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Chapter 6
Cuddy's POV Again!!!
I gulped. I knew my choice. I was not going to let my only chance at true love and happiness pass by me as I had all these years.
I unhooked the machines from me and changed the wrapping around my leg. Slowly I tested my leg by putting a little weight on it. It didn't hurt. Taking a deep breathe I pulled my self to my feet and slowly made my way to the other bed.
Gregory was lying there his chest moving up and down as he slept.
I sat on the edge next to him as I traced patterns along his arm very slowly and carefully. I didn't want to wake him up, yet I did. I wanted to hear his voice. God damn it, I down right needed to here his voice.
I stayed there with my fingers gracefully dancing along his smooth shin. I thought of the thing I had plans on doing last Friday when I came into work. I had plans on quitting. I didn't love my job the way I used to. I wanted to be able to save lives as real doctors do. Now I was drowned in paper work and kissing potential donor's butts.
I wanted to go back into diagnostics. I quit last week. They had begged me to stay, but I couldn't. They had asked me to at least finish the week.
I had no job.
I had no family.
I had no one to come home to.
I had no one that loved me.
Why had Gregory even bothered on saving me? I wasn't worth it.
I felt him stir underneath my fingers. His piercing light blue eyes looked up at mine. They sparked with relief.
"Thank God! I thought you were gonna …" he whispered.
I shook my head.
He smirked and propped his head up on his hand. Looking at me he was acting as if nothing had happened.
"So… how ya doin', Cuddles?" he asked as if everything was normal.
I snapped. I know I shouldn't have but I did.
"You bastard!!!" I screamed at him with tears running down my face "You risk your life for me, tell me you love me, and kiss me, than act like everything is okay! Why did you even protect me? Why didn't you let him kill me? It's not as if I have much to live for! It's not as if I have anything to live for! You, you don't love Me.! Even people who think they're gonna die lie." I sobbed.
Something in Gregory's eyes sparked. Than they grew dark with sadness and anguish. Gregory Snapped.
"Why do you think I'm here, Lisa?! Why do you think I haven't left this room in a week.?! Why do you think I almost killed James when he told me you weren't going to wake up?! THEY HAD TO SEDATE ME!!!! I swear on my life that I did not lie then and I am not now. What do you think I have been thinking about while you were out? WHOM do you think I have been thinking about while you were out?! I love You Lisa; I am in love with you. And God damn it your mine!" He snapped and than pressed his lips to mine making my tears wet his face.
I felt my heart skip a beat and wound my arms around his neck. One arm clung around his neck showing how unwilling I was to let go. The other knotted in his hair.
I felt hid tongue gently flick across my bottom lip begging for entrance. I gasped and moaned granting him entrance.
The kiss had desire, lust, and love in it. Our tongue dances and intertwined as our lips worked. We did not battle for dominance. We just…..kissed.
I felt his arms circle around my waist pressing me to him. One went to the small of my back pushing me against him desperately. The other clung around my waist as if for dear life.
When we pulled away still remaining in each other's embrace our forehead resting against each other's.
His piercing blue eyes gazed on at my own darker ones.
"I love you. I love you. I love you! Believe my now?" he questioned as he pressed his lips to mine again.
I smile against the sweet kiss. I love every second I spent with him.
"Yes. I love you. I love you. I love you. Do you believe me?" I asked when we pulled away panting.
I dropped another kiss on his lips.
He smiled "Yes." he answered as he caught a stray hair and tucked it behind my ear.
I giggled carelessly and rested my head on his shoulder. I pressed my forehead against the side of his neck as he wrapped his arms around me tighter.
He rested his cheek in my hair and moved his hand up and down my shoulder and upper arm.
We stayed there for what could seem to be forever before he unwrapped his arms from mine.
I looked up at him. I was curious as to what he was doing. Why did he let me go?
He smiled down at me. It was my favorite smile. His crooked smile. The one that made his eyes twinkle. This time they sparked with passion and love.
I watched as he pulled his arm under my legs and the other supported my back. He intertwined his fingers at my side.
He slowly stood up and walked a couple of steps to her bed. He gently laid me down and pulled the sheets up to me.
"Did you change the wrapping?" he asked about my leg with pure concern.
I nodded and smiled. I never thought Gregory could care much about me.
He smiles back "Good."
I scoot over to the right and than look up at him. I smile and pat the spot beside me
"Come lay down with me?" I asked
He smirks and chuckles
"You sure?" he questions with curiosity in his perfect blue eyes.
I nod "Please?" I ask with a tone of desperation in my voice.
I never wanted to leave Gregory House's side for as long as I may live.
"Alright." he agrees as he slides into the bed with me.
I look up at him with earnest.
He knew what I wanted and smiled my favorite amused half smile
"Get over here." he complies with a slight gesture of his head
I smiled and giggled.
I slid myself over slightly so that our arms were touching.
He chuckles, wraps his arms around me by my upper arms, and pulls me down laying right next to him.
I giggle and turn so that I am on my side facing him with his arms still wrapped loosely around me.
I lean my head on his chest toward his right shoulder as I pressed my forehead against the warmth of the side of his neck.
He leaned his head so that his cheek pressed to my hair.
We laid there for a while neither giving up to sleep.
It was as if we left something unsaid. As if we could not fall victim to sleep until those last words were said. Yet, I did not know what those words were. Nor had I the faintest idea what they might be. Th silence was deafening. Until I broke it.
"I love you, Gregory," I murmured into the side of his neck
I shivered at the feeling of his warm breath on the back of my neck when he responded.
"I love you too, Lisa," he whispered than he realized something. "You called me Gregory."
I simply smile and giggled with earnest as I snuggled against him even more. I loved the warmth of this and the warmth of all the feelings we shared between us.
"My Gregory." I murmured possessively as I buried my nose against his neck.
Than I realized something, that Gregory had said.
"You called me, Lisa," I pointed out.
He wrapped his arms tighter around me as he buried his nose in my raven black locks.
"My Lisa" he murmured possessively as he pulled me tighter to him.
I felt myself growing sleepy. I was having a hard time keeping my eyes open.
Apparently, that was all that needed to be said…
We just needed to know.
We just needed to know the that we were each other's
"Your Lisa." I whispered softly before I slipped into sleep.
Gregory pressed his lips to the top of my head and nuzzled my neck softly.
"Your Gregory." He murmured before he drifted into his own oblivion.
As I lay sleeping in his arms, I subconsciously realized how wrong I was.
I was Happy.
I was Happy with Gregory.
I had something to live for.
Someone to live for.
Someone to come home to.
Someone who loves me.
Someone who cares.
Moreover, the same for Gregory.
This was the first of many nights ahead.
Many nights of being in his arms.
Many nights of knowing that I belonged.
Many nights of happiness.
The first of many things.
Many things with Gregory…
My Gregory.
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