I was crying harder then I have ever cried before and was screaming my lungs out. Bre and Dallas ran in and hugged the crap out of me.
"Shhh, its know Alexis. Everything is going to be alright."Bre said rubbing my back.
"He hates me and is never coming back."They pulled apart and looked at me and then realised I was talking about the note and shook their heads, hugging me again. I collapsed to the floor, screaming Justin and No but he never came in but Dey did.
"Justin is in the hallway hun. But he still hasnt changed his mind."I got up and walked into the hallway.
"What the hell Justin? When you do effin major lip lock with a girl its okay and I forgave you but when all I can do, is cry and freakin think of you whenn he is coming closer and then just kiss his cheek you break up with me!!??? What the hell?"I yelled.
"Yea well maybe you should have thought about that before you started flirting with him!"He yelled back.
"Are you for real? You go around and flirt with girls everyday and I dont get mad. You get kissed by girls everyday and I dont get mad. You lip lock some girl and I forgive you but one god damn peck on the cheek to my best friend which I didnt even want to happen and then boom, everything sky rocket and you become this jackass!"I yelled at him with more force. He then fell to the floor crying which made me cry again but not on the floor.
"Alexis, I love you, pleasee dont leave me."Jusitn said on his knees.
"Are you serious? Why should I take you back Justin after everything you just said?"I said, sitting down in front of him.
"Because Alexis. When I'm with you, I get this feeling like I never want to let you go and everytime im even a inch away from you, I feel sick to my stomach. You were there for me through alot of things and my mom wouldnt even stay with me if I was throwing up like you did. Alexis, you are my heart, not half not most you are my heart and I really do love you! Please just one more chance, promise this is the last chance, I promise."I realised right then and there, that I truely wanted to marry this kid right in front of me. Instead of saying anything, I tackled him to the floor with a hug and a kiss that lasted forever. I again don't remeber why I took him back this time but im almost positive in another week, one of us will do something and we will break up again. Justin's phone started ringing and I got up so he could answer it but he pulled me back down.
"Hello?.....Serena? What do you want? Your what?"Justin got up and went in to another room.
"Who is Serena?"I asked getting up and brushing myself off.
"Justin's beautifle ex. She is a blonde you know."I turned around and there was a girl with blonde hair on the phone.
"Hi?"I asked confused. She hung up the phone and looked over at Caitlin.
"You still trying to win him back?"Caitlin looked pissed and stepped over to my side.
"I told you already. No one likes you so just go back to Alaska and stay there to freeze. Justin has a wonderful girlfriend who is my bestfriend and you are NOT getting in the way of them. Clear?"Caitlin said all in her face. Bre and I stood back, laughing at how mad Caitlin was.
"Crystal. Justin!"She said perky as Justin came out of the room. She hugged him and Justin looked confused and mad at the same time.
"Serena? What the hell are you doing here?"He asked prying her off and hugging me around my waist.
"Coming here to see you silly. A girlfriend can't visit his boyfriend?"She said pulling him away from me.
"I aint your boyfriend. Im her's."Justin said coming back to me.
"Ain't isn't a word sweetheart."I said smiling and kissing his cheek.
"Haha very funny. Let's go to the beach."Justin said kissing my lips.
"Oh Caitlin I hope you dont mind, I put my stuf in your room. I got the number and key from the desk lady."She said starring at me.
"But that's my and Justin's room too. And stalkerish much?"I said looking at Caitlin who looked like she just wanted to rip her head off.
"Oh well."She said shrugging.
"Cailtin, down girl."I said laughing at Cailtin who was stepping forward. My room contianed, Justin and I, Caitlin and Bre and Dallas who sleeps on the pull out couch.
"We don't have enough room."Justin said as we were walking back.
"I can sleep with Justin."Serena said.
"Sorry that job is taken."I said smiling at Justin. We got back to the room and we all changed, me in a yellow striped bikini, Bre in a pink striped binkini, Dallas in a green striped bikini and Serena in a too small hot pink bikini with shorts that didnt fit and a small tank top. I got in to a pair of short shorts, a tank top and put my hair in a ponytail and Bre and Dallas looked almost the same as me but we all had different colors. I met Justin in the hallway and as soon as I got out there, he grabbed my hand and pulled me close.
"Grabby much?"I asked smiling. We walked down to the beach which is pretty much the backyard and set up, laying our towels out and taking our clothes off and running into the water. Bre and I were rolling around in the water, splashing each other, just having fun while Justin laughed and messed around with Serena. I went under water with Bre and we got pulled back up with a great force. When my eyes ajusted, I saw it was Serena and these random guys were holding Justin and the guys back on the beach. Some chick, came out of nowhere and held Bre back.
"Now here is the deal. Justin will watch you get the crap beet out of you."She said punching my stomach. She tried to punch me again but I grabbed her hand, twisted it around her back and pushed in the water.
"Here's the deal. You go under and I stay up."I said splashing her. I looked over and saw Justin and the guys kickin' some ass. Bre had the one girl down in the water and her foot on her back. I was too busy watching Bre to notice that Justin had finished his work and hugged me around the waist with all his force.
"Can I talk to you alone about this?"he said holding up my left hand that contianed my purity ring.
"Sure."I answered as my stomach did backflips. He pulled me over to the rocks where there was no one. Seriously, perfect view of all the islands and such. We sat down and he grabbed my hand.
"I just wanted to know if maybe, possibly, you are, um, ready to um take this uh relationship to the uh next level?"Justin asked, stuttering and looked comepletely unconfortable. I shook his hand off and pretented to look hurt.
"Are you asking me if I am goin to sleep with you?"I whispered yelled, fake pissed off.
"No I just."He was searching for an answer but I smiled.
"I was kidding. You looked like you were going to puke so I lightened the mood. Anyway I was uh kind of wonderng the same thing but you know, being 14 makes this decision hard."Justin stood up taking me up with him.
"Guess what today is?"He said smiling.
" June 15.. Oh my gosh it's my birthday. Im 15."I said hugging Justin.
"So about that question."Justin laughed.
"I say, im gonna be one happy 15 year old tonight."I said, smiling and kissing him with passion I did'nt even know I had. He picked me up and spun me around, laughing as we kissed. I broke the kiss and put my forehead to his forehead, looking him in the eyes.
"Alright well I have to go to the store to buy your gift. I will see you later love."He said kissing me and running off to the taxi waiting for him. I walked over to the rest of the group, thinking about later and how I have never been so sure of anything in my life.
"Hello missy. How are you today on your birthday?"Bre said hugging me.
"And I thought you guys forgot. Im just perfect, let's go back."I said in full daydream mode.I didn't even notcie that I was laying down in my bed with my pajamas on. It had been about 3 hours since Justin left and I was getting worried. I called him 20 times, I text him about 15 times and no reply. My hotel phone rang and I picked up as quick as possible.
"Hello? Justin?"I asked hoping it was Justin.
"No, this is the hospital that Justin is at. He was in the taxi on the way to the store when the taxi driver lost control and veared off the road and in to rocks. Justin is breathing but he is in critical condition that we suggest you do not come down . Burnell."I was starring off in to space, not believing what I was hearing. I felt the sudden need to throw up so I hung up the phone and ran to the bathroom, throwing everything that was in my stomach up. When I was done about 10 minues later I called Dallas and Bre and told them what happened, they were at my door in under a minute, trying to catch their breath. I laughed for a brief second and let them in before running and jumping the same exact spot Justin woke up in this morning, when everything was okay and he wasn't hurt.
"Alexis, we are so sorry. Oh my gosh."Bre said, falling back on to the bed and bursting into tears.
"What?"I asked running over to her.
"I thought I saw Justin sit by you."I almost fainted at the thought.
"But that means he is dead and he is not dead. He is'nt I tell you. HE ISN'T!!"I yelled running out the door and into the hallway, rushing for the steps and into the lobby. I was crying my eyes out as I ran out the door into the pouring rain. I collapsed on the sidewalk, crying as people watched me. I soon felt arms around me and people tellng me everything is going to be okay but it wasn't Justin so no it wouldn't.
"Im going to the hospital wether they want me to or not."I shouted over the rain, taking off towards the hospital with Bre and Dallas on my heels. We got there within minutes and ran to the office asking the lady where his room was.
"Im sorry he is not alowd vistors while he is resting."She said with a sincere appology look.
"Wait, so you mean he woke up?"I asked. The lady smiled and shook her head yes.
"Please let her seem him? Let us seem him?"Bre said crying almost as hard as I was.
"Room 243."She said smiling and pointing down the hall. I reached over and gave the lady a hug before taking off to his room. Before busting threw the door and waking him up, I looked in the window and wanted to throw up again. There were wires attached to him, he looked pale and weak, he has a bandage around his head yet, he looked so peaceful. I slowly walked in the door, making sure not to make noise in which I was succesful. I sat down at the seat next to Justin's head, just watching his chest move slowly but it was still moving. He didn't move, his body was as lifeless as ever and I just couldn't get over the fact that since im crying, he cant hold me, tell me everything is going to be okay and most of all, kiss the pain away. I started to cry again and it was almost like I was never going to stop. Like my eyes are like a never ending river that is lead to a crashing point. He slightly moved and I almost jumped out of my seat. He let out a silent moan and his eyes fluttered open.
"Goodmorning baby."I said stroking his forehead.
"Where am I and who are you?"He said moving my hand. I thought about it for a second and relized more then likely he lost his memory.