Bella's P.O.V
When I wake up, I'm outside, half buried in snow. They really did throw me out. If I was still human I would be frozen. Too bad I'm not. I look at the tall, handsome house and say goodbye. I run to Jacob's house, praying that Edward and Renesmee are still there. I get there in a few seconds. Edward was just coming out the door. I grab his arm and tell him to run. His face was pure terror as he wrapped Renesmee tighter in his arms. We ran for what seemed like eternity, going any direction but home. Oh wait; I don't have one anymore. Edward stopped. I know he won't go any further until I tell him what's going on. I sit on a rock covered with snow. I think randomly how snow is no longer cold. I laugh eccentrically, and Edward looks at me strangely. Suddenly I'm ashamed. How can I ask him to leave his family for someone who is wild and uncontrollable? Someone who tried to kill the ones he loves. I bury my face in my hands as I explain what happened. I felt the tension grow when I got to the part when Esme insulted Renesmee. Poor Renesmee. What will happen to her now? Edward murmurs soothing words as I sob, soundless and tearless. Renesmee lifts her small, delicate hand and placed it on my cheek. She had so many questions. My head was too jumbled from the lasting effects of alcohol to answer any of them. Somewhat understanding, Renesmee asks Edward. My wonderful Edward that I'm torturing right now. Maybe I should leave. He can live happily with Renesmee and the rest of his family, and I won't be around to mess up his life. I can still outrun him, can't I? I'm about to find out. I run as fast as my legs can carry me. I can hear Edward pursuing me with Renesmee in his arms. I will miss Renesmee, my nudger. And I will miss Edward, the man I love and will always love, but its best for him this way. I'll miss the Cullen family, but I'm not one of them anymore. I'm just Bella.