoi (male/male relationship(s) that pass far beyond the bounds of friendship), strong language, pedophilia (adult/child relations), self mutilation, self gratification (masturbation), OOCness, AU…
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Lost Innocence…
By: TwilightKitsune1
Rating: M
Chapter Two:
"So Sora how are you doing in school?" Cloud asked.
He had arrived shortly after Sora had started his shower and had to be entertained by his parents while he wasn't there. When Sora had gotten out of the shower and dressed he found Cloud sitting in the living room with his father laughing about some joke. Cloud seemed to have the same hair style as Sora did though his seemed spikier and he was blond. He had light blue eyes that seemed older, and gentler somehow then any other eyes Sora had ever seen. He wore black slacks that were slightly baggie on him and a sleeveless shirt that had a zipper in the front, but unlike so many Sora knew his was zipped all the was up covering part of his neck. He had fair skin and was almost as slender as Sora was but unlike Sora he had a healthy look to him.
"Oh, it's going."
"Oh don't be modest!" Sora's step mother said as she walked into the living room with drinks for everyone on a tray and set it down on the table, "He's the top of all the classes and on the honor roll. He's so smart we get notes from his teachers saying how brilliant he is." She giggled as she rubbed his head in an affectionate way a mother would.
Cloud smiled as he took his drink, "That's good, I was worried for a while last time I was over."
"Why?" Sora asked before he could stop himself and received a glare from his father. Quickly he added, "I mean I've always been great in school."
His father nodded appeased by his amendment, Cloud had apparently missed this and continued, "Well you were always going over to your friend's houses and didn't seem to be all there when you got back." Cloud smiled and pointed to Sora's ear, "I got really worried when you got those piercings, and I thought perhaps you were falling in with the wrong crowd."
Sora laughed and took a sip of his drink; he almost screwed up back then apparently, probably no help from his father. "Yeah, those were my rebellious days."
"It seems you got more before you stopped hanging out with them."
"Oh I still hang out with them but I think I have enough now; don't you?"
"One is too much." Cloud said.
Sora laughed, his uncle had the strangest view, like an old man. Looking at his uncles ear he tried to imagine what he would have looked like if he had piercings and then saw the obvious scar of a piercing that had grown closed. Sora smiled, "Well it looks like you had a few rebellious days too."
Cloud reached up and brushed his finger over the scar, "Yes, but I think we all do."
"I know I did." Sora's step mother said as she sat next to her husband, "and I know you did."
"Yes well, we were all young once. Thankfully we all grow up."
They fell into a silence after a while and no one spoke. "So do you like it around here? How about you show me around later Sora?"
Before his father could say anything Sora answered, "I would love to! Sometime's its good getting out of the house."
Sora's father placed his glass down, apparently he had finished it but Sora knew he was getting his attention, "I thought you said one of your friend's might want you to come over."
"…Oh, yeah I forgot."
"Don't you have a cell phone, if not I'm sure they will understand that your showing your uncle around. I am from Japan so I could get lost."
"Wait, you're from Japan?" Sora asked having not asked where his uncle was coming from.
"Yes, I thought you knew." Cloud said with a raised eyebrow.
"Oh… um, yeah I mean I must have forgotten." Sora answered and wanted to hit his head for such a stupid answer.
"Ah, yes I tend to forget things as well. Perhaps it run's in the family."
"A genetic forgetfulness, ha." Sora laughed as Cloud just smiled at the young man.
"It's believable." Cloud said as he too laughed.
"Not really." Sora said as he finished his drink, "So when did you want me to show you around?"
"Now would be fine." Cloud said as he too placed the drink down, though his was hardly touched it which did not escape Sora or his step mother's eye, Sora's father was to busy glaring at Cloud to notice.
"I could drive the two of you around, it would be quicker." He offered as Sora finally set his empty glass down and he begun to rise not waiting for the answer.
Before he could fully stand Cloud was already on his feet with a kind smile, "I would much rather be shown around by just Sora. Besides living in Japan I've grown accustomed to walking and prefer it over riding in a car." The two looked at one another; Sora saw his father's jaw grinding and knew he was going to pay since he was holding back the punch he so obviously wanted to give. "Is that a problem?" Cloud asked.
Looking at Sora through angry eyes his father answered, "No, none at all. I actually have work to finish so the two of you have fun with your little adventure out." With that he turned and stormed down the hall.
Sora turned to give Cloud and apologetic smile but found him still staring after the retreating man's back. He turned to Sora and smiled, again apparently missing the anger his father had. "So are you ready?"
"Uh… yeah." Sora said as he stood up.
"Then let's go." And with that he turned and started heading towards the door.
As Sora followed him his step mother grabbed his arm, "Don't be out to late or you'll be the one to pay." And with that she too stood up and let his arm go to get the glasses on the table.
"Right." Sora muttered not needing to be told, but still appreciating the warning none the less.
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As they walked down the street Sora asked, "So where did you want to be shown around to?"
"Anywhere Sora, I wanted to see you with out your parent's around… I must say your father still has a temper." Cloud said as he walked step for step with Sora, matching his pace.
Sora stopped dead in his tracks, "What do you mean?"
Cloud stopped a few steps ahead and turned to Sora with a kind smile, "Why do you think I check up on you kid, I know the man. After all he was married to my sister and she did have to run for her life. I'm just thankful I can still have some custody of you."
"I still don't get it."
"Come on, here, outside your house, not really the place to talk about it don't you think?" Cloud said as he turned and began walking again.
They walked for what seemed like forever. Sora still didn't understand Cloud. There was something the man wasn't saying and he was a good actor at being completely oblivious. Sora knew he could be able to pull that stuff but he was slightly surprised that this man could with out a hitch. Hell, Sora bet even his father believed his farce at being so oblivious. After a while they finally made it to the market, the same market he had met his father in just the other day.
"So where's a good place to get a drink around here?"
Sora smiled, "What kind are you looking for?"
Cloud looked back at Sora with a raised brow and smiled, "Seeing as how it's still early in the day and you're under age, I think coffee or tea would be a good drink."
"Right." Sora laughed silently. "Well the coffee shop over there is pretty good. I could probably even get us a free drink since I know some people that work there."
"Alright then, let's go there."
As they walked into the shop a few workers noticed Sora right away, "Oi!" said a red haired man behind the counter.
"Hey, how you been Mick?" Sora said as the man walked around the counter and the two embraced.
"Better now that you're here." He said as he smiled devilishly at Sora. "Give us a kiss and all you want is on the house."
Sora laughed and kissed the man. Sora had intended it to be a quick peck on the lips but it was not what Mick had intended. He grasped Sora firmly and pulled his body flush against his own, his hand roamed Sora's sides as one found its home right on Sora's arse. Sora sighed mentally, if he wanted anything free; he wrapped his arms around Mick's neck and gripped it loosely as his other hand gripped Mick's hair. Sora snaked his tongue out and quickly Mick opened his mouth to Sora and soon their tongues were sparing for supremacy. Mick let out a moan in the back of his throat as Sora adjusted himself and was able to grind into his crotch with his hip and leg. The moment Mick moaned Sora pulled back with a victorious smile, breaking their intimate moment.
"Alright so I want a Mocha Cappuccino and… hey uncle Cloud, what do you want?" Sora asked and turned to find that his uncle had gone bug eyed. Sora sighed and disentangled himself from the man. He really hadn't meant for his uncle to see that but he really had wanted to get something free today since he was running low on cash. Waving his hand in front of Cloud's face for a moment he shrugged and turned around, "He'll have a… Oh, a nice soothing tea. Oh and Mick, when I say soothing not my kind of soothing, just tea."
Mick smiled and nodded, "Alright, I have a feeling he'll need to talk to you so I'll bring it to you."
"You're the best!"
"Tell my boyfriend that."
"I thought I did?"
"And that was the problem." They laughed and soon Mick moved back to behind the counter and began preparing the drinks.
When Mick was back behind the counter Sora saw Cloud blink and decided just to take him outside for some fresh air. As Sora went to grab his hand a man walked up to them with a smirk and took off his sun glasses, "Nice move kid you busted him."
Sora looked at the man; he had never seen him before. He had dark brown hair that reached to his shoulder blades but part of his hair was spiked. He was wearing leather gloves with silver bracelets on one arm and buckles on the other. He had a tight white shirt on that was covered by a thick black leather jacket that had short sleeves and some kind of fur on its collar. He had on two belts, one actually doing a belts job while the other hung over one of his hips. His pants were a lot like the ones his father had worn just the other day, leather and tight. To complete his ensemble was a pair of military boots that were horribly scuffed. Sora had to admit that this man was extremely attractive.
There was only one problem, he was currently touching his uncle. "Hey, who the hell are you!" Sora said as he shoved the man away from his uncle who still had not recovered. "Look, I don't know who you are and I can't really tell if he knows you, seeing as how he's not here at the moment, but you are going to stay away from him unless you want to fight."
"Big words for a kid." The man looked him up and down and smirked, "Though you sure as hell look worse for wear."
Sora clenched his fists and glared at the man, "And what's that supposed to mean?"
The man smirked at him which made Sora even angrier, "Oh I wonder."
"Watch it." Sora said through clenched teeth and a few people surrounding them moved away and some more moved in closer, all of whom Sora had slept with.
Looking around the gathering mob he actually started smirking wider, "Oh I wonder indeed. What are you going to do kid, can't handle the truth?"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Sora yelled and moved forward to strike the man, he just side stepped Sora and tripped him up causing him to fall face first into a table.
Sora's yelling and the sudden crash snapped Cloud out of his stupor and he turned to the source of the noise. "Wha- HEY YOU TWO STOP FIGHTING!" Cloud yelled as he moved forward to help his young nephew up.
"Come on Cloud, I was just picking on the kid. He apparently can't handle a little joke."
"You son of a bitch." Sora said, spitting in his face when the man held his hand out for a truce.
"Okay you little brat, I'm going to hurt you if you don't stop."
"Yeah, you can try pussy."
"Both of you, that is enough!" Cloud said setting his foot down, the crowd quickly disperse.
"But uncle Clou—"
"Ah, no. We are going to sit and talk and relax. There will be NO fighting." The other man seemed to wither at Cloud's command just as Sora did. "Now I want you both to shack and make up."
Both looked each other up and down before Sora stuck his hand out as the other man did his. There hands did the barest of shakes but it had been enough for Cloud since he knew he would get no better. Sora glared daggers at the man before turning to his uncle, "By the way when you were just standing there I went ahead and ordered you a tea. Mick said he'd bring us our drinks when their done."
"Oh thank you, that was exactly what I wanted." Cloud said as they walked outside the shop to sit down, the other man following them.
Sora looked back at him, "Is there something you want?" smirking Sora added, "I don't give away to charity cases that are rude and attack people."
"That's good, neither do I." he replied walking up behind Cloud.
"Then go away."
"Sora." Cloud said to get his attention.
"Huh, what is it Cloud?"
"This is Leon, he's my boyfriend." Cloud said with a smile. "He didn't want me to come here by myself."
Sora looked between the two and then realized something, "I just attacked your boyfriend!?"
"Yes, and he's pretty quick on his feet if you haven't noticed already." Cloud said. "I'm sure he didn't mean for things to escalate as far as they did but…"
"Go ahead say it, when you're raised by an asshole that is how you're going to act." Leon finished for Cloud who was looking at the ground.
Sora looked at Cloud and then Leon and realized the asshole was his father and he was the one who was in the wrong. He looked away as he sat down. Frustrated and angry he didn't care if his uncle saw him smoke, as long as it was just a cigarette, and he pulled one out and lit it right there. "Yeah, I guess I do take after him a bit don't I?"
"Sora, you shouldn't smoke, you're only sixteen!" Cloud said.
"But I bet you've been smoking and doing other things for a lot longer haven't you kid?" Leon said as he sat across from Sora, his steel colored eyes held some emotion Sora didn't know nor did he really care to try and find out.
"Maybe." Sora answered as he leaned back in his chair and looked to the heavens. Maybe if he did enough drugs, drank enough booze, maybe then…
"Hey," Leon's voice cut through his thoughts causing Sora to jump slightly, "Where ever your mind went I don't like it."
Sora gave a smirk to him and sat back up in his chair again and raised an eyebrow to him, "You poor thing."
Sora heard Cloud sigh and he felt slightly guilty. Sure his uncle was gay, but he hadn't known that when he made out with Mick in front of him; and he didn't like seeing Sora smoke at his 'tender' age. Sora let out a sigh himself, "Sorry."
Leon's eyes pierced Sora, "Don't say it if you don't mean it kid."
"I wasn't talking to you, you can piss off and die for all I care, I was talking to my uncle."
"Sora, it's fine but please…" Cloud pleaded.
"Fine… Leon you can piss off, but don't die." Sora amended.
Leon laughed at Sora's words and patted Cloud on the back, "You have a spit fire for a nephew."
"I've noticed." Cloud said as Mick brought out Sora's and Cloud's drinks and walked away before Leon could ask for anything.
"I have a feeling that little brat will spit in my drink."
"Probably." Sora said with a grin, "You insulted his best lay."
"About that, are you dating him?" Cloud asked actually curious.
"You serious? Me and Mick? No. he's got a boyfriend, the guy just doesn't know how to give Mick the time of his life."
"And I'm guessing you do?" Leon asked.
"Well he's never screamed or has had any orgasm like the ones he has when he's with me from anyone else." Sora said and Cloud looked at Leon with a slight blush.
"Right, well… Um, like I was saying earlier outside your house, how's your relationship with your father?" Cloud asked watching Sora carefully.
Sora stiffened slightly and took another hit off his cigarette before he answered, "Its fine."
Leon raised his brow, that was all Sora said, he didn't expand on it or anything. The boy's relationship with his father was 'fine'. Perhaps Cloud had a good reason to worry for his nephew.
"Really? He seems like he still has a temper."
"Doesn't everyone?" Sora shot back as he took a drink of his cappuccino, yeah Mick sure new how to add whiskey to your coffee.
"Well yes… but last time I saw you, you were on—"
"I told you already, I fell in with the wrong crowd!" Sora said, his voice stern as he took another gulp of cappuccino, the whiskey calming his senses. He vaguely wondered how much Mick put in it.
They were silent for a while as they drank their drinks, Sora finishing his quickly which caused Leon to raise a brow, wasn't cappuccino supposed to be hot? "I'm going to get a refill, when you finish with yours let me know and I can get you one too." With that Sora went back into the shop alone.
"Hey Cloud, I really don't think that kid is drinking just cappuccino…"
"I know… I can tell, I saw him drinking a regular drink earlier and he didn't make some of the faces he made now."
"Then shouldn't we bust him?"
"Why, to drive him further away? His mother wanted this to work, and honestly I do too. I can't stand just sitting by, not able to do anything, while my nephew is ruined by the same man that nearly killed my sister in the past and stole so many years of her life away from her."
"It's okay, love," Leon said as he pulled Cloud into a loose embrace, "We'll fix it."
"I hope so." Cloud confided to Leon and pulled away as Sora walked out side with two glasses.
"Here," Sora handed the glass that was not his 'special' cappuccino and sat down, "Spit free and everything."
"Uh…" Leon looked at his drink; it was the same as Cloud's, "Thanks kid."
"Not a problem." Sora grinned at the two, much more relaxed then earlier having gone to the back with Mick as they made the drinks and had a few shots. Of course when his drink was done they went to the back again and Sora poured half his drink out and filled it back with the alcohol the rest of the way. "It's on me."
Leon sighed and looked at Cloud; he wondered if the blond noticed how there was now a flush on this brunette's cheeks giving away the alcohol he must have had. "So…" Cloud said and found he had nothing to say to the slightly inebriated teen in front of him.
"How about this weather!" Sora joked with a smile as he took a gulp of his drink which was now half way gone. He sighed to himself, he had to slow down the whiskey was hitting him too fast.
"Yes the weather." Leon said and eyed Sora.
"What about it?" Sora asked with a grin.
"You started the topic."
"And you picked it up." Sora replied with a grin.
"Kid your starting to annoy me again."
"Oops, sorry mister." Sora said sarcastically.
Leon glared at him and Cloud coughed to get their attention. Both looking at him now Cloud finally said, "Your step-mother seems nice, very proud of you."
"Tsk, she isn't a mother. I guess today's a good day since she finally had herself a good tumble last night."
"Like from you?" Leon said not really expecting anything.
"None better." Sora said proudly then realized his mistake. Both men turned their eyes to him sharply and Sora's eyes became large with shock and fear, "I-I mean my dad, I heard them all night."
"Sora?" Cloud asked and stood up slightly.
"What, me and my old man, people say we fuck the same… I mean similar… I mean—"
"Kid." Now Leon looked worriedly at Sora who suddenly felt like he was hyperventilating. Perhaps he did drink a little too much.
"Shit." Sora said as he stood so fast the chair he had been sitting in fell to the ground causing a loud clatter drawing attention to the three of them, and Sora ran.
"SORA!" Cloud screamed after him as Leon called as well, "KID!"
Sora ran, not listening to them call for him to come back, he didn't care if they called, didn't care if they tried to catch him, he knew they couldn't but he had fucked up. He could run from them, he was used to running these streets, but if his father found out there was no where in this city he could run. He was dead as soon as his father wished it and he knew it. If he found out he had just let slip he fucked his own step mother, or even people his father had fucked in the past, he was screwed. Sure his father would save his own ass and swear up and down he never knew but he would feed Sora to the dogs just because he could.
There were tears prickling behind his eyes, he hadn't cried for so long it felt strange. His vision began to blur and Sora just closed his eyes, he'd go to the apartment and shoot up a few times, he'd forget… He was sure he'd forget, and these tears won't bother him then.
As he opened his eyes he found he was standing in front of the run down apartment and quickly he climbed the steps three at a time. No time to waist, he had to shoot up now! This world was to much…
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"Look you little—"
"Leon, let me talk to him." Cloud said behind Leon and moved forward.
"Why do you want to know where Sora would go to if he needed to get away anyway!?" Mick asked as he straightened his collar and stood up from where Leon had thrown him.
"Because we are worried about him, he became really upset and then ran away and we need to find him."
"Why didn't you just go after him when he left?"
"Well the kid runs fast for a smoker, he was already as good as gone when we were up." Leon said pissed he hadn't seen that coming. He had seen kids like Sora before, hell he dated kids like Sora before. They normally ran to their safest place and fucked their minds up with as many drugs as they could get their hands on. Sometimes worse.
"Look if Sora ran, I'm not telling where he went."
"Bring your manager out here I'd like to make a complaint." Leon said before Cloud could say anything.
"My manager ain't gonna be able to do shit."
"Oh, but I will have your job to brighten my day."
"What was that?"
"Shall I spell it out for you punk." Leon said towering over the young teenager and crossing his arm's, "A) you've been drinking on the job, B) you ignored me when I needed to make an order, C) you caused a scene that I find vulgar, and lastly D) you gave alcohol to a minor… wait, I think that last one can be told to the police don't you?" Leon said pulling out his phone.
"You're bluffing!"
"Try me."
They stared at each other a moment longer before Mick finally gave in and held his hands up in defeat, "Alright, alright, Sora would have gone to the hang out spot, better known as the testing room."
"Where is it!" Cloud demanded.
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Sora laid there on the mattress, the springs of it sticking out in some places. His eyes glazed over as he starred straight at the ceiling, though he didn't see the ceiling at all. His long sleeve black shirt had been taken off and was laying inside out at the bottom of the bed, one hand still held the syringe he'd just used and there was a pin prick of blood at the bend of his arm, the band he'd used to tie his arm still lay under him where he'd left it when he untied it. He breathed slowly, as though he were sleeping but he was wide awake. He felt better, far better then he had when he'd arrived. He actually tried to remember what was wrong when he got here but his mind was blank.
He giggled to himself as he watched things that weren't there, reaching out at times to try and grab at something. He sat up and ran his hand across his check, his fingers barely touching. He bit his lip, 'Much better done this way.' Sora thought half dazed, laying back on the bed as his other hand ran up his leg that was bent. Sora closed his eyes, it was no longer his hands but it was the darkness, the shadows feeling him, groping at him. He was going to be devoured and he hoped it felt good.
As his hand ran up and down his tight jeans he whimpered, 'not enough!' and his hand moved to his waist and un-did his pants and began to do a dance on his hip bone. As he shivered at his own ministrations his other hand moved to one of his neglected nipples. He mewed as he pinched at it and his hand on his hip dipped lower, his shaft, which had already enlarged, was already growing impatient and beginning to twitch with want and desire.
As his hand encircled himself his breath hitched, 'Yes, more… oh gods more!' he pleaded his hand as it began to pump, at first slow. Sora's head flung back and he bit at his lip so not to make much noise, as his hand increased speed but never kept a set pressure. At some points he would roll his balls ever so slightly and then begin to pump again. His thumb played with the tip of his member, and he felt himself beginning to leak, he was near to his edge and he wanted to roll over it. He bucked his hips with his hand; he was so close, so close!
As his seed finally sprang forth into his hand Sora let out a moan, sure he preferred someone's mouth or being pounded into, but a hand is just as good if you really need it. As Sora pulled his hand out of his pants he looked at his palm that was covered in his seed. He let it drop to his chest as he looked towards the door, he wasn't for sure but he thought he heard a motorcycle or something. He smiled to himself, 'Yeah like anyone's dumb enough to ride through here on a motorcycle.'
He was slightly curious as to know why he heard running feet… how many was it, two, maybe three feet. Sora giggled to himself, who has three feet. As Sora was laughing at his mental image of a three footed human the door to the apartment burst open in front of him.
Sora looked at the blurry two that stood in the door way, "If your not here for a good time go away!" Sora said with one of his best seductive smiles that he could manage, he really wanted a good lay right now and a threesome was just the ticket.
"Sora…" a familiar voice whispered worried.
"Oh, hey if you know me you know how good I am, come on lets party." Sora giggled as he moved to the edge of the bed.
As he began to sit up, leather gloved hands were on his shoulders. They weren't hard or demanding, not even punishing; they were kind and gentle. Sora put his hands on the forearms of the stranger and looked up into steel colored eyes, "Hey kid we'll party, just lay back down alright."
Sora smiled up at him, he was nicer then he'd had in a while, "You promise."
"Yeah, now lay back."
"Okay…" Sora laid back as the hands stayed on his shoulders, "Now what?"
"I want you to close your eyes kid and relax alright."
Sora suddenly remembered, "You ain't gonna leave me here right?" for some reason there were tears in his eyes, he always hated being abandoned when someone was kind to him but its how the world was, there was no such thing as someone kind to just stay with him; he'd learned that the hard way. Sora lived in shadows which meant those kind people never stayed for long.
"No, I won't leave you here, I swear I won't." the voice whispered and then said something else, probably to the other one there.
Sora didn't care though since at the moment his eyes were so heavy they closed on their own and his body relaxed and he drifted off to sleep, and for some reason this time was one of the most restful rests he had ever had in a long while.
END CHAPTER TWO
A/N: And there is chapter two, what do you guy's think??? If you haven't figured out who came in it was of course Leon and Cloud, who else would it be; I mean yeah I'm evil but come on! Anyway this is basically the second part to chapter one, the part I told you guy's I broke apart. Anyway I think I finally figured out Cloud's persona if you haven't guessed but I'm sure you noticed the changes. Basically he is a hard ass when Leon's not around but when he is he submits to Leon's hard ass-ness… teehee I made a pun, lol. I know when Sora was masturbating it was kind of short and 'Hey he's done!' but hey, this chapter can't all be loving one's self… bwahahaha, I made another pun!!! I haven't slept for two day's so these puns really are cracking me up, sad I know.
Anyway, what did you guys think of the chapter??? And fret not readers; this is not the end if you couldn't tell from the summary, there will be more. For now though that coffee machine is looking awfully friendly since I still have chapters to re-write on my most popular story, Lost Light… Wow, I just noticed something, if this story becomes popular then all my good stories are LOST, lmao… yeah I'm going for the coffee now. (-walks away with head hung low and trips over feet-) COFFEE!!!
!!!R&R!!!