Jo froze on the other end of the phone not sure what she should say, Dean was waiting for her to talk. "I can't believe you left and didn't tell me anything, what hurts more is that Sam and Cas and pretty much the whole freaking world knew before me." Jo started crying, "Dean I'm sorry you know I didn't want to hurt you," Dean felt his eyes well up, "well its a little too late for that don't you think? Jo felt pain sting her, "Dean I didn't know what to do, I didn't want you to stay with me just because I was having your baby we both know that we wouldn't of been happy." Dean felt frustration, "Jo I, you know what forget it I'll talk to you when I get there." Jo flipped her phone closed and threw it against the door and collapsed on the floor in tears, holding her stomach she whispered "I promise I will protect you no matter what nothing is gonna happen to you." Ellen came in the room, "Dean was not happy I expect? Jo wiped her eyes, "no he's pretty upset, Sam's right I should of just told him save myself pain and agony, I hurt him and that's the last thing I would want to do." Jo got off the floor and stood up, "what am I gonna do now? Ellen looked at her daughter, "You're gonna stay here and you're gonna talk to him and tell him why you didn't tell him, its the only thing you can do right now." Jo wiped more tears away, "mom I don't think I can face him and see that hurt in his eyes," Jo started walking towards her room before Ellen grabbed her arm, "you can't just avoid him, honey you gotta let him understand why you left in the first place, is it really better for you and the baby if you just avoid him and never work anything out? Jo started sobbing, " no but mother I hurt him, he won't forgive me for that EVER, I can pretend as much as I want but he's not gonna forgive me for what I did." Ellen held Jo as she cried into Ellen's shoulder, "Joanna Beth things will get better, you'll see you and Dean will talk and it will all be better in the end." Jo pulled away from her mom, "I hope you're right mom I really do, I'm gonna go take a nap, let me know when they get here." Ellen watched Jo go upstairs, "I'm sure you'll know when they get here regardless if you are asleep or not honey." Jo got up to her room and fell back on her pillows,"your daddy is not gonna be to happy with me when he sees me is he? I didn't think so but hopefully in time he can forgive mommy right? She put her hand over her stomach, "I'm sorry mommy messed everything up for you I thought I was doing the right thing for you when in reality, no matter what I do you're not gonna be safe. I promise they will get you over my dead body! She rubbed her little belly till she fell into sleep and all thoughts of demons and monsters were sufficed by the pleasant dreams of a perfect world where she could be a mommy and be with Dean, where they didn't need to worry about demons trying to take away their happiness. Dean and Sam got to a motel 2 hours from Jo, they let Ellen know they were crashing for the night and would be by in the morning sometime, Dean fell back on his bed thinking of Jo and his unborn baby, Dean closed his eyes and pictured how things should of been before Jo left, "Dean I gotta tell you something, Dean ran his hand through Jo's hair, "you can tell me anything you know that we have no secrets from eachother." Jo looked at Dean taking a deep breath and letting it out, "we're gonna have a baby! Dean was in shock but he was happy, Jo made him happy and he always wanted to have a kid. Jo bit her lip, " I just don't know what we're gonna do, the apocalpyse, demons, Dean what if they were after the baby? Dean pulled Jo into his arms, " I would never let anything happen to you or the baby, I'll protect you." Dean opened his eyes, "yeah that's how it should of been," Sam looked up from his laptop, "sorry did you say something? Dean shook his head, "No Sammy I was just thinking what I wanted to happen." Sam looked confused,"how what should of happened? Did you wanna propose to Jo? Dean got nervous, " No, No I just was thinking had Jo told me I could of protected her more," Sam closed his laptop and stood up, "Dean you protected her before when you guys were not even together, don't beat yourself up things will go back to normal plus Dean you're gonna be a dad keep thinking about that." Dean smirked, "still can't believe it can you Sammy? Sam shook his head, " no not really but I can't wait to see her." Dean crossed his arms and looked at Sam, "what makes you so sure the baby's a girl? Sam smiled, "uncle's intuition Dean you are gonna have a little girl and you are gonna have to deal with her dating guys like you." Dean's eyes got big, "oh over my dead body is my daughter dating someone like me," Sam chuckled, "I think you just said you don't want your daughter dating a dick like you." Dean scoffed, "No I didn't say I was a dick," Dean laid back on his bed then shot back up. "you think I'm a dick? Sam chuckled turning the light out, "night Dean."