I heard three people yell cannon ball and a huge wave hit me. When the three people came up, it was Nick,Joe and Kevin. Joe swam his fastest over to me and picked me up in the water, throwing me towards Nick. Nick caught me but we both went under water. We came back up, laughing but when we stopped laughing, our eyes locked and he started to move closer. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Justin, watching and waiting to see what I would do but something wouldnt let me pull back. At the last second, I slipped underwater, hoping he wouldnt be mad at me. I pulled him under with me and kissed him on the cheek. He still smiled but I knew there was hurt somewhere in those eyes. I came up and looked over at Joe who was pulling Nick out of the pool, looking madder then ever. I was also being pulled out of the pool by my collar by a very mad Dallas and Bre. They pushed me in a corner and got really close. They opened there mouths but before they could say anything, I slid down the wall crying. I knew Justin would never forgive me and probally break up with me and it is all my fault. I faintly saw Justin, sitting at a table with his head in his hands and his stomach was moving fast meaning he was crying which only made me cry harder.

"Dont say it."I barely said to them. They hugged me but I pushed them away.

"Alexis, whats wrong? Just calm down okay."Bre said, trying to calm me down. I have asma but not real bad, only if I cry alot and get mad at the same time, it gets really bad and I hypervenalate.

"Why hug me? Why care about me? All I do is break hearts. I love him and this is how I show him by almost kissing another guy."I was having trouble breathing so Bre hugged me again and rubbed my back while Dallas went to go talk to Justin. She was rubbing his back too but would look over at us everyone once in awhile, not dissapointed in me just sad for both of us.

"Alexis, do you think if he didnt love you anymore, he would act like that? Do you think if you didnt love him so much you would be like this? Alexis, I dont know what to say and I dont know how long its going to take for him to forgive you, all I know is the police got Jason so if you want, me and you can just go and hang out while Dallas talks to Justin? That good?"I shook my head yes and she helped me up off the ground. She still held me, trying to calm me down while she texted Dallas about our plans. I was still bawlig my eyes out while Bre was holding tight, we were in the elevator when of course, Justin and Dallas get in. Bre brings me to one coner whil Dallas hides Justin's face in the other. I start to cry harder and it gets harder for me to breathe so I let go and bend down, holding my chest. Bre hands me this random bottle of water that I have no clue where she got it from and I drank it all. I was still having a little trouble breathing but I was still all good. Dallas and Justin are going to the guys room so the guys can talk with him while Dallas just chills and Bre and I are going to my room to watch a movie, get in our pajamas and eat ice cream. I only had one more floor and then I was free except for the walk becasue his room was all the way at the end and mine was close to that. The bell dinged and as soon as the doors open, Bre pulled me out, running down the hall, to my room before Justin and Dallas even go tout.

"Wait, Alexis Justin wants to say something."Dallas said, running to stop me.

"Umm its umm I uhhh. You tell her."He said walking back into his room.

"He was trying to say its over."Dallas said, crying a little bit as she walked back into the other room. I looked down at the floor, realising that I would give up everything for him. I slid the ring off and slid it under the door but someone slid it back. I just shoved it back and walkedover to a corner to cry. I didnt want to go in the room where Jusitn and I slept together, the room I told him I loved him in everynight, the room shared with, and espacially, the room I shared the best moment of my life, getting to hold Justin all night without a worry. I started to cry really hard and my breathing got terrible. Bre came over and picked me, taking me over to the door of Jusitn's room and started banging on it. I left my inhailer in there acouple nights ago and I forgot why. Nick answered the door but just shut it.

"Great. .."I said, betweeen gasps for air that I despretly needed right now. She started banging on the door again and Dey answered it, almost closing it but then asked what before looking down and pretty much dragging me into the room.

"What is she doing here?"Ryan said harshly.

"I. Will. ...."I said, sitting on the floor, barely breathing. Ryan ran over to me and tryed to help me calm down only it wasnt working. Nick brought me water and a towel to wipe off the sweat from my head.

"Dammit where is it?"I heard Bre yell from the bathroom followed by a loud grunt from Dey. I started to get light headed so I tried to get up and lay down but I just fell right back down. Nick and Ryan helped me on the bed and put the now wet wash cloth on my head and went to help look. About a second later, Bre comes running out with it in her hands. I quickly use it and begin breathing normal again. I took another sip of the water and tryed to stand up to leave but fell to the floor.

"Alexis, your too weak. Just stay here."Nick said, helping me up on the bed again.

"But don't you guys hate me?"I asked, still crying just not as bad anymore.

"We could never hate you babygirl. We were just mad and thought we hated you but when it comes down to it, we couldnt let anything happen to you."Dey said, petting me pretty much.

"Where's Justin?"Bre asked.

"Talking on the balcony with Dallas."Ryan said pointing to the door. Bre walked over to the door, opened it then shut it quickly. Justin and Dallas quickly ran in and on Dallas' left hand, I noticed a ring, fairly similar to the one Justin just gave me.

"What the hell is she doing here?"Justin asked rudly.

"Im just leaving. Sorry to bother you. Bre can I have the key. Please."I asked, starting to get harder to breath again.

"No you need to stay here and work things out."I walked over to Dallas and held up her left hand.

"Things are worked out now give me the damn key."I said softly on the verge of a major crying session.

"What the hell man? You just gave that to Alexis last night."Dey yelled, coming closer to Justin.

"Calm down, I was just trying it on, Justin had no idea."Dallas explained.

"But you two were kissing and you cant deny that."Bre yelled at Dallas. I started to breath really heavy again but everyone was yelling at eachother and Bre had my inhailer in her hand and everytime I tryed to get her attention she would never listen. I grabbed the nearest vase and threw it on the ground, shattering it into a million tiny pieces. Everyone stopped and turned to me, Bre threw it at me and I caught it, using it and throwing it back.

"Can I have the key now?"I asked tumbling back on the bed.

"Here, just turn on some t.v and we will talk this out in the other room okay?"Bre said, handing me the remote. I shook my head okay and she left my inhailer on the table beside me. I flipped threw the channels and finally found Teen Mom. I watched it and waited for people to come in but no one came in except for a note.

Alexis,

Heyy, I know we had that huge fight but I was thinking and maybe it should be for good? We are always breaking eachothers hearts and kissing other people and maybe it is because we arent sattisfied. I dont know about you, but I do love you and wish you hadnt done that. Bye Alexis............

Love,

Ex-Boyfriend Justin...