1Disclaimer: still the same, song: My Immortal

sorry ya'll, having a bit of writers block, so I might not update often.
As I remind you, this is actually the first story I have ever written..ever
also, I don't even have an outline or anything, well, I have a basic concept of what is gonna happen. I'm just typing whatever comes to my mind
AND, I stepped on a rusty nail today, getting the shot in the morning [

Chapter 2: Bella POV

The mystery man was laughing. Why the hell would he be laughing? Was he enjoying my terror? Was he laughing at my expression before he did God knows what with me? We moved into the street light. This was no mystery man, I knew him. I couldn't figure out where though. Then it dawned on me...

Jacob.

He had grown almost a foot since his father sent him to my prom. He didn't even look like a 16 year old, he looked more like a grown man. His muscular build has definitely improved. I could see his clearly defined biceps and chest muscles through the thin cotton t-shirt he wore. He caught me staring and a new wave of hysterics erupted from him. I was still really angry at him for scaring me like that.

Then it all came out.

"Don't-you-ever-do-that-again" I managed to say with hitting him in between my words.

"Sorry Bells, I thought it would be really funny. Besides, you looked lost and I wanted to help" he said with an amused expression

"Well, thank you, but you could have still just said my name" I said with a scowl on my face.

"What were you doing alone at night anyways, that can be dangerous" he asked, this time with a serious look on his face

"I was on a date, and I decided to bail, I went out to eat and now I'm here. I'm super cold, and I would like some help getting home" I rambled

He had that stupid guy smirk on his face. "Its ok Bells, I'll drive you home" he said

"Wait, Billy finally bought those parts and you finished the rabbit?" I asked, surprised

"Yeah, and I got my license, too" he replied with a proud look on his face. "Now, c'mon, its getting colder and I don't want to have to take a Bella popsicle home to Charlie"

He put his arm over my shoulder and we walked down the street together. That's when I noticed that Jacob was extremely hot.(temperature wise) I was actually starting to sweat a little. "Holy shit, Jake, why are you so hot??" I asked

He smirked at me again. "Well, I guess it was good genes, and I have gone through a pretty sweet growth spurt." He laughed

I sighed a long time and glared at him before I finally said "That's not what I meant, dip shit. It feels like you have a really high fever, you should go get that checked out"

"Oh, (laughs)...well I'll explain it on the way back to your house, mmk?" he said

"Ok, fine, I still think you should get that checked out" I said with worry in my voice.

"Don't worry about me, Bella, you're the one walking around alone in a big city. AT NIGHT I might add." he shot at me

We walked down the street a few more blocks. With a scowl on my face the entire time. I was still pretty irritated at him for scaring me. That fever really worried me. I was thinking of a possible explanation for it, when we reached his car.

"Wow, Jake, this is really cool, way better than my old truck" I said to him.

"Thanks, I finished it the other day, Charlie came by and helped me with it" he replied. He opened the door for me.

I got in and he ran around the car and got in on the drivers side. He reached over me and grabbed his keys out of the dashboard. "Well, look who's worried about safety in a big city" I said to him sarcastically.

"Oh, be quiet." he teased

We started the drive back to my house and he explained his high temperature.

"Well, Bella...I have no way to explain this. I'm not human." he started

I just sat there and gawked at him

"Before you start, I'll explain..."

On the entire way there he explained how that the old legends that the tribe was passed down and that he was a werewolf. He also told me that Sam was the alpha, meaning he was the leader of the pack. He went over the reason he hated the Cullens.

The Cullens

As soon as he said the name, I broke out in uncontrollable sobs, clutching my sides. I could feel the hole start ripping at my soul. All of the memories flooded my mind and that made me sob even harder.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

The song just kept playing in my mind. It was like my head was a broken record. His face, my dear sweet Edward, came into my head. The first time I saw him, in the Cafeteria. In biology class, when he actually started talking to me. Our first kiss in the meadow. The nights we spent together. When I met his family. And finally, when he left me in the woods that night. Where I lied for hours on the cold ground. In my head, I could see him physically ripping the hole in my already shattered heart. These memories that came to me just crushed my heart into even smaller pieces. I loved him, I still love him. But he didn't want me, he never wanted me. He lied, I believed him. I was a pawn in his little game. I wondered how many girl's hearts he has broken. Probably hundreds. He just wanted my blood. Curse my blood, why did it have to bring me so much pain? Why did it have to attract Edward, why couldn't it just be like any other girls? I realized that I was in the fetal position in Jacob's front seat. We were already at my house, in my driveway.

Jake was holding me in his arms. He had taken off his shirt and was wiping my tears with it. When he saw that I was aware of my surroundings he apologized repeatedly for mentioning them. He didn't know that I was THAT involved with him. Surely he knew, well, I haven't spoken to him since prom. He most likely didn't.

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do that." I said to him, still sobbing a little

"Its ok Bells, I didn't know" he said to me.

"Can you do me a favor?" I asked

"Anything" he said

"Can you..please..not mention them, unless you want another episode like tonight, I just would like to not think of them at all" I said to him. The sad look in his dark eyes explained it all.

"Sure, sure. and again, I'm really sorry" he said to me

We sat in the car for another 10 minutes. He was still holding my, playing with my hair. I was finally getting a good look at him. He was shirtless. His muscles standing out plain as day. He had nicely formed abs. His skin was dark and there were no tan lines. He caught me looking at him and laughed.

"Enjoying yourself, Bella?" he asked me, slightly amused

"Oh..uhh...well, this is awkward" I said. My thoughts were going a thousand miles a minute. "He is 16 Bella, you are 18. That is Illegal!!!!" my conscious told me.

"Its ok Bells, lately, I've been getting that a lot at school" he admitted

I wasn't surprised at all. I mean look at him. He had the body of a grown man. His skin was rough, proving that he had worked for that perfection he calls his body. My mind was straying in a completely wrong path. I was staring again. He snapped in my face to wake me up from my daze.

"Woo hoo, hello!, Bella, Earth to Bella" he said.

"Uh, wow, sorry. Well thanks a lot for the ride home, I appreciate it" I told him

"Anytime, it was my pleasure" he said

I walked to the door and unlocked it. I rushed up to my room and got my toiletries bag. I went to take a shower, a very cold shower. When I was done I changed into an old t-shirt and sweats and laid in my bed. I had to think of something to tell Mike at work tomorrow. Maybe he would hate me. That would be good, then he wouldn't have to follow every move I make. My eyes were drooping. I fell asleep and actually dreamed, no nightmares, I DREAMED of Jacob. I dreamed that we got married and had kids, I dreamed that we had a life together, happy...

Hope ya'll liked it. More to come. Its midnight and I'm super tired. Goodnight

mmk, just to clear things up. this starts out a jxb, BUT it won't be like that for long. and jacob told her he was a werewolf because he hoped on a rare occurrence that he would imprint later